With Broken Wings• Show poetry

Sometimes I can't even go to bed cause when I close my eyes all I can see is you in my head not one day has gone by that you haven't crossed my mind every time I remember I cry.

You told me you loved me I thought it was true but now I'm sitting here crying all cause of you, you said I was the perfect girl I gave you my heart and all you did to it was tear it apart eight amazing months of nothing how could this be we were meant for each other but I guess that you could not see.

When I met you I didn't have no clue that you would change my life forever but you did. after a while we made a special love that no one else had and I liked it. little and little at a time I started falling in love with you by the words you said and the smiles you made just made me feel alright in the world for once when I'm with you my heart beats fast and slow at the same time but now it just killed me inside and that knowing that I'll never be able to have you for my own that just made me wanna die. now I just wanna kill myself everyday cause I love him so much and I'll never be able to love someone else as much as I love him I just wanna die just to have his love for me.

I wish I could make you remember everything you use to feel but I can't I wish I can turn everything back and you love me the way you did but I can't I wish you would say you still loved me as much as you use to but you can't I wish I could erase your memories and stop the rivers falling from my eyes but I can't I wish I could hear you call me baby and kiss me like you use to but I can't I wish the pain would stop completely so I would never have to cry but it can't I wish the blood would stop pouring from this opened wound I have but it can't, loving you is like breathing and I wanna stop but I can't.

I was sum one when I was with you now I'm no one and I feel blue you just walked on by, all I can do is cry so now I know you don't love me so you broke my heart everyday I try so hard not to die I wanna kill myself I got a razor on the shelf I sat on ma bed you were the only thought in my head I slid the razor across my wrist real slow look at what I've done now i have to go, I'm going no where and I don't care I can end up dead all I can see is red I guess love is a thing I'm not suppose to do but I fell in love with the one and only you now I know I could never love again you meant so much more than just a guy, i wanna die.

Every thought I ever had was cause you put it there. Every memory i ever had was cause of the times we shared. Every dream i ever had was cause you were on my mind. Every time I was happy was cause you were so kind, now its all gone.

Tears are falling from my eyes as I sit and cry at night. Blood is dripping from my heart as I try to write. I have so much pain I am hurt a lot I can't explain all this I'm just falling apart no one understands I don't know where to start and I don't know where to end. Love hurts so much like a thousand knives especially when you have all this pain I'm so sore right now my heart is racing fast I wish I could forget all this and leave it in the past but there will always be a memory. A memory of us both how we both loved each other and in my heart I'll hold I will always hold this memory even though you wont care and the scar you left in ma heart will always be there.

How did I get here how did I fall why didn't i see this coming I didn't predict this at all you love me no longer you want me no more my heart has shattered my soul has drowned.

Why bleeding is breathing pain that darts in like a bullet try bleeding is believing I use to love I use to laugh I use to smile I use to shine then you left me love has gone laughs have died smiles have faded and it is all dark what did I do to deserve this why am I being punished for loving you so much why do you regret me now.

Sitting here thinking of how you hurt me wondering why I'm still in love with you maybe it's your eyes, the way you make me feel so good inside, or the way you smile that makes me feel that. I've never been so happy in my life it's probably just the way you are a funny, sweet, caring, cute guy that every girl dreams of :'(



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I'm a twelve-year-old girl from Florida. I was originally born in Ecuador, but have family from all around the world. I moved here when I was four or five years old, but deeply miss my home.

I like to write poetry because it expesses how I feel, and stuff like that. Not all my poetry has to do with me. Sometimes I just get inspired and freewrite about anything in the world.

 

Most of the things I write, I write in this juge, green, notebook jeje.. I don't publish all of my poetry online, though. And clearly I don´t have much talent =P

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I LUV MY AP FAMILYYY!!!! (so far!!)

My AP Sisters:

Night-Owl
She's so awesome.. She is an amazing writer, really nice, sweet, funny, and... well.. RANDOM!!!! jeje.. just like me! i luv her!!! She rocks...
http://allpoetry.com/Night-Owl


Sarah Lee
My sis Sarah Lee is super cool.. She's an awesome poet and her pieces are great.. She's really nice and super sweet! i luv her!! jeje.. =]
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My AP Big Sis:

RainbowGirl257
She's super nice.. she is sooo much fun and has a crazy and hyper attitude like me!! jeje.. She's also a brilliant riter!! She's awesomeee!!!
http://allpoetry.com/RainbowGirl257


Larkbird
She's a wonderful poet and has super awesome thoughts.. Shes sweet and sensitive too!! She is an amazing big sis!! thank u!! iloverherr!! =]
http://allpoetry.com/larkbird


My AP Big Brother:

PlaxtonianPoet
He is BRILLIANT!!!! Amazing; wonderful poet, and super super kindhearted.. He has great taste, and awesome interests!! i luv him!! as well as the rest of my familyyy!!
http://allpoetry.com/PlaxtonianPoet#


My AP Fairy:

-kaleidoscope-
She is a wonderful poet, her work is amazing.. She is a super awesome fairy!! iloveher!! jeje.. She rocks.. Thank youu!!
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My AP Purple Pet Turtle:

Dead Imperfections
My awesome purple pet turtle.. what to say about her? Well she is an AMAZING poet.. We have a ton in common.. Shes super cool and super sweet.. i luv my purple pet turtlee!! =]
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