In the devils world Chaos rules, Satan is an inspiration and love knows no existence. Light is extinguished like a flickering candle on the back of cool breeze, and the warmth of life disappears to be replace by cold and terror, and dark shadows hovering like vultures, silently waiting, invading your dreams, your thoughts, your soul. Destroying your very being. Everything you are and everything you thought you could be.
Heaven I have not seen, Hell I have lived.
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How do you describe yourself to someone, when you dont even know yourself??
That is where I am in life at the moment, totally and utterly lost.
I thought I had dealt with all the shit in my past, then in trying to become a counsellour for abused victims, and help those like me, I have realised that I am nowhere near as happy as I act.I have worn a mask that I didnt even know about.
But sshhh, that is our little secret.
How do you ask for help, when you have lost your voice??
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A man and a woman were sitting beside each other in the first class section of an airplane.
The woman sneezed, took out a tissue, gently wiped her nose, then visibly shuddered for ten to fifteen seconds. Thinking nothing of it, the man went back to his reading.
A few minutes later, the woman sneezed again, took a tissue, wiped her nose, and then shuddered violently once more.
Assuming that the woman might have a cold, the man was still curious about the shuddering.
A few more minutes passed when the woman sneezed yet again.
As before, she took a tissue, wiped her nose, her body shaking evenmore than before.
Unable to restrain his curiosity, the man turned to the woman andsaid,
"I couldn't help but noticed you've sneezed three times, wiped your nose and then shuddered violently. Are you okay?"
"I am sorry if I disturbed you. I have a very rare medical condition;whenever I sneeze I have an orgasm."
The man, more than a bit embarrassed, was still curious.
"I have never heard of that condition before," he said. "Are you taking anything for it?"
The woman nodded. "Pepper."
'never forget to laugh. it is the best medicine, and the cheapest.'
Heaven I have not seen, Hell I have lived.
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
How do you describe yourself to someone, when you dont even know yourself??
That is where I am in life at the moment, totally and utterly lost.
I thought I had dealt with all the shit in my past, then in trying to become a counsellour for abused victims, and help those like me, I have realised that I am nowhere near as happy as I act.I have worn a mask that I didnt even know about.
But sshhh, that is our little secret.
How do you ask for help, when you have lost your voice??
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
A man and a woman were sitting beside each other in the first class section of an airplane.
The woman sneezed, took out a tissue, gently wiped her nose, then visibly shuddered for ten to fifteen seconds. Thinking nothing of it, the man went back to his reading.
A few minutes later, the woman sneezed again, took a tissue, wiped her nose, and then shuddered violently once more.
Assuming that the woman might have a cold, the man was still curious about the shuddering.
A few more minutes passed when the woman sneezed yet again.
As before, she took a tissue, wiped her nose, her body shaking evenmore than before.
Unable to restrain his curiosity, the man turned to the woman andsaid,
"I couldn't help but noticed you've sneezed three times, wiped your nose and then shuddered violently. Are you okay?"
"I am sorry if I disturbed you. I have a very rare medical condition;whenever I sneeze I have an orgasm."
The man, more than a bit embarrassed, was still curious.
"I have never heard of that condition before," he said. "Are you taking anything for it?"
The woman nodded. "Pepper."
'never forget to laugh. it is the best medicine, and the cheapest.'
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- I am a 20 year old girl (Australia)
- When I'm not writing, I'm doing wat i want.
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In the devils world Chaos rules, Satan is an inspiration and love knows no existence. Light is extinguished like a flickering candle on the back of cool breeze, and the warmth of life disappears to be replace by cold and terr
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sweetdreamsforyou : wow on August 4, 2007wow.....ur homepage.....wow....i got goosebumps reading it.it's kinda crazy how all that u said,i can really relate to.i just wanted to thank you again 4 readin and commentin on my poems and to ask u if i can add u as a fave.would that b ok?i will def hav 2 read some of ur poems after readin wut ur page says.they must b amazing.well.leave a comment on my page or message me and lemme know if i hav a new friend!bai!
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You're on my AP faves and you're probably one of my sisters, what are your former AP names?! I always lose track of ppl on here *grr* Anyway, how is life?
