"Fuckin' Perfect"
Made a wrong turn once or twice
Dug my way out, blood and fire
Bad decisions, that's alright
Welcome to my silly life
Mistreated, misplaced, misunderstood
Miss knowing it's all good
It didn't slow me down.
Mistaken, always second guessing
Underestimated, look I'm still around
Pretty, pretty please, don't you ever, ever feel
Like your less then fucking perfect
Pretty, pretty please, if you ever, ever feel
Like you're nothing, you're fucking perfect to me
Your's so mean when you talk
About yourself. You were wrong.
Change the voices in your head
Make them like you instead.
So complicated, look how we are making
Filled with so much hatred
Such a tired game
It's enough, I've done all I could think of
Chased down all my demons
I've seen you do the same
(ohh ohhhhhhh)
Pretty, pretty please, don't you ever, ever feel
Like your less then fucking perfect
Pretty, pretty please, if you ever, ever feel
Like you're nothing, you're fucking perfect to me
The whole world's scared, so I swallow the fear
The only think I should be drinking is an ice cold beer
So cool in line and we try try try but we try too hard
It's a waste of my time.
Done looking for the critics, cos there everywhere
They don't like my jeans, they don't get my hair
Strange ourselves and we do it all the time
Why do we do that, why do I do that (why do I do that)?
Pretty, pretty please, don't you ever, ever feel
Like your less then fucking perfect
Pretty, pretty please, if you ever, ever feel
Like you're nothing, then you're fucking perfect to me
(you're perfect, you're perfect)
Pretty, pretty please, if you ever, ever feel
Like you're nothing, you're fucking perfect to me
I am a person who doesn't care what others think of me. I have taken a walk through my own person hell just like everyone else so I don't tell you why my life is worse than yours.
My best friends are Mark (my leech), Ashlee, Cody, Jon, and Chris on a good day. I love my friends and family I would die for them. I don't leave my house usually for anything my friends, usually have to drag me out literally. So the friends I do have mean the world to me because without them I would probably be a hermit lol.
Want any more information about me just ask I am nice I swear lol.
My bestie Codykins bought a new leather jacket that is actual leather. So as his little miss Joker I got his old fake one. This Jacket means so much to me because it holds all the memories that I cherish so dearly. Whenever I was too upset he would wrap it around me and hug me tightly saying it would all be ok. Just to get this out there Cody is so totally Gay that its funny.Cody just left for college and I miss him dearly.
This paragraph is for my vampire. He is the one person I can talk to when others would just laugh at me. He understands how smart I am and he still teaches me something new everyday. He is the one who keeps me writing no matter what kind of mood I am in. He is my whole word wrapped into one little package. I just wish he could one day see the smile he puts on my face just when he says hello. We have been together for over 8 months now and we couldnt be happier.Love ya Mark.
*****And this paragraph is for my Miss. . You rock my freaking socks off. You make me smile when I don't want to and you helped me with that stupid contest I started up. Ashers you can always make a day brighter even when you are yelling at me. Plus you always kick ass when a guy hurts me.*****
A weird thing about me is my writing is better when I am happy, like even my depressed poems where written in moments of happiness. Because I have depression when I have an episode of bad depression i stop writing but I always start up again.
I have eyes that are so bright blue when I am happy that my friends say they can see my soul and get lost in it.lol.
I like to write and read and listen to music I spend most of my day curled up in my closet that i turned into a safe haven, either writing drawing or reading. I put a speaker system in the closet to hook my ipod up to its kind of cool.
I love my friends and well if you are one I will protect you with my life if that is what it takes.
One thing i learned from werewolf packs that I find true in real life is the system of Dominant vs. Submissive. If you know how to control me I will be submissive but if you can't show your back bone I will dominant you. It is a dog eat dog world out there. And well It's just like being in a pack I am not alpha or second but I am not the lowest on the totem pole either.
Best friends on AP:
Ra-rainbow-wr -you are the total fucking love of my life
Bloom2me My totally bestie I

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Posionous-Kisses Poison you rock my freaking socks off I love you girlly....
on Oct 02 2010 07:37 AM
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