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You may think you know me, but you don't. I'm just alone most of the time.

I am the silent one in the shadows, who is always there to support, but that is barely noticed. I am the silent, undeserving one. I do not deserve what I have most of the time.


I am working to pay off my car. I have put the matter of the man I love into God's hands, and I have faith that He will show me why this man was brought into my life.



http://www.toxin.org/cgi-bin/hugs.cgi?&HUGS=yes&hug=PurplEverlastinGoddess





Angels are hard to come by. They are forgiving for everything you do, and stick by your side no matter what. Its impossable to push them away, for they will always fly to your side when you need them.
((snagged from Darc Raven's page...thanks travis for these words. [ http://allpoetry.com/Darc%20Raven ]))

but seriously, people..i can only think of one angel in my whole life..does that say something? angels are seriously hard to come by. right now, and yes, i'm going to say it to the world, my angel is travis, because i can talk to him about any damned thing that's going on. i can yell at him, curse at him, say anything, and he'll just calm me down and set me back on the right track. some people ask if i love him, and hell, i'm not going to lie. part of me does love him. why shouldnt i? he's never hurt me, and all he's done is listen and be there for me when i need him in my worst times.

Travis, no matter how much you deny it, you are, undoubtedly, the angel in my life, and i thank you for that.





Never say "I Love You"
If you really don't care.
Never talk about feelings
If they aren't really there.
Never hold my hand
If you're gonna break my heart.
Never say you're going to...
If you don't plan to start.
Never look into my eyes
If all you do is lie...
Never say hi
If you really mean goodbye.
If you really mean forever
Then say you will try.
Never say forever
Cuz forever makes me cry...











I want to be Remembered
as the Girl who smiles
even though her
Heart is BROKEN
And the one who can always
brighten up your day even if she
Couldn't Brighten up her own.









I may be a phoenix..but rising is not a strength I often have. I fall and fall and fall...even when I think I can fall no more. When I do "rise from the ashes" it is not long lived. Two months is the longest I've lasted without falling, five minutes the shortest.
But it makes reaching the top all that much sweeter. So I worry not.


My life isn't what it seems. Very few people know me. And unless I trust you, that's the way it will stay. I write whatever I want, whenever I want. It's simple enough for me.

I'm a musician. I sing in two choirs, play english handbells, and I play my clarinet whenever I get the chance.







So.... I've decided to FEATURE SOME POEMS ON MY PAGE!!
They're my trophy winners.

Gold:
Dark…Not Gold ((http://allpoetry.com/poem/2219433 ))
Deja Vu (( http://allpoetry.com/poem/2552206 ))

Silver:
So She’ll Leave You ((http://allpoetry.com/poem/2218541 ))
Random Quotes Tied Together, My AP Life, and Welcoming My AP Son (( http://allpoetry.com/poem/2268948 ))

Bronze:
Silver Paws ((http://allpoetry.com/poem/2377531 ))

Honorable Mention:
Happy Birthday to my Mummy Mandy ((http://allpoetry.com/poem/2637158 ))
God Bless You (( http://allpoetry.com/poem/2211517 ))
Role Playing (random poem) ((http://allpoetry.com/poem/2414325 ))
Morgan, The Angel I Love ((http://allpoetry.com/poem/2847464 ))
Changing The World With Love (( http://allpoetry.com/poem/2927400 ))