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My name is Hannah and I'm 13. I love my dog, Elvis, I mean who needs a guy when you could have a dog named Elvis? My favorite bands include 3oh3, Alesana, Drop Dead, Gorgeous, The Taste of Silver, and so many more haha. I'm bipolar to the music industry lol =P I guess you could say I have a twisted view of things, but who doesn't? I recently started cutting. First just once or twice a week but now it seems hard to stop. Don't get me wrong, I'm not suicidal or anything. I'm not sure why I do it, I just know I do. What really makes me mad is when adults go "Its just a phase." My cousin Jonathan started dressing in black and getting peircings and tattoos and it was "just a phase". Turned out it wasn't, that he was bipolar. It sometimes seems that where I live if you are different at all everyone can tell. You get stares and people pointing. I know this does not necessarily happen other places as much, because I went on a family vacation a few weeks ago and I didn't get any of that at all. Some people might say I'm a pessimist but I just have an altered look of reality. Just depends on who you are I guess. Oh I figured I might as well add this, but I am deathly afraid of moths. All mean and fuzzy looking..... And little kids, like babies and toddlers. I swear their eyes do not blink. They just sit there and stare with those freaky eyes. I've always wondered what they are thinking, I know they are not supposed to be capable of in depth thought (or this is what my thereapist tells me) but I don't know... I was once stuck on a flight with a moth trapped in with me and a little kid in the seat across the aisle from me. It bumped into me and I thought I was going to wet my pants xD The kid just kept staring at me (of course) and finally after *2* hours of the moth and kid both, the plane landed. Got some strange looks that day Anyways, feel free to judge me, I don't really care, I've done it to enough people, though not knowingly, I probably deserve it. That's about it.