The worst day I can remember was spent in a hospital
What day was that?
The day I was born
-The movie Powder
This is real, this is me
I'm exactly where I'm supposed
to be now
Gonna let the light shine on me
now I've found who I am
There's no way to hold it in
No more hiding who I want to be
This is me
For those of you who knew me with both my lip rings and Black hair, I changed.
I dont want to be that angry person anymore
So I had my hair stripped and I Bleached the top half.
I decided a snake bite (2 lip rings) was too much for my new look
But since both holes are there I find pleasure in only wearing one
and switching it from side to side..sometimes it really gets to ppl.
I love you all
-Oz




I dreamed I was missing
You were so scared
But no one would listen
Cause no one else cared
After my dreaming
I woke with this fear
What am I leaving
When I'm done here
So if you're asking me I want you to know
When my time comes
Forget the wrong that i've done
Help me leave behind some
Reasons to be missed
Don't resent me
And when you're feeling empty
Keep me in your memory
Leave out all the rest
Leave out all the rest
Don't be afraid
I've taken my beating
I've shared what i made
I'm strong on the surface
Not all the way through
I've never been perfect
But neither have you
So if you're asking me I want you to know
When my time comes
Forget the wrong that i've done
Help me leave behind some
Reasons to be missed
Don't resent me
And when you're feeling empty
Keep me in your memory
Leave out all the rest
Leave out all the rest
Forgetting / all the hurt inside you learned to hide so well
Pretending / someone else can come and save me from myself
I can't be who you are
When my time comes
Forget the wrong that I've done
Help me leave behind some
Reasons to be missed
Don't resent me
And when you're feeling empty
Keep me in your memory
Leave out all the rest
Leave out all the rest
Forgetting / all the hurt inside you learned to hide so well
Pretending / someone else can come and save me from myself
I can't be who you are
I can't be who you are
That drowns the tender reed
Some say love, it is a razor
That leaves your soul to bleed
Some say love, it is a hunger
An endless, aching need
I say love, it is a flower
And you, it's only seed
It's the heart, afraid of breaking
That never learns to dance
It's the dream, afraid of waking
That never takes the chance
It's the one who wont be taken
Who cannot seem to give
And the soul afraid of dyin'
That never learns to live
When the night has been too lonely
And the road has been too long
And you think that love is only
For the lucky and the strong
Just remember, in the winter
Far beneath the bitter snow
Lies the seed, that with the sun's love
In the spring, becomes the rose
I'm
F ucked up
I nsecure
N eurotic
E motional
I support our troops overseas and here @ home. If you dont support them, you deserve to be over there trying to defend a country where most people dont appreciate it. Fuck everyone who doesnt support them. I hate you. If youre one of those bitches out there protesting them and what they do, I hope u die a miserable death. You havent had to see a grieving mother, or a baby girl or boy who loses their mommy or daddy.
If you dont stand behind our troops, Feel free to stand IN FRONT OF them
GOD BLESS THE USA
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About Me:
Age:20
Hair Colour: Blonde
Height: 5'6"
Weight: 120pds
Favourite Color: Pink/Yellow
Favourite Emotion:Sad
Favourite Actor: WILL FERRELL BABY!
Favourite Food: Macaroni & Cheese
Favourite Fast Food: Jack in the Box
Favourite Movies:
- Super Troopers
- SLC Punk
- Anything w/Johnny Depp
- Anything with Will Ferrell
- Anything w/ Jon Heder
Favourite Shows:
-My Little Pony
-Strawberry Shortcake
-Rainbow Brite
-TAPS (Ghost Hunters)
-CSI
Favourite Bands: (just to name a few)
-Silverchair
-Marilyn Manson
-Flyleaf
-Smile Empty Soul
-Chevelle
-Evanessence
-Heidi Newfield
-Kittie
-Watashi Wa
-Dishwalla
-Our Lady Peace
-Gavin Rossdale
-The Red Jumpsuit apparatus
-O.A.R.
-Delta Goodrem
-The Distillers
-Disturbed
-12 stones
Don’t b/r\e/a\k
Don’t b/r\e/a\k my♥heart♥
and I won’t b/r\e/a\k your ♥heart s|h|a|p|e|d glasses♥.
So take your empty words
Your broken promises
And all the time you stole
Cause I am done with this
I could give it away, give it away
I'm doing everything I should of
And now I'm making a change
I'm living today
I'm giving back what you gave me
I don't need anything
Everybody's hurt somebody before
Everybody's been worn by somebody before
You can change but you'll always come back for more
Its a game and we're all just victims of love.
Don't try to fight it, victims of love
You can't decide it, victims of love,
A lyric for Heath Ledger:

you're gone and we all miss you,
listen to these songs, you're alive in every one.
are you smiling down? are you still singing?
were you with us all along? do you like what we've become
I almost loved you,
then I saw who you really were

♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥


* •. .•*** I'm a Super Star!!!!!
/.•*•.\ ¸..•¤**¤•., .•¤**¤•. *


12 stones
You've given me so many things that I've never had
And all in all I know it's you that always pulls me through
If you reach deep inside you’ll see my heart is true
Cause I hate the way I feel tonight
And I know I need you in my life
Yes I hate the way I feel inside
And I promise to make the sacrifice
The world I know is pulling me more and more each day
I feel like the odd man out as I begin to pray
Spiteful eyes are watching me with everything I do
In the midst of darkness Lord, my spirit calls for you
Cause I hate the way I feel tonight
And I know I need you in my life
Yes I hate the way I feel inside
And I promise to make the sacrifice
You know sometimes
Deep inside
I feel like this
Cause I hate the way I feel tonight
And I know I need you in my life
Yes I hate the way I feel inside
And I promise to make the sacrifice
Cause I hate the way I feel tonight
And I know I need you in my life
Yes I hate the way I feel inside
And I promise to make the sacrifice



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