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Hi,...my name is Stephanie,... Im only 17 1/2 and already it feels like half my life is gone/wasted,...i try to be friendly,...but i'm mostly a loner a have two close friends and a few other friends and thats about it,...i hang out with my 14 yr old emo cousin all the time,....it seems hes the only one i can really talk to,...and im the only one he can really talk to,...i am a bit obsessed with vampires,...i LOVE horror movies,...and i pretty much live in my own world,...VAMPIRE KISSES are the best books ever!!!! Flowers in the Attic,...was an unusual book, but very good,... The House was a good book but hella weird,...
I like to read alot,...stuff like V.C. Andrews, Stephen King, Erica Spindler, Christopher Pike,James Patterson,Frank Peretti, those are just a few of my favorites,...I love riding bikes ,...i LOVE water and swimming,...I used to love sneaking out with my boyfriend and going into the forest at night,...i always swore someone or something was watching us.,...My ex,..Timmy broke up with me cause he said he was a laid back type of guy and I was just too wild for him,...Just because i yelled at a complete strager driving by,...i think its because i wouldnt have sex with him,... but who knows now,...and anyways,..i find out he made out with my cousin who by the way has diseases,...she brags about being a nasty slut,...quote "yea u can get with me, if u dont mind getting an STD",...Now thats wat i call nasty,...anyways,...i have a myspace, but i dont really talk on it any more,... I hate myself,...and how i look,...i used to hate wat people thought about me,...but u know wat i dont any more,...they got a problem with me then they can come say it to my face,...so then i could whoop their ass,...