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Lyrics to Love It Or Left It : From Autumn to Ashes

These are the keys
These are the keys
To a pulse that Ive been monitoring
She loves to dream
She loves to dream
But dreamers chase and never obtain
A victory
A victory
A vicious hand on a violent streak
Learn to run
Learn to run
I'll never be right for anyone
The more it gets suggested
The more I'm uninterested
Strength for now
Nothing later
Love it or leave it ya
Hated and left it
Trying to outgrow that phase
I'm drifting further away from
My element
My element
My element
These are the keys
These are the keys
To open minds and to empathy
She loves to dream
She loves to dream
Its better then her reality
A victory
A victory
I'm not as old as I used to be
I will not run
Todays the day
The wheels are back on the motor arcade
The more it gets suggested
The more I'm uninterested
Strength for now
Nothing later
Love it or leave it
Hated and left it
Trying to outgrow that phase
All of my ammunition
Is for the wrong weapon
Ive got the worst intention
And question no question
To keep it on offensive
General admission
For when you feel protected
I'll make you regret it
Love it or leave it
Hated and left it
Trying to outgrow that phase
Love it or leave it
Hated and left it
Trying to outgrow that phase
Just let me
Just let me
Just let out of this











My Poem


boy and a girl,
the best of friends.
From elementary to high school
from beginning to end.
Through all those years their friendship grew.
They both felt the same, but neither knew.
Each waking moment since the day they met.
They both loved each other
sunrise to sunset.
He was all she had in her terrible life.
He was the one
who kept her from her knife.
She was his angel, she made him smile.
Though life threw him curves,
she made it all worth while.
Then one day things went terribly wrong.
The next few weeks
were like a very sad song.
He made her jealous on purpose he tried.
When the girl asked, "Do you love her?"on purpose he lied.
He played with jealousy
like it was a game.
Little did he know
Things would never be the same.
His plan was working
but he had no clue.
How wrong things would go,
the damage he would do.
One night she broke down, feeling very alone.
Just her and the blade,
no one else home.
She dialed his number, he answered, "Hello"
She told him she loved him
and hung up the phone.
He raced to her house just a minute too late.
Found her lying in blood,
her heart had no rate.
Beside her was a note, in it her confession.
Her love for this boy,
her only obsession.
As he read the note, he knelt down and cried.
Grabbed her knife,
that night they both died.
She was found in his arms,
both of them dead.Under her note
his handwriting said:
"I loved her so,
she never knew.
All this time
I loved her too."


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Have you ever felt like you've lost something you've never actually had? But at the same time you know that you had a part of that something, and somehow you just let it slip right through your fingers. And the reason you let it slip is because you're tired of fighting, tired of trying to explain what and who you are.
Well, I can honestly say that I'm tired of everything going on around me. It's like everything around stays the same, nothing changes anymore. High school drama is stupid and so many people are immature...even me sometimes. People argue just to make their lives a lil’ more interesting, while at the same time making other peoples lives a living hell.
In elementary and middle school we all wanted to get to high school, but now that I’m here I realize that it is not as awesome as I thought it was. Now I’m ready to get out of this place and go out and see what life is really about, because I know that there has to be something out there that isn’t doesn’t revolve around who is going to go out with who, or who got into the latest fight, or even who just laid.















































































































































































































Crazy...that's what they call me. When I write my thoughts and speak my mind the only word they have for me is crazy. But that is ok, because I'm used to those of you who judge and label. I know who I am. It's hard to explain to those of you who are simple minded. So you'll just have to accept that I'm different.























































"A shot to kill the pain
A pill to drain the shame
A purge to stop the gain
A cut to break the vein
A smoke to ease the crave
A drink to win the game
An addictions an addiction
Because it always hurts the same"
~Author Unknown~
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Numb lyrics by Linkin Park

I'm tired of being what you want me to be,
Feeling so faithless lost under the surface
i Don't know what you are expecting of me
Put under the pressure of walking in your shoes
(Caught in the undertow just caught in the undertow)
Every step that I take is another mistake to you
(Caught in the undertow just caught in the undertow)

[Chorus]
I've become so numb I can't feel you there
Become so tired so much more aware,
I'm becoming this all I want to do
Is be more like me and be less like you

Can't you see that you're smothering me
Holding too tightly afraid to lose control
Cause everything that you thought I would be
Has fallen apart right in front of you ooooo
(Caught in the undertow just caught in the undertow)
Every step that I take is another mistake to you
(Caught in the undertow just caught in the undertow)
And every second I waste is more than I can take

[Chorus]
I've become so numb I can't feel you there
Become so tired so much more aware
I'm becoming this all I want to do
Is be more like me and be less like you

And I know
I may end up failing too
But I know
You were just like me with someone disappointed in you

[Chorus]
I've become so numb I can't feel you there
Become so tired so much more aware,
I'm becoming this all I want to do
Is be more like me and be less like you

[Chorus]
I've become so numb I can't feel you there
I'm tired of being what you want me to be
I've become so numb I can't feel you there
I'm tired of being what you want me to be


















Go on
Live my life
Cut down time after time
Made to feel more worthless than I am
Confusion and screams drowning out my thoughts
Making me only hear only your repulsion, disapproval, and disappointment
My very presence seems to piss you off
So until I can leave
I’ll just sit here and be your puppet
Who does everything you want
Because I’m tired of fighting
Go on
Live my life
I give up
You win
This everyday shit is driving me up the wall
Your refusal to acknowledge that I’m a real person
Simply astounds me
Treat me like an animal
Or like a slave who’s opinion doesn’t count
Play the role of a dictator
Call it love
Or call it hate
It doesn’t matter
All the bruises are easy to explain
The cuts and scratches
Easy to hide
So go on
Live my life
Use me as your way to escape the real world
And to feel better about yourself
There’s no need to find motivation for myself
Not when you
Are the motivation that drives me
Because I honestly don’t want everything
Taken away
Because I can’t loose my few connections to the outside world
I can’t let you take that from me too

~Lelia










































Lyrics to Porcelain Heart :
[Mikael Akerfeldt]

I, lost all I had (one April day),
I, turned to my friends (nothing to see),
I, wrote down a name (and read it twice),
I, wallow in shame.

I, said that I love (eternal skis),
I, cling to my past (like childish dreams)
I, promised to stay (and dwell my grief)
I, went far away.

I see blood spilled 'neath my feet,
Lead me through wastelands of deceit,
Rest your head now, don't you cry,
Don't ever ask the reason why

Kept inside our idle race
Grow seven idols, false embrace
Rest your head now don't you cry
Don't ever ask the reasons why.





































































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