You want to know a little about me? Well My name is Alek, i'm 15, I have issues. I don't have a high self-esteem, I don't care about myself, I'd rather help others. I'm struggling with Bullimia, trying to get help for it as well. I'm a recovered Cutter, so I know how that goes. I'm here for you, not myself. If you need help, ask for it, and I will do the best I can. Thinking about suicide? I can help with that as well. I am not here for me, I am here for others. I write what I feel, and what i have been through. I have gone through abuse, and I write mostly about that, and how it affects me still today. I believe I am insane, but really, I'm not. Thats about it, message me if you need anything. Thats all.
-I have a group! It is mostly RP but we can help with any problems you might have...so anyway do me a favor and join! You know you want to!
http://allpoetry.com/group/show/Shackled
-I Have an Ap family going. if you want to be a part of it, let me know.
-Ap sister- http://allpoetry.com/Eternal%20Pain
she has amazing work. check it out. really.
-Ap sister- http://allpoetry.com/Queen%20Nothing
she has amazing work also. we are alot alike. Really. Check out her work.
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My real life aunt, the very essence of my being right now, the very reason i am still breathing, the most amazing person in the world, she is on this site. if you want to go to her page it's: www.allpoetry.com/momwizman
"Please, Please forgive me,
but I won't be home again,
and maybe one day you'll look up
and barely concious you'll say to
no-one isn't something missing?"
-Evanescence-Missing
"Tell MY mother
Tell My father
I've done the best I can
to make them realize
this is my life
I hope they understand
I'm not angry I'm just saying
sometimes goodbye is a second Chance"
-ShineDown-Second Chance
Any questions, ask. any problems, let me know.
-Alek
-I have a group! It is mostly RP but we can help with any problems you might have...so anyway do me a favor and join! You know you want to!
http://allpoetry.com/group/show/Shackled
-I Have an Ap family going. if you want to be a part of it, let me know.
-Ap sister- http://allpoetry.com/Eternal%20Pain
she has amazing work. check it out. really.
-Ap sister- http://allpoetry.com/Queen%20Nothing
she has amazing work also. we are alot alike. Really. Check out her work.
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My real life aunt, the very essence of my being right now, the very reason i am still breathing, the most amazing person in the world, she is on this site. if you want to go to her page it's: www.allpoetry.com/momwizman
"Please, Please forgive me,
but I won't be home again,
and maybe one day you'll look up
and barely concious you'll say to
no-one isn't something missing?"
-Evanescence-Missing
"Tell MY mother
Tell My father
I've done the best I can
to make them realize
this is my life
I hope they understand
I'm not angry I'm just saying
sometimes goodbye is a second Chance"
-ShineDown-Second Chance
Any questions, ask. any problems, let me know.
-Alek
- Last seen 46 minutes ago. Member since February 12, 2008.
- I'm a opaline dream poet for 907 comments.
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, and quote is "I don't know what I feel...though I live only to feel.". - I am a 15 year old girl from Kansas (United States)
- When I'm not writing, I'm Volunteering at a science museum.
- I am in the groups A Vampires World, A day stained in blood The life of a c, Beasts, Broken Hearted, Calling all lyric writers, Cutters Noncutters and ExCutters, Final Creation a RP group, For People Who Cut and Have Tried To Kill Themselves, Graceful Vamps, Loners, Role play, Shackled, Suicide Support and Poetry, Those That Write From Experience, To Write Love On Her Arms, Troubles, Vampyric Tendencies, abuse victims and survivors and all ag
- I have 907 comments, 8 contests, 426 poems, 13 stories, 4 journals
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I walked out into the bright sun, simon walking alongside me. I was overjoyed. For the first time in many miserable years, I had hope. Hope for a future to be proud of.188 lines, December 26, 2008. In <600 words
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The sound of a steady beat greeted me, as I rose to conciousness. When I managed to open my eyes, I abruptly closed them, as there was a li
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I vaugely wonder why I am lying in a pool of my own blood. I hadn't enough common sense to really move. My breathing was slow and even. I let a quick breath escape me as realization strikes me.11030 lines, 1 comment, September 20, 2008. In 600-2000 words
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July 5, In Angst, Contemplative, Depression, Diary, Pain, Personal, Real time, Sad, Thoughts. 400 words. Friends only.
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God I hate my life. I have never before said this, because I have been able to deal sometimes but this is just pathetic...I cannot live with myself. My life is falling apart at the seams, and it gets harder and harder to go on...what have I done to myself? My unhealthy addictions are getting to me...this is not who IMay 28, In Bitter, Diary, My own personal thoughts, Pain, Real time. 200 words. → 2 comments, Add one?
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Alright. Well my last journal was all random thoughts and my stupidity really shows in those few lines. Yeah, Stupidity. So I am writing another journal. Mostly because I have finished my work in my Pract. Law class, and i am so...i'm going crazy. Insane in fact. Well Since Febuary A lot has happened. My parents fApril 20, In My own personal thoughts. 500 words. → 2 comments, Add one?
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xDemon Princessx on July 1i really love your page and poetry...
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SoundsOfSilence on April 12Happy Easter!
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FallingRainDrop on February 28omg omg i was looking at ur profile cus i was gonna read some more of your poems and i saw that line from the Sixx Am song. i LOVE Sixx Am, and i barely know neone who even knos them! haha i was just like yay!!! :]
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MaXiMuM-iNsAnItY : Hey Alek.. on January 1Whats up? Dropping in to say hello.
Also, id like to be part of your family.
