I am Chris Sherlin, fourteen years old living with
my father in Canton, Ohio. I live in 'hicktown' or
in other words, Canton South. And I am a freshman
attending Canton South High School. I have the best
girl anyone could ever ask for, even though I don't
deserve her, she's still mine forever
Mouth Opened Wide...
The Gun Being Bug-Eyed...
I Finally Commit Suicide...
Don't Label Me
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I'm Not A Fucking Soup Can!
Three People Can Keep A Secret...
If Two Of Them Are Dead...
Look down at me, you see a fool
Look up at me, you see a god
Look straight at me, you see yourself
Charles Manson
Why I Am An Atheist
Religon Does Three Things
Quite Effectively:
Divides People,
Controls People,
Deludes People...
Goths:
*Don't always wear black
*Don't worship Satan
*Are NOT evil
*Do not want to kill people
*Do not hate everybody
*Are not always depressed
*Can be happy too
*Are usually nice people
*Are normal, just like you
[if you suport goths or are one add this to your page]
Emos:
*Don’t cut them self to get attention
*Don’t always cry
*Sometimes cry because they hurt
*Are not all bisexual
*Want to be included
*Are not babies
*Don’t always date emos
*Don't label
*Want to be happy just like others
[if you suport emos or are emo add this to you page]
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╚═╩╩╩╩═╝ or support emos xx
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....// (..) ), ----"
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If you would jump in front of a bullet for your girlfriend, boyfriend,
ex-girlfriend, ex-boyfriend, best friend, family member, or just a
person you love, post this onto your page
_♥♥_____♥♥_ Put this
♥___♥_♥___♥ heart
_♥___♥___♥_ on your
__♥_____♥__ page if
___♥___♥___ you love
____♥_♥____ someone
_____♥_____ very much
----///-\\\----If u feel::
---|||---|||---Alone
---|||---|||---Hated
---|||---|||---Suicidal
----\\\-///----Appathetic
-----\\///-----Depresed
------///\-----Or
-----///\\\----Just
----///--\\\---Feel pain
---///----\\\--Put this on ur page
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~I'm~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~F ucked up~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~I nsecure~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~N eurotic~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~E motional~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~See im just F.I.N.E.~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
THIS IS DEDICATED TO THE PEOPLE THAT MAKE
ME FEEL LIKE I AM ACTUALLY WANTED BY THEM
1.)
Courtney Stallman 
Courtney, how do I start, and where do I
finish exactly? Well, I fucking love her more
then anything in the entire fucking world.
I would take my life for hers any day. I can't
even sleep because she is the only thing on
my mind 24/7. I will never lose her love and
she will never lose my love!
2.) Cody Humpfrey
Cody, he's pretty much my fucking brother.
He's probably the best friend I've ever met.
We've had are ups and downs and our little
moments where we want to tear each others
face off, but what kind of friend never does?
3.) Tyler Mathes
Probably the first person ever to talk to
me over at Faircrest about some weird emo
shit, he's pretty much, the most different
person I've ever met in my life, but he's
a really awesome friend and I'm glad he isn't
mad at me by now.
4.) Nick Sutara
Umm, how do I describe Nick. Nick is very
awkward, he always cheers me up with his
funny sense of humor. I know I've fought with
with him once or twice. He is just a great
friend to have in general.
5.) Bobo
Man, this kid is the probably the nicest
person I know at that damn highschool. He's
great to be around and always funny. He loves
to cheer people up all the time, and I'm really
glad that he's my friend.
6.) Darien Baldwin
Oh boy, this kid is reallll fucking crazy.
He has been there for me and I've been
there for him. He's really funny at times
but he also has his moments where he just
fucking hates the whole world
but he is
really cool to know, and I'm glad I'm one
of his friends.
7.) R.I.P~Amanda Adams~R.I.P
Amanda, I don't know how I've fucked
up her life that bad. I'm sorry for anything
I've ever done to hurt her. I ruined our
friendship and what could've been a
relationship, she was the nicest person
ever. I can't believe I threw it all away.
I just hope some where there is a God
and there is a Heaven, and she's there.
never mean't to hurt
This Song Reminds Me Of Courtney. Even Though It's Sorta A Mean Song,
It Seems Different From My Perspective, Sooo...Yeah, Here Are The Lyrics.
Try And Listen To The Real Song, It's Awesome As Hell, And The Band Is Too!
Blue
By: A Perfect Circle
I didn't want to know
I just didn't want to know
Best to keep things in the shallow end
Cause I never quite learned how to swim
I just didn't want to know
Didn't want (x4)
Close my eyes just to look at you
Taken by the seamless vision
I close my eyes
Ignore the smoke (x3)
Call an optimist, she's turning blue
Such a lovely color for you
Call an optimist, she's turning blue
While I just sit and stare at you
Because I don't want to know
I didn't want to know
I just didn't want to know
I just didn't want
Mistook their nods for an approval
Just ignore the smoke and smile
Call it aftermath, she's turning blue
Such a lovely color for you
Call it aftermath, she's turning blue
Such a perfect color for your eyes
Call it aftermath, she's turning blue
Such a lovely color for you
Call it aftermath, she's turning blue
While I just sit and stare at you
I don't want to know
Just Because It's A Slow Song, And She Has Really
Pretty Blue Eyes, It Just Makes Me Want To Be
By Her Side. If You Like This Song Or Band Than
You Fucking Rock! Hahaha.
my father in Canton, Ohio. I live in 'hicktown' or
in other words, Canton South. And I am a freshman
attending Canton South High School. I have the best
girl anyone could ever ask for, even though I don't
deserve her, she's still mine forever

Mouth Opened Wide...
The Gun Being Bug-Eyed...
I Finally Commit Suicide...
Don't Label Me
█║▌│█│║▌║││█║▌│║▌║
I'm Not A Fucking Soup Can!
Three People Can Keep A Secret...
If Two Of Them Are Dead...
Look down at me, you see a fool
Look up at me, you see a god
Look straight at me, you see yourself
Charles Manson
Why I Am An Atheist
Religon Does Three Things
Quite Effectively:
Divides People,
Controls People,
Deludes People...
Goths:
*Don't always wear black
*Don't worship Satan
*Are NOT evil
*Do not want to kill people
*Do not hate everybody
*Are not always depressed
*Can be happy too
*Are usually nice people
*Are normal, just like you
[if you suport goths or are one add this to your page]
Emos:
*Don’t cut them self to get attention
*Don’t always cry
*Sometimes cry because they hurt
*Are not all bisexual
*Want to be included
*Are not babies
*Don’t always date emos
*Don't label
*Want to be happy just like others
[if you suport emos or are emo add this to you page]
. ....../A//\\\\........
....../B//..\\\\.......
...../U//....\\\\......
.....\S\\....////......
......\E\\..////.......
.......\A\\////........
........\W\\//.........
......../A//\\\........
......./R//.\\\\.......
....../E//...\\\\......
...../N//.....\\\\.....
..../E//.......\\\\....
.../S//.........\\\\...
../S//...........\\\\..
.......................
[[Put This On Your Page If you Were Abused Or Are Against Any Form Of It!]]
..*•.¸(*•.¸♥¸.•*)¸.•*..
╔═╦══╦═╗ Put this on your
║╩╣║║║║║ page if you are emo
╚═╩╩╩╩═╝ or support emos xx
¸.•*(¸.•*´♥`*•.¸)*•.¸
..._...|..____________________, ,
....../ `---___________----_____|] = = = = = D
...../_==o;;;;;;;;_______.:/
.....), ---.(_(__) /
....// (..) ), ----"
...//___//
..//___//
.//___//
If you would jump in front of a bullet for your girlfriend, boyfriend,
ex-girlfriend, ex-boyfriend, best friend, family member, or just a
person you love, post this onto your page
_♥♥_____♥♥_ Put this
♥___♥_♥___♥ heart
_♥___♥___♥_ on your
__♥_____♥__ page if
___♥___♥___ you love
____♥_♥____ someone
_____♥_____ very much
----///-\\\----If u feel::
---|||---|||---Alone
---|||---|||---Hated
---|||---|||---Suicidal
----\\\-///----Appathetic
-----\\///-----Depresed
------///\-----Or
-----///\\\----Just
----///--\\\---Feel pain
---///----\\\--Put this on ur page
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~I'm~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~F ucked up~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~I nsecure~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~N eurotic~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~E motional~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~See im just F.I.N.E.~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
THIS IS DEDICATED TO THE PEOPLE THAT MAKE
ME FEEL LIKE I AM ACTUALLY WANTED BY THEM
1.)
Courtney Stallman 
Courtney, how do I start, and where do I
finish exactly? Well, I fucking love her more
then anything in the entire fucking world.
I would take my life for hers any day. I can't
even sleep because she is the only thing on
my mind 24/7. I will never lose her love and
she will never lose my love!
2.) Cody Humpfrey
Cody, he's pretty much my fucking brother.
He's probably the best friend I've ever met.
We've had are ups and downs and our little
moments where we want to tear each others
face off, but what kind of friend never does?
3.) Tyler Mathes
Probably the first person ever to talk to
me over at Faircrest about some weird emo
shit, he's pretty much, the most different
person I've ever met in my life, but he's
a really awesome friend and I'm glad he isn't
mad at me by now.
4.) Nick Sutara
Umm, how do I describe Nick. Nick is very
awkward, he always cheers me up with his
funny sense of humor. I know I've fought with
with him once or twice. He is just a great
friend to have in general.
5.) Bobo
Man, this kid is the probably the nicest
person I know at that damn highschool. He's
great to be around and always funny. He loves
to cheer people up all the time, and I'm really
glad that he's my friend.
6.) Darien Baldwin
Oh boy, this kid is reallll fucking crazy.
He has been there for me and I've been
there for him. He's really funny at times
but he also has his moments where he just
fucking hates the whole world
but he isreally cool to know, and I'm glad I'm one
of his friends.
7.) R.I.P~Amanda Adams~R.I.P
Amanda, I don't know how I've fucked
up her life that bad. I'm sorry for anything
I've ever done to hurt her. I ruined our
friendship and what could've been a
relationship, she was the nicest person
ever. I can't believe I threw it all away.
I just hope some where there is a God
and there is a Heaven, and she's there.
never mean't to hurt
This Song Reminds Me Of Courtney. Even Though It's Sorta A Mean Song,
It Seems Different From My Perspective, Sooo...Yeah, Here Are The Lyrics.
Try And Listen To The Real Song, It's Awesome As Hell, And The Band Is Too!
Blue
By: A Perfect Circle
I didn't want to know
I just didn't want to know
Best to keep things in the shallow end
Cause I never quite learned how to swim
I just didn't want to know
Didn't want (x4)
Close my eyes just to look at you
Taken by the seamless vision
I close my eyes
Ignore the smoke (x3)
Call an optimist, she's turning blue
Such a lovely color for you
Call an optimist, she's turning blue
While I just sit and stare at you
Because I don't want to know
I didn't want to know
I just didn't want to know
I just didn't want
Mistook their nods for an approval
Just ignore the smoke and smile
Call it aftermath, she's turning blue
Such a lovely color for you
Call it aftermath, she's turning blue
Such a perfect color for your eyes
Call it aftermath, she's turning blue
Such a lovely color for you
Call it aftermath, she's turning blue
While I just sit and stare at you
I don't want to know
Just Because It's A Slow Song, And She Has Really
Pretty Blue Eyes, It Just Makes Me Want To Be
By Her Side. If You Like This Song Or Band Than
You Fucking Rock! Hahaha.
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- I have 254 comments, 2 contests, 9 poems
My Poetry
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Broken glass is more than broken pieces...
It's that pain inside, that everyone releases...39 lines, November 23. In love emo sad pain personal teen issues addiction thoughts -
I've always wished once, I could feel this way...
Sorrow made me depressed, every single day...27 lines, 4 comments, November 19. In love emo sad pain personal teen issues addiction thoughts -
Anger in her bloodshot eyes...
Deep beneath her skin, hatred lays...43 lines, 3 comments, November 9. In emo sad love pain personal teen issues letting go -
Father, It would be a pleasure to kill you...
Father, strangle you until your face is blue...35 lines, 2 comments, November 5. In emo sad love pain personal teen issues letting go abuse father
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XxAlone4evermorexX on November 21love the page
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jaiadoretu. on November 15dude , your page is the fucking bomb.
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Cantbreakbroken on November 14Before the pace of darkness breaks, I look upon anothers face, I could choose to lie awake, or close my eyes for him to take, Shallow cuts are not enough, Still yet I make them, Not afraid. A reason to stay.
Loved your page, and your poems, I can relate to the feelings.

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X.brokenlover.X on November 5hiya! sorta stumbled onto your page but i like your stuff! it's kinda similar to mine. added you as a fave hope that's ok!(P.S i'm from ohio tooo! Cincinnati tho not sure how far that is from canton)
