FORMERLY KNOWN AS FANTASYGIRL3603
So many things have happened in my life in such a short amount of time. There are so many emotions running through me and lately I can't seem to get them out on paper the way I want them to be.
I recently lost my boyfriend of five years, a good friend of two years and had a miscarriage. My life at the moment seems black and gloomy and it feels as though there is nowhere to turn.
While writing used to be my therapy it has now become one of my stresses. As I said before there are so many things going on in my head right now, but I can't seem to get them organized in my head long enough to get them down on paper the way I want them to be. I will continue to try.
Life just doesn't seem worth it anymore. My heart is broken and my life has turned to gloom. I hope everyone enjoys some of my earlier writing, since lately there is nothing to add.
So many things have happened in my life in such a short amount of time. There are so many emotions running through me and lately I can't seem to get them out on paper the way I want them to be.
I recently lost my boyfriend of five years, a good friend of two years and had a miscarriage. My life at the moment seems black and gloomy and it feels as though there is nowhere to turn.
While writing used to be my therapy it has now become one of my stresses. As I said before there are so many things going on in my head right now, but I can't seem to get them organized in my head long enough to get them down on paper the way I want them to be. I will continue to try.
Life just doesn't seem worth it anymore. My heart is broken and my life has turned to gloom. I hope everyone enjoys some of my earlier writing, since lately there is nothing to add.
- Last seen on Sep 5 8:08 AM. Member since May 24, 2003.
- I'm a pyrite eye poet for 1069 comments.
- My mood is , and quote is "Formerly know as FantasyGirl3603".
- I am a 25 year old girl (United States)
- When I'm not writing, I'm Accounts Payable and Receivable.
- Visit my homepage at allpoetry.com/poet/aprilm3603
- I have 1,069 comments, 12 contests
My Poetry
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Mommy's going to lat you to rest
deep inside her heart.30 lines, 1 comment, August 13 -
Dear Saddened Amber Eyes,
I write to you as a former cutter. I used to cut for all kinds of reasons the main one being, cutting was pain that I could understand3 lines, 1 comment, March 1, 2006. In Angst
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Shantalina on March 2, 2006I have come to your page to check out some of your work. Your entry into my contest really inspired me, so I wanted to see what you were all about, and to thank you for entering my contest!
Saddened Amber Eyes
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Always Deena on February 22, 2006I hope you can find the happiness you deserve...with or without him. You have the right to smile,laugh,love and know that you are the one.
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PaintedParisPassion on February 6, 2006i love your poetry, you're very good at it!
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Qu33n J3z3b3ll on February 1, 2006hun, if you want to enter my contest, cuss away...i dont care at this point, oh, and i changed the way i did my name if you didnt notice, needed a change
