Walls-within• Show poetry

Hello, and welcome to my page. Somehow, I managed to get this far. I managed to grow, and continue growing. I am so proud of myself...I just hadn't ever been able to say that before. A little about me...I'm a 16 year old girl. I love the gothic style, but could never attempt to become that way. I appriciate all kinds of music, from jazz to classical to hardcore rock and screamo. Right now I am in love with skillet's new CD and I am hoping to obtain it soon! Oh well. I am in counceling and have been for three years. I am glad, because I couldn't be where I am today without it. I have been through a lot of crap so if you don't think I would ever understand you? I certainly can. Feel free to talk to me about anything. I won't mind talking to you, even if you mssg me randomly. I love poetry, it is the best outlet ever created! It has saved my life more than once. If you need anything, or have a problem with me, then feel free to berate me about it. Enjoy!

                               -Alek


My AP Family-

Madi-My Sister  http://allpoetry.com/INsOmNiAs-RiOt

My Real Family-
Donna-My Aunt http://allpoetry.com/momwitzman

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-PLEASE READ THIS-

My name is Sarah.
I am but three,
My eyes are swollen.
I cannot see,
I must be stupid.
I must be bad,
What else could have made
My daddy so mad?
I wish I were better.
I wish I weren't ugly,
Then maybe my mommy would
still want to hug me.
I can't speak at all.
I can't do a wrong
Or else I'm locked up
All the day long
When I wake I'm all alone
the house is dark
My folks aren't home.
When my mommy does come
I'll try and be nice,
So maybe I'll get just
One whipping tonight!
Don't make a sound!
I just heard a car.
My daddy is back
From Charlie's Bar.
I hear him curse
My name he calls.
I press myself
Against the wall.
I try and hide
From his evil eyes.
I'm so afraid now
I'm starting to cry.
He finds me weeping
He shouts ugly words,
He says its my fault
That he suffers at work.
He slaps me and hits me
And yells at me more,
I finally get free
And I run for the door.
He's already locked it
And I start to bawl,
He takes me and throws me
Against the hard wall.
I fall to the floor
With my bones nearly broken,
And my daddy continues
With more bad words spoken.
"I'm sorry!", I scream
But its now much too late
His face has been twisted
Into unimaginable hate.
The hurt and the pain Again and again.
Oh please God, have mercy!
Oh please let it end!
And he finally stops
And heads for the door,
While I lay there motionless
Sprawled on the floor.
My name is Sarah
And I am but three,
Tonight my daddy murdered me.

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"Just as there could be no music without learning, there could be no learning without music."
-Unknown

"It is not the mountain that wears me down, it is the pebbles in my shoes"
-Unknown

"Oh, little earthquakes...It doesn't take much to rip us into pieces"
-Tori Amos, "Little Earthquakes"

"It's not the earthquake that keeps me up at night, its the never-ending Tremors"
-Unknown

"Don't cry because it's over, smile because it happened"
-Unknown

"Let you heart guide you, if you use your mind, you miss things you may never get to see again"
-Unknown

"I'm face down on the tracks, the train it coming fast, and it's not derailing"
-Sixx A.M, "Heart Failure"

"Here I stand, Empty Hands, wishing my wrists were bleeding, to stop the pain from the beatings"
-FlyLeaf, "Red Sam"

"Give me life, Give me pain, give me myself again"
-Tori Amos, "Little Earthquakes"

1. Name - Aleksandria Stanley

2. Nickname- Jukebox
3. Single or Taken - Single...of course...

4. Zodiac Sign - Libra

5. Eye Colour - Hazel-ish

6. Hair Colour -Dyed a light red

7. Height - 5‘7

8. Piercings - 3 in each ear

9. Tattoos - nope

10. Righty or Lefty - Righty...



FIRST:

11. First Surgery - Stiches in my right eyebrow...

12. First Piercing - ears

13. First Award - Uhm...academics...I think...english??

14. First Sport Joined - None!

15. First Pet - Hamsters

16. First Vacation - Missouri I think...Or maybe Kansas City...

17. First Concert - 93.9 hosted a concert and I went...Akon...lol went with the mom



CURRENTLY:

18. Eating - Nada

19. Drinking -Nada

20. About To - Answer these never ending questions...

21. Listening To -My dog whine for food...

22. Wearing- Slipknot hoodie, some black pants and a NKOTB t-shirt

23. Waiting For - Law && order SVU



YOUR FUTURE:

24. Want Kids? - Yeah....
25. Marriage - I hope....


WHICH IS BETTER WITH THE OPPOSITE SEX:

26. Lips or Eyes - Eyes

27. Hugs or Kisses - Kisses

28. Shorter or Taller - is there a medium height?

29. Romantic or Spontaneous - a little of both

30. Sensitive or Loud - Sensitive



HAVE YOU EVER:

31. Kissed a Stranger - Sortta...

32. Broken Someones Heart - God I hope not...

33. Broken any Bones - Yeah...

34. Been Arrested - Uhm...nope

35. Cried When Someone Close Died - Of course


DO YOU BELIEVE IN:

36. Love at first sight - Yeah

37. Heaven - in a way..hell at least...

38. Angels - Kinda...I had a moment with something close to that...

38. Kissing on the first date - Kinda depends on the guy. Really.
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