Wishful thinking• Show poetry

lately my poems have been about things that are happening in the world or have happened.



heres some real facts about me:
My name is Chad and I'm 18 years old. I listen to any type of music (except country and rap) and there's no main type of music that I listen to. Screamo, Hardcore, Metal, Death Metal, Soft Rock, Acoustic, Techno, Electronica, Alternative, ANYTHING!!!!!... you name the type of music, I like it. I've been against abortion ever since the day I heard I should've been an uncle. I'm currently single. My parents had a divorce when I was very young (and I didn't understand much). A few years after the divorce my dad was diagnosed with brain cancer and died shortly after. I still cry sometimes when I think of him. I'm not like most guys when it comes to girls. I don't go for outer beauty but more for inner beauty. Growing up with my mom and having to be the man of the house since 7th grade watching over my sister (who is now 8) has caused me to be very mature, grateful, loving, and caring. I'm the guy that everyone goes to when they have a problem because they know I'll be honest and I won't judge. I will not judge anyone by the style they have or the thoughts they bring. I do not hate anyone. I believe in MOST aspects of god but some things I find hard to believe. I've recently (about 8 months ago) got into smoking (cigs), drinking, and pills. The last time I cut was in November around the 29th of 2006. I haven't taken pills or drank in a long time but I quit cigs for a while but I currently am smoking them again. I played varsity soccer as a freshman and sophmore and junior [and letter]. I hope to finish out the next year of varsity soccer with a scholarship. My grades have been poor since the 5th grade but this year has changed a litte. I'm now making C's and B's with the occassional A. I have few friends (which is because I chose to) and they mean my life. The few friends I have are the best friends I could ever ask for. I'm currently living in the same, small city I've grown up in. I hope to be successful, go to college, and hopefully get out of this city. As of now my plans after high school are to become a teacher with a psychiatrist background. If I find myself unable to succeed in that I hope to help children in some way. Maybe by being a doctor or just volunteering. I haven't been happy with my decisions in the past (smoking and everything else) but I have eyes in the front because I am intended to look onto things and not back on things. This is who I really am. I am Chad.



♥ I'm a hopeless romantic ♥



A love once gained is now a love forever lost.


I'm still waiting for that one perfect girl to call. I thought I had her... but she never had me.

-it takes 2 people to fall in love-



With life comes death.


Don't be afraid to live it up... you'll never know when you're last day will be.


If you have a chance, take a shot. Sure, you may miss, but at least you took a chance knowing the outcome then never knowing what could've happened.

Every love you've ever had was once a stanger to you.


there are many fish in the sea
but the only fish I was is she


I'll stand with you till the end... and if our hands must let go, I'll reach out to find you again.