Unloved Soul• Show poetry

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I'm the girl



who is lost in space, the girl who is disappearing always, forever fading away and receding farther and farther into the background. Just like the Cheshire cat, someday I will suddenly leave, but the artificial warmth of my smile, that phony, clownish curve, the kind you see on miserably sad people and villains in Disney movies, will remain behind as an ironic remnant. I am the girl you see in the photograph from some party someplace or some picnic in the park, the one who is in fact soon to be gone. When you look at the picture again, I want to assure you, I will no longer be there. I will be erased from history, like a traitor in the Soviet Union. Because with every day that goes by, I feel myself becoming more and more invisible...
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Hello My name is Cynthia I'm 18. I started to write poetry & songs for a very long time a very long time ago. I found it was a good way of letting my feelings/thoughts out.I may not be as good as other writers but i love to write!.My life is not the best my family is like a murder scene..

Constant fights, rows having to listen to harsh things and finding out family secrets all the time.
I guess i write what i feel..I dont care if my poems rhyme but some of them do .
I have lots of friends who make me happy and make me want to live my life. But sometimes i think the world would be happier without me.
I dont get along with my family much They like to make my life hell (not all of them). The people I care about most is,

My older cousin + my aunt.

MUSIC: I LOVE rock!! it's all that i listen to Eg: , 30 seconds to mars, Flyleaf, Incubus, linkin park , Eyes Set To Kill, Paramore, Avenged sevenfold, System of a down, Cannibal Corpse, Bankrupt, Secondhand Serenade, Breaking Benjamin, Evanescence, Pink, Disturbed, Jimmy eats world, Metro Station.. AND MANY MANY MORE... <(^.^<)


FOOD: errmm well chips, pizza, ice cream, and umm wendy's...


COLOURS: Black is my favorite... and anything that looks good with black i would wear espcially green.


1ABOUT ME: I have Black hair with green blue highlights.. i'm 5'1". My eyes are greenish blue and they change color in the type of mood i am in and what clothes i wear. Sometimes if i know u i get hyper and dance randomly when i'm bored.

and like to have laugh . I can be a bit crazy sometimes lol ,

Im shy but when I get to know you i could be very funny and i'm very spontanious and i love being random. I have only just come to terms with my sexuality and Im proud to Be Bisexual!!! LOVE IS LOVE Like it or hate it your choice. I also will tell u how it is like if u hate me then hate me i really dont care but love me and it would be the greatest decision u made in ur life <(^.^)>. I hate it when people talk behind another persons back and if i find out if anyone talks behind my back i would make ur life a living HELL!! jk jk (NO REALLY I WOULD COME AFTER U). I LOVE to rock out with my band yes i have a band and it's called "Demonizer". We won first place 4 times in a row in battle of the bands.

Singer: Me
Screamo: Micheal Thrape
Gutiar: Liam Bronte
Gutiar: Anissa Rivera
Bass: Alexia Rivera
Drums: Caleb Clifton
Keyboard: Brandon Smith

But anyways if u have a myspace send me a request it's Myspace.com/cindy_vega. and message me if u want i love talking to people so please talk to me (>^.^)>


FAVE BOOK(S): Twilight, New moon, Eclipes, Breaking Dawn, Last Days, 13 reasons why, witch child, and the devouring... and i love reading manga's.


I LIKE :my diary, computer, friends, writing poetry!, writing songs, drawing anime, + lots more!

1 MORE THING THANKS FOR VISTING MY PAGE PLEASE SIGN THE GUEST BOOK SO I KNOW YOU'VE DROPPED BY! <(^.^<)... <(^.^)>.... (>^.^)>...

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