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Walls-withinShow poetry

You want to know a little about me? Well My name is Alek, i'm 15, I have issues. I don't have a high self-esteem, I don't care about myself, I'd rather help others. I'm struggling with Bullimia, trying to get help for it as well. I'm a recovered Cutter, so I know how that goes. I'm here for you, not myself. If you need help, ask for it, and I will do the best I can. Thinking about suicide? I can help with that as well. I am not here for me, I am here for others. I write what I feel, and what i have been through. I have gone through abuse, and I write mostly about that, and how it affects me still today. I believe I am insane, but really, I'm not. Thats about it, message me if you need anything. Thats all.


-I have a group! It is mostly RP but we can help with any problems you might have...so anyway do me a favor and join! You know you want to!
http://allpoetry.com/group/show/Shackled

-I Have an Ap family going. if you want to be a part of it, let me know.

-Ap sister- http://allpoetry.com/Eternal%20Pain
she has amazing work. check it out. really.

-Ap sister- http://allpoetry.com/Queen%20Nothing
she has amazing work also. we are alot alike. Really. Check out her work.
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My real life aunt, the very essence of my being right now, the very reason i am still breathing, the most amazing person in the world, she is on this site. if you want to go to her page it's: www.allpoetry.com/momwizman



"Please, Please forgive me,
but I won't be home again,
and maybe one day you'll look up
and barely concious you'll say to
no-one isn't something missing?"
-Evanescence-Missing

"Tell MY mother
Tell My father
I've done the best I can
to make them realize
this is my life
I hope they understand
I'm not angry I'm just saying
sometimes goodbye is a second Chance"
-ShineDown-Second Chance


Any questions, ask. any problems, let me know.

-Alek

Poems I'm focused on

My Poetry

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My Stories

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  • I walked out into the bright sun, simon walking alongside me. I was overjoyed. For the first time in many miserable years, I had hope. Hope for a future to be proud of.1
    88 lines, December 26, 2008. In <600 words
  • The sound of a steady beat greeted me, as I rose to conciousness. When I managed to open my eyes, I abruptly closed them, as there was a li
    667 lines, 1 comment, October 16, 2008. In 600-2000 words, Dark, Depression, Fiction, Life, Love
  • I vaugely wonder why I am lying in a pool of my own blood. I hadn't enough common sense to really move. My breathing was slow and even. I let a quick breath escape me as realization strikes me.1
    1030 lines, 1 comment, September 20, 2008. In 600-2000 words

My journal entries

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Guest Book

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  • i really love your page and poetry...
  • SoundsOfSilence on April 12
    Happy Easter!
  • FallingRainDrop on February 28
    omg omg i was looking at ur profile cus i was gonna read some more of your poems and i saw that line from the Sixx Am song. i LOVE Sixx Am, and i barely know neone who even knos them! haha i was just like yay!!! :]
  • MaXiMuM-iNsAnItY : Hey Alek.. on January 1
    Whats up? Dropping in to say hello.

    Also, id like to be part of your family.

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