My name is Sean
i'm a girl with a guys name
i live in redding CA
and i attend FHS
i have depression and i've had it the
last 4 or 5 years,
i'm also mildly bipolar
i'm pretty messed up in the head
but hey who isn't these days right,
i grew up in a very dis functional home...
i've been in love,
and had my heart broken
i can never seem to keep a bf
i can never bring myself to trust them no matter how hard i try
luckily i have lots of friends
who can handle my moods
and love me for who i am
and not my bra size
so thats good
i've always been really easy to talk to
cuz i'm actually interested
in peoples personal lives and i'm always around
to offer my advice
i've been writing poetry for a long time
but I'm just starting to get really good at it... at least i think i am
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My name is Sarah.
I am but three,
My eyes are swollen.
I cannot see,
I must be stupid.
I must be bad,
What else could have made
my daddy so mad?
I wish I were better.
I wish I weren't ugly,
Then maybe my mommy would
still want to hug me.
I can't speak at all.
I can't do a wrong
Or else I'm locked up
all the day long
When I awake I'm all alone
the house is dark
My folks aren't home.
When my mommy does come
I'll try and be nice,
So maybe I'll get just
One whipping tonight!
Don't make a sound!
I just heard a car.
My daddy is back
From Charlie's Bar.
I hear him curse
My name he calls.
I press myself
Against the wall.
I try and hide
From his evil eyes.
I'm so afraid now
I'm starting to cry.
He finds me weeping
He shouts ugly words,
He says its my fault
That he suffers at work.
He slaps me and hits me
And yells at me more,
I finally get free
And I run for the door.
He's already locked it
And I start to bawl,
He takes me and throws me
Against the hard wall.
I fall to the floor
With my bones nearly broken,
And my daddy continues
With more bad words spoken.
"I'm sorry!", I scream
But its now much too late
His face has been twisted
Into unimaginable hate.
The hurt and the pain
Again and again.
Oh please God, have mercy!
Oh please let it end!
And he finally stops
And heads for the door,
While I lay there motionless
Sprawled on the floor.
My name is Sarah
And I am but three,
Tonight my daddy murdered me.
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- Last seen 1 day ago. Member since August 12, 2007.
- I'm a citrine experience poet for 150 comments.
- My mood is , and quote is ''be happy well you can, you never know what the next minute will bring''.
- I am a girl from California (United States)
- When I'm not writing, I'm a student at Foothill High.


- I am in the groups Alone In My Mind, Depressed Angels, Depressive and Suicide poem Lovers, Emo, I Love The Rain, Rape Victims, Raped and Abused, Razors and Raindrops, Teen Depression x, The Lost Broken Hurt and Ignored hiding in Shadows, just be yourself
- I have 150 comments, 2 contests
My Poetry
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The world is quiet
the air has stilled -
how does it feel
for your mind to stand still -
when daddies get angry and children get battered33 lines, 1 comment, April 11. In Abuse
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InvisibleGirl : Hey on February 10Thanks for favoriting me, I like your poem about Sarah, it's very sad but it talks about something real. And don't worry about getting a bf, they are overrated. Love life that's all that matters!!
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Crazy-Dan on January 27You seem pretty cool
Alot like me
People call me Crazy-Dan because I don't care what others think about me and I do Daring things, for fun.
I also actually care about the personal lives of other people, trying to fix them, i can sometimes do, if only to a certain extent.
Good luck in judging the contest -
my.stars.dont.shine on January 23Wow, thanks for all the comments. =]
I guess we are kinda alike. =]
I will be sure to comment your poems soooon.
