Wingsy• Show poetry

Hmm there really isn’t anything vary interesting about my life. I live on a vary boring farm at this moment is searching for a job and having no luck.

I love to read, and i do almost 24/7 when i am not trying to find a job. My fav author is Sherrilyn Kenyon and spend most of my time on her message board site. I am one of her most dedicated fans! If you are interested in her site here is the link!! Dark-Hunter.com

I am a vary big paranormal/supernatural/Vampire lover!! I collect vampire books and love everything supernatural! Vampires have always been a VARY big obsession with me.

I started writing when i was really little, oh i must have been 6 or 7. I have 3 other siblings but was always the forgotten one, So i am pretty much just a loner. I have known about this site for a long time and had an account before but hardly ever used it. My close high school friend whom some of you may know as "Darc Raven" finally brought me back to AP and reality! To me writing has always been a way to cope with my problems.

so if u wanna know more about me just message me on aim or whatever you use on here!! or ask for my msn or my yahoo!

Oh and just a little four-worming most if not all of my poems are dark and have vary little to show for happiness. There all pretty much free verse. I don’t do much in terms of being creative i just write! lol


AP family and people to check out - family there crazy but you got to love them!
Sister - XXsoulxcollectorXX
Sister - Lady Lette/shake it off
Brother - Tarkus Trilogy
Twin - Lowercase prelude

Darc Raven - My Long time High School friend and great poet, also the one who got me back on AP (thanks)
NyteShade - awsome poet and a great friend to have also DH Sanctuary offical!
DarkRomantic113 - Good Online friend of mine and AMAZING poet!

Give Wingsy Hugs! - Click my button and hug me you know you want to!


“You have it easily in your power to increase the sum total of this world's happiness now. How? By giving a few words of sincere appreciation to someone who is lonely or discouraged. Perhaps you will forget tomorrow the kind words you say today, but the recipient may cherish them over a lifetime.” - Dale Carnegie


Suffering / Myth VS. Truth

Suffering doesn’t prove that you know what it means to care about yourself or others.
What It does prove is you haven’t seen though your own ideas about caring or you wouldn’t be so careless with yourself.

Suffering doesn’t prove that you are right.
What it dose prove is you don’t really know right from wrong or you wouldn’t take your position of pain as proof of point.

Suffering doesn’t prove that you are responsible.
What it does prove is you have abandoned true self-responsibility, or you wouldn’t treat yourself so badly.

Suffering doesn’t prove that you are important.
What is does prove is you would rather feel like “someone” who is miserable than be a “no one” who is free and quietly happy.

Suffering doesn’t prove that you are all alone in life.
What it dose prove is you prefer the company of unfriendly thoughts and feelings whose very nature is to isolate you from everything good.

Suffering doesn’t prove that the world is against you.
What it dose prove is you have taken sides with that which is again everything-including yourself.

Suffering doesn’t prove that you are real.
What it dose prove is you have identified with an agitated false feeling of life and confused it for the quiet fullness of living.

Suffering doesn’t prove that someone else is wrong.
What it dose prove is you will go to any lengths, including self-destruction, to prove you are right.

Suffering doesn’t prove that you are who you think you are.
What it does prove is you don’t know who you really are or you would never tolerate a suffering-self as an identity.

Suffering over your suffering doesn’t prove that you want to stop suffering.
What it dose prove is you are afraid of the end of suffering because you think the end of it means the end of you. It dose NOT.

Based on the writings of Guy Finley

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Where do we draw the line - Poets of the fall - Revolution Roulette


Where Do We Draw the Line
On your palm an endless wonder
Lines that speak the truth without a sound
In your eyes awaits the tireless hunger
Already looks for prey to run down

So why do we keep up this charade
How do we tell apart the time to leave from the time to wait

What does tomorrow want with me
What does it matter what I see
If it can't be my design
Tell me where do we draw the line

The dance of flames and shadows in the street
Make poetry nobody's ever heard
The weight of loneliness stands on your feet
The cage already there around the bird

So why don't we join the masquerade
Before it all falls apart before our love becomes insatiate

What does tomorrow want with me
What does it matter what I see
If I can't choose my own design
Tell me where do we draw the line

Where's the cooling wind
Where's the evergreen field
Where's my mother's open arms
Where's my father lionheart
S'like the sun's gone down
Sleeps in the hallowed ground now
With the autumn's browns leaves
With the one who never grieves

What does tomorrow want with me
What does it matter what I see
If we all walk behind the blind
Tell me where do we draw the line

Whatever tomorrow wants from me
At least I'm here, at least I'm free
Free to choose to see the signs
This is my line

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Carnival Of Rust - Poets Of The Fall

D' you breathe the name of your saviour in your hour of need,
And taste the blame if the flavor should remind you of greed?
Of implication, insinuation and ill will, 'til you cannot lie still,
In all this turmoil, before red cape and foil come closing in for a kill

Come feed the rain
'cause I'm thirsty for your love dancing underneath the skies of lust
Yeah, feed the rain
'cause without your love my life ain't nothing but this carnival of rust

It's all a game, avoiding failure, when true colors will bleed
All in the name of misbehavior and the things we don't need
I lust for after no disaster can touch, touch us anymore
And more than ever, I hope to never fall, where enough is not the same it was before

Come feed the rain...
'cause I'm thirsty for your love dancing underneath the skies of lust
Yeah, feed the rain
'cause without your love my life ain't nothing but this carnival of rust
Yeah, feed the rain
'cause I'm thirsty for your love dancing underneath the skies of lust
Yeah, feed the rain
'cause without your love my life ain't nothing but this carnival of rust

Don't walk away, don't walk away, oh, when the world is burning
Don't walk away, don't walk away, oh, when the heart is yearning
Don't walk away, don't walk away, oh, when the world is burning
Don't walk away, don't walk away, oh, when the heart is yearning

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Sleep - Poets of the fall

Hear your heartbeat
Beat a frantic pace
And it's not even seven AM

You're feeling the rush
of anguish settling
You cannot help showing them in.

Hurry up then
Or you'll fall behind and
They will take control of you

And you need to heal
The hurt behind your eyes
Fickle words crowding your mind

So
Sleep, sugar, let your dreams flood in,
Like waves of sweet fire, you're safe within
Sleep, sweetie, let your floods come rushing in,
And carry you over to a new morning

Try as you might
You try to give it up
Seems to be holding on fast

It's hand in your hand
A shadow over your
A beggar for soul in your face

Still it don't matter
If you won't listen
If you won't let them follow you

You just need to heal
Make good all your lies
Move on and don't look behind

Day after day
Fickle visions
Messing with your head
Fickle, vicious
Sleeping in your bed
Messing with your head
Fickle visions
Fickle, vicious

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"All The Way / 4U" - Poets Of The Fall

Seems to matter what I do, so I'm saving this 4 U
Cos it seems to be the last piece there is
And you haven't had a chance yet to taste this
Fragments of a life you shouldn't miss

Seems to matter what I say, so I'll hold my tongue at bay
And rather use my mouth to kiss your frown away
So your doubts no longer darken your day
So you can hold your head up high come what may

So please remember that I'm gonna follow through all the way

Cos it seems to matter where I go, I will always let you know
That the place where I am is never far
You know, you're not alone, don't be alarmed
I'll find you no matter where you are

So please remember that I'm gonna follow through all the way

Oh my love, if it's all I can do, I'll take the fall 4 U
Cos I will soar when I lay down with you and give my all 4 U

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Last Night By Skillet

You come to me with your scars on your wrist
You tell me this will be the last night feeling like this
I just came to say goodbye
I didn't want you to see me cry, I'm fine
But I know it's a lie

This is the last night you'll spend alone
Look me in the eyes so I know you know
I'm everywhere you want me to be
The last night you'll spend alone
I'll wrap you in my arms and I won't let go
I'm everything you need me to be

Your parents say everything is your fault
But they don't know you like I know you
They don't know you at all
I'm so sick of when they say
It's just a phase, you'll be o.k. you're fine
But I know it's a lie

This is the last night you'll spend alone
Look me in the eyes so I know you know
I'm everywhere you want me to be
The last night you'll spend alone
I'll wrap you in my arms and I won't let go
I'm everything you need me to be
The last night away from me

The night is so long when everything's wrong
If you give me your hand
I will help you hold on
Tonight, tonight

This is the last night you'll spend alone
Look me in the eyes so I know you know
I'm everywhere you want me to be
The last night you'll spend alone
I'll wrap you in my arms and I won't let go
I'm everything you need me to be

I won't let you say goodbye
And I'll be your reason why
The last night away from me
Away from me

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~ To let true love remain unspoken is the quickest route to a heavy heart. ~

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"If aught must be lost, 'twill be my honor for yours. If one must be forsaken, 'twill be my soul for yours. Should death come anon, 'twill my life for yours. I am Given."

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~People once believed that when someone dies, a crow carries their soul to the land of the dead. But sometimes, something so bad happens that a terrible sadness is carried with it and the soul can't rest. Then sometimes, just sometimes, the crow can bring that soul back to put the wrong things right. - The crow, Sarah

~When a building gets torched, all that's left is ashes. I used to think that was true about everything, families, friends, feelings. But now I know, that sometimes if love proves real two people who are ment to be together nothing can keep them apart. - The crow, Sarah

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For that which was not-for that which has no form-for that which has no thought-for that which had no sentience-for that which was soulless, yet of which matter formed no portion-for all this nothingness, yet for all this immortality, the grove was still a home, and the corrosive hours, co-mates.
-edgar allan poe, the colloquy of monos and una

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A Dream Within A Dream

Take this kiss upon the brow!
And, in parting from you now,
Thus much let me avow-
You are not wrong, who deem
That my days have been a dream;
Yet if hope has flown away
In a night, or in a day,
In a vision, or in none,
Is it therefore the less gone?
All that we see or seem
Is but a dream within a dream.

I stand amid the roar
Of a surf-tormented shore,
And I hold within my hand
Grains of the golden sand-
How few! yet how they creep
Through my fingers to the deep,
While I weep- while I weep!
O God! can I not grasp
Them with a tighter clasp?
O God! can I not save
One from the pitiless wave?
Is all that we see or seem
But a dream within a dream?

Edgar Allan Poe

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~~ "Love looks not with the eyes, but with the mind, and therefore is winged Cupid painted blind". A Midsummer Night’s Dream ~ William Shakespeare

~~ "When to the sessions of sweet silent thought I summon up remembrance of things past, I sigh the lack of many a thing I sought"
Sonnet 30 ~ William Shakespeare

~~ "When you depart from me sorrow abides, and happiness takes his leave"
Much Ado, ~ William Shakespeare

~~ "Oh ! you gods, why do you make us love your goodly gifts, and snatch them straight away ?"
Pericles, ~ William Shakespeare

~~ "When sorrow comes, they come not single spies, but in battalions"
Hamlet, ~ William Shakespeare

~~ "I can express no kinder sign of love, than this kind kiss"
Henry VI, ~ William Shakespeare

~~ "Did my heart love till now? forswear it, sight! For I ne'er saw true beauty till this night."
Rom & Jul, ~ William Shakespeare

~~ "Death lies on her, like an untimely frost upon the sweetest flower of all the field"
Rom & Jul, ~ William Shakespeare

~~ "If I must die, I will encounter darkness as a bride, and hug it in mine arms"
M for M, ~ William Shakespeare

~~ "Love all, trust a few, do wrong to none"
All's Well, ~ William Shakespeare

~~ They that have the power to hurt, and will do none; they rightly do inherit heaven's graces"
Sonnet 94 ~ William Shakespeare

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~ I just want one day to go by where I'm not pretending I'm happy..
~ Why am I afraid to lose you when you're not even mine...
~ I don't know what to do now that we're apart; I don't know how to live without the other half of my heart.
~ I thought I'd forget you, but I guess I forgot to.
~ I wish you could look at me and see the person you once loved instead of the person you have grown to hate.
~ Love that we can not have is the one that last the longest, hurts the deepest and feels the strongest.
~ It's better to be with no one than to be with the wrong one.
~ My biggest fear is never loving anyone again the way I loved you.
~ Never make someone a priority when all you are to them is an option.
~ What do you live for when all you were living for is gone?

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Lonly quotes

~ “I sit besides my lonely fire - And pray for wisdom yet: For calmness to remember - Or courage to forget”

~ “I've seen fire and I've seen rain, I've seen sunny days I thought would never end, I've seen lonely times when I could not find a friend, but I always thought I'd see you again” – James Taylor

~“We're born alone, we live alone, we die alone.
Only through our love and friendship can we create the illusion for the moment that we're not alone.” - Orson Welles