Walls-within• Show poetry

***Alright, i finally have an AP family going. If you are interested in being in my AP family, let me know!
~alek~

[ap Family]

AP Sister-Eternal Pain

She is 13 but her poetry is really good! Drop by and read her work, you will not regret it!!
http://allpoetry.com/Eternal%20Pain#


I also, like everyone else, have a real family, and so, here are my real family who are on AP.

[Real Family]

Aunt-http://allpoetry.com/momwitzman
She is a beginner poet, but you wouldn't be able to tell from her poetry. It is amazing. If you have a chance, check out her work.



**Well, I was talking to a friend, and he really surprised me. He got into a normal high school fight, but why?

--He was defending a girl who was getting beat up, by her boyfriend! He stood up to him, and defended her. I give him my Kudos. I am no fighter, but when something like this happens, I let it. That guy deserved what he got, and i won't say otherwise. I just wish I could have been like that when i had that same problem. I just dealt with the abuse...I wish I had been strong enough to stop it.



" We are the cause of a world that's gone wrong,
nature will survive us,
human dogs after all,
we are the cause of a world that's gone wrong,
wouldn't it be great to heal the world,
with only a song"
---Serj Tankian--Honking Antelope(Elect the Dead)

"Buddha, Mohammad, and the Hindu lost 100,
Praise the Lord, and pass the ammunition,
Praise, Praise the Lord, and pass the ammunition,
people still ask
'when will Armageddon begin?'
--Serj Tankian--Praise the Lord and pass the ammunition(elect the dead)

"just open your eyes,
just open your eyes and see that
life is beautiful.
Do you swear on your life,
that no one will cry,
at my funeral."
--Sixx A.m--Life is beautiful.

"It falls apart,
From the very start it,
Falls apart
from the very start
(Everything I touch)
Falls apart,
When I walk Away from you."
--Thousand foot crutch--Falls apart

"How can you see into my eyes,
Like open doors?
Leading you down into my core,
Where I've become so numb...
Without a soul.
My spirit sleeping somewhere cold
Until you find it there and lead
It
Back
Home."
--Evanescence--Bring me to Life

**Fully alive,
More than most,
ready to smile,
And love life.
Fully Alive,
Now she knows
How to believe,
in Futures"
--Flyleaf--Fully Alive

**"Here I stand,
Empty hands, wishing my wrists were bleeding,
to stop the pain from the beatings
and there you stand,
holding, waiting me to notice you"
--Flyleaf--Red Sam

* * *
new songs have a * by them...

Alrighty--these were my favorite band quotes, and as I get new ones, I'll post them, okies?

Kays-my favorite bands are:
Thousand foot crutch
Disturbed
KoRn
Evanescence
RED
Sixx A.M
Serj Tankian
Atreyu
Three Days Grace
Flyleaf
Seether
Bon Jovi
Paramore
Linkin Park
Hoobastank
Yellow Card



My Name is Aleksandria (Just call me Alek) and I am 14 years old. I live in the U.S, which, surprisingly, is not the best place to be right now. But we americans are spoiled, so...it really doesn't seem that bad to foreigners.

Ehem...at the moment I have been quite...down due to the loss of yet another friend from suicide. This seems to be an age of suicide...and I hope with all of my heart that if you feel thta way, express it to someone. Sometimes all you need to hear is "I love you" sometimes you need reassurance. Sometimes you need to vent. So, in honor of my fallen friend, I will vow to help anyone who is feeling so depressed...or even suicidal.

Here is my promise to you...faithful reader of my author page. I promise that, if you see I am online, and you message me, I WILL message you back. I WILL give you the support you need. If you are afraid that I will go to someone, well...I will keep the conversation without names, so you feel comfortable talking to me. I hope that you inderstand what I am trying to do, and actually come to me for help...

***Remember...someone loves you do not take that love away from them by suicide. Fight for life like you've never fought before. It will be your hardest fight yet.
(Please don't take that quote, it's the only good one I have...lol)

Another thing that plenty of people have asked me is: "What does your name [walls-within] mean? Basically it means that when we feel threatened we erect walls inside of us to keep from being hurt. These walls are what cause some people to be off on their own, or cause them to be a massive bitch. I (in light of some major happenings.) have erected walls inside of myself so that I can't be hurt again. Occasionally people make it past my walls, but that's only because I let them through...lol.

I hope you enjoy my poetry. I know it can be really depressing, but that's just how I am...hehe. So, here you go...


~Alek~