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Heylo everyone! I'm Amanda. I'm 19 years old and the mother of a perfect beautiful little baby boy! His name is Daniel Bithe. He's the sweetest little thing! I also have the best boyfriend in the whole world!!! He treats Daniel like he's his own child. He always asks about how I'm doing, the family's doing, everything. I love it! lol. Also, as you know, it's been almost 2 years since my grandfather's death. It's been hard living without him, but we're all getting by the best we can. On a brighter note, My sister in law is expecting a second child in October. They are going to try to have the baby on the 16th. Hopefully they can do that. I'm so lucky to have the family and friends that I have! Well, if you want to know anything, just ask me.


I am going to put a few things from my grandfather on here sometime soon... whenever I can get his stuff off his computer, if my grandmother doesn't mind that is... make it public and let everyone see some of his work. He wrote a LOT of stories... so they will be on storywrite... well, that's all fer now! RIP William Bithe Jr. You are loved and missed! I extend my arms and wait for the day I can hug you again!

Ok I'mma be brief here!!! I want you to go read these guys's poems!!!

http://Allpoetry.com/kmcdaniel90
http://allpoetry.com/twiztidfatman

Please go read their stuff! It will be greatly appreciated.

This poem changed my life! it's called I am/shades of life

I am black, I am white
I am all skins in between
I am young, I am old
I am each age that has been.

I am scrawny, I am well fed
I am starving for attention
I am famous, I am cryptic
I am hardly worth the mention.

I am short, I am height
I am any frame or stature
I am smart, I am challenged
I am striving for a future.

Chorus:
The color of sky is blues and greys
The color of the earth is greens and browns
The color of hope is rainbows and purple
And the color of peace is people together.

(Shades of life)
People together
(Shades of life)
(I am.)

I am able, I am weak
I am some strength
I am none, I am being, I am thought
I am all things said and done.

I am born, I am died
I am dust of humble roots
I am grace, I am pain
I am labor of willed fruits.

I am slave, I am free
I am bonded to my life
I am rich, I am poor
I am wealth amid strife.

Chorus:
The color of sky is blues and greys
The color of the earth is greens and browns
The color of hope is rainbows and purple
And the color of peace is people together.

I am shallow, I am glory
I am hiding from my shame
I am hero, I am loser
I am yearning for a name.

I am empty, I am proud
I am seeking my tomorrow
I am growing, I am fading
I am hope amid the sorrow.

(Mattie J.T. Stepanek speaking)
I am certain, I am doubtful
I am desperate for solutions
I am leader, I am student
I am fate, and evolutions.

(Billy, singing)
I am spirit, I am voice
I am memory not recalled
I am chance, I am cause
I am effort blocked and walled.

I am hymn, I am heard
I am reason without rhymes
I am past, I am nearing
I am present in all times.

I am many, I am no one
I am season by each being
I am me, I am you
I am all souls now decreeing.

Chorus:
The color of sky is blues and greys
The color of the earth is greens and browns
The color of hope is rainbows and purple
And the color of peace is people together...






http://allpoetry.com/poem/1956293# it's by my friend ShadowEyesHatebreed... omg, it's great... or at least, I love it... you should read it! please do, she will love it! I'm the only one who has even commented....... please, comment on her poem... please...

Here's one song that has helped me get through a lot of things! it's called "Hold On" it's by Good Charlotte, in case some of you didn't know. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QVG3jm2JjPE This song has helped me get through my grandpa's mental abuse... it's helpe dme get through my mom being sick all the time, my dad being annoying, people's abuse at school, and other stresses! This song is a great song... if has saved plenty lives! Pass this on if you know someone who has died from suicide or if you are suicidal or have friends who are! It will help!

if there is one thing I could tell the world, I would tell them to fuck off and shove their stupid judgements up their own fucking asses! I would tell them stop being such hypocrites and leave me to God to be judged and tried! I'd say, just leave me alone! I'm better off without you trying to say who I am!

If there was one thing I could tell my friend Jacob right now, I'd tell him how much I miss him and how much I wish he hadn't been speeding the night he died! R.I.P. MY BROTHER! I MISS YOU AND SO DO ALL YOUR OTHER FRIENDS!!!!!

if there was one thing i could say to the people who thought I'd be nothing at all... LOOK AT ME NOW BITCHES! LOOK WHO'S LAUGHING! I'M BETTER THAN YOU THOUGHT I WAS!

I am NOT what you say I am unless you know who I REALLY am!

Learn one thing, forget another... forget one thing, learn another... there ya go! it's all evened out for you!

Don't think that because I used to cut myself, I'm still emo... don't think because I get depressed I'm suicidal! I'm not! I'm actually happier than I've ever been before!

Don't Judge me because you think you know me
Don't pretend to know me because you don't
Don't hate me because you don't know me...
Don't call me anorexic because I'm skinny
Don't call me underweight because I'm smaller than you
don't call me fat because I'm bigger than you
don't call me a bitch unless u know me!
Don't say anything about me because you don't know me... unless you know that it's true... then go ahead!

I'm a bitch when I want to be
But I'm nicer than you think I am!

If you have a problem with me, either deal with it or don't have anything to do with me... there ya go!

"92% of American teens today would die if Abercrombie & Fitch said it wasn't cool to breathe anymore. If you're part of the 8% that would be laughing their butts off, put this in your profile."

80% of Americans say "I LOVE YOU".

20% actually mean it.

If you honestly are in the 20%, paste this into your profile


Five ways to say I Love You.
German:Ich liebe Du
Spanish:Le amo
Russian:Я люблю Вас
French:Je vous aime
Portuguese:Amo-o




[Violent J]
Well, I'm heading down a southern trail; I'm going chicken huntin'
Chopping redneck chicken necks I ain't saying nothing
To the hillbilly stuck my barrel in his eye
Boomshacka boomshacka hair jumps in the sky
Why I never liked chicken pot pie?
Or the chopped chicken on rye?
So tell Mr. Billy Bob I'm a cut his neck up
Slice, poke, chop chop, stab, cut
What can you do with the drunken hillbilly
Cut his fucking eyes out and feed em to his Aunt Milly
Willy Willy chicken neck, chicken hunting gotta love it
Hit him with the twelve gauge bucket, chicken nuggets
Laid out all over the grass
Then his little hound dog will eat em up fast
Last as long as you can my man
Cuz when that chicken head hits the fan, you got
Blood guts fingers and toes [3x]
Sittin front row at the chicken show so...

Chorus (1x)
Who's going chicken huntin
We's goin' chicken huntin' [3x]
Cut a motherfucking chicken up, right!

[Shaggy 2 Dope]
Let me get a chicken sandwich with manwich
I'm finna wreck on a chicken neck
Chopping up Hilly and Billy Bob Billy
Cuz I chop motherfucking redneck silly
Peeked in his yard and what did I see
I seen a chicken boy fucking a sheep
I say "Mister Mister, what the fuck you trying to do"
??"Ah, Billy Billy Billy Boo"??
Barrels in your mouth, bullets to your head
The back of your neck's all over the shed
Boomshacka boom chop chop bang
I'm 2 Dope and it ain't no thang
To cut a chicken, trigger's clickin
Blow off his head but his feet still kickin
Last as long as you can my man
Cuz when that chicken head hits the fan you got
Blood guts fingers and toes [3x]
Sittin front row at the chicken show so...

Chorus (1x)

[Violent J]
Went to Kentucky, I got lucky
Met this hot-collared bitch named Bucky
Riding on a chicken, milking a cow
Hittin switches in a drop top low ride tractor plow

[Shaggy 2 Dope]
Redneck fella, moonshine sella
Hang him by his neckbones, chicken bones
Locked in the cellar, yellow belly chicken plucker
You redneck fucker!



The Theft by Atreyu

He bends and he breaks
If he gives they will take away
His passion, his pain, his grace

He exhales
A thousand black flowers explode
Into butterflies as they're away

Rip them out, take them
Burn to coals as they crush
And leave nothing that
Resembles a soul of a man
See him numb, see him crushed
See him numb, see him crushed
Rip them out, take them
Burn to coals as they crush
And leave nothing that
Resembles a soul of a man
Leave him numb, leave him crushed
Leave him numb, leave him crushed

Just a fire inside one too many times
He's burning over and out as he fails
Up against the raging tides
No more sides
Everything you ever wanted to see
I see it in his eyes
One more time, one more time

Climb down to test the waters
My hands feel like they're rusting away, yeah
So I'll pace around like a lamb before the slaughter
I'll stay here, as long as you let me
Decisions, then, made obvious,
So I will return to where I started, I'll stay there
Unfinished I'll wither away

Rip them out, take them
Burn to coals as they crush
And leave nothing that
Resembles a soul of a man
See him numb, see him crushed
See him numb, see him crushed
Rip them out, take them
Burn to coals as they crush
And leave nothing that
Resembles a soul of a man
Leave him numb, leave him crushed
Leave him numb, leave him crushed

Breathe Into Me- RED

And this is how it feels when I
Ignore the words you spoke to me
And this is where I lose myself
When I keep running away from you

And this is who I am when,
When I don't know myself anymore
And this is what I choose when
It's all left up to me

Breathe your life into me
I can feel you, I’m falling
Falling faster
Breathe your life into me
I still need you
I’m falling, falling
Breathe into me
Breathe into me
Breathe

And this is how it looks when
I am standing on the edge
And this is how I break apart
When I finally hit the ground

And this is how it hurts when I
Pretend I don't feel any pain
And this is how I disappear
When I throw myself away

Breathe into me
Breathe into me
Breathe into me


Nevada Tan "Revolution" (this song is in German, so sorry if you can't understand it.)

fickt euch
fickt....
fickt euch

Ich kann's nicht ab
ständig muss ich mich beweisen
Regeln hier, Pflichten da
Ja klar
bin ich nur dazu da um das zu tun was ihr mir sagt?
Schule, Eltern, Staat
Ich frag mich was geht ab?

Denn seht in unsere Klassen- seht in unsre' Augen
viele behaupten dass die Jugend sich zu viel rausnimmt
doch wir glauben nicht an eure Ideale
Wollen wir eure Initialien auf uns tragen?
Hmm warte! Ist das ne Fangfrage?

Heutzutage dreht die Welt sich nun mal anders
die große Frage ist - blickt ihr's irgendwann mal?
Egal was wir sagen
wir stoßen auf Granit
weil niemand von euch sieht was wirklich mit uns geht
Wir werden Tagtäglich überschwemmt
von Lügen ertränkt
und merken schon früh
wir kriegen nix geschenkt
am heutigen Tag erobern wir den Thron
Wir sagen "Herzlich Willkommen zu unser' Revolution!"

Das ist die Revolution unsrer Generation
-Ja,ja-
Die neue Zeit beginnt und wir starten schon
-Ja, ja, ja-
Das ist die Revolution unsrer Generation
Der Zug der Freiheit fährt von dieser Station

Ständig werden wir in Schubladen gesteckt
Zu oft analysiert und Fehler werden mathematisch aufgedeckt
Doch eure klar definierten Zahlen
auf Papier spiegeln unsre' Situation doch niemals wieder

Heutzutage ziehn' Kids schon mit elf
Pornos ausm' Netz
Pics von toten Irak Soldaten verbreiten sich per MMS
Die Welt schrumpft
Und seit der Nachricht aus PISA
sind alle Schüler dumm und gammeln nur rum
-Nein!-
Wir geben en Scheiß auf eure Meinung
Ihr seid nicht wie wir
Lyric und werdet es nie sein
Wir allein ziehen als Sieger ein
Wir rennen auch ohne Rückenwind durch jede Wand
Habt ihr es langsam erkannt?
Die Revolution in Deutschland hat angefangen
Also ziehn' wir die "FICK DICH" T-Shirts an
Rebellieren, provoziern' Nevada Tan ist jetzt dran
Mit ihrem neuen klang - Wahlprogramm
Und das Motto heißt:" Fang jetzt endlich zu leben an, verdammt!"

Das ist die Revolution unsrer Generation
-Ja, ja, ja-
Die neue Zeit beginnt und wir starten schon
-Ja, ja, ja-
Das ist die Revolution unsrer Generation
-Ja, ja, ja-
Der Zug der Freiheit fährt von dieser Station

Ohne euch ist die Welt nicht mehr so klein
Ohne euch werd ich endlich frei sein,
Ohne euch ist die Welt nicht mehr so klein
Ohne euch werd ich endlich frei sein

Was geht ab in dem geliebten Deutschland?
Für mich ist hier kein Platz
das hab ich langsam erkannt
Am heutigen Tag erobern wir den Thron
Wir sagen "Herzlich Willkommen zu unsrer Revolution!"

Das ist die Revolution unsrer Generation
-Ja, ja, ja-
Die neue Zeit beginnt und wir starten schon
-Ja, ja, ja-
Das ist die Revolution unsrer Generation
-Ja, ja, ja-
Der Zug der Freiheit fährt von dieser Station

Ohne euch ist die Welt nicht mehr so klein
Ohne euch werd ich endlich frei sein
Ohne euch ist die Welt nicht mehr so klein
Ohne euch werd ich endlich frei sein

"Serial slaughtering stranglers
Jugging Juggling juggalos
Folded, fat, floppy-tittied freaks
I C fuckin P's in the house"

Abracadabra boom shacka dae
I'm Violent J, and I'm back like a vertebrae
And I come with a hat full of tricks
Trunk full of Faygo, car full of fat chicks
Hahahahahahahaha, fuck you
Wicked clowns, we'd like to say what up to
The Cobra's, X-men, and Counts, and everybody with clown love
Even sets I've never heard of
Roll into town, and out with the big top
Four cards down, and two more still to drop
And when it does, I pack up and hit the road
Cuz I don't wanna see your head EXPLODE
Toss me an axe, and I'll toss you a dead chicken
Add a buck, you get a two-liter with 'em
And when the genie says on with the show
It's hokus pokus jokers, Great Milenko.

Once again, the psychotic carnival creatures in the haugh
Hokus pokus, joker's ride, come take a spin on a carnie ride
Southwest slithering snakes of darkness come
Hokus pokus, joker's ride, come take a spin on a carnie ride

Shazam BAM, shocka locka lokey
Shaggy the clown back like scoliosis
Call me a psycho-skitso freak
And I'll call you by your name (dick-anus)
Cuz I can give two shits and a fuck
I bounce down Verner in a popcorn clown truck
I'm a circus ninja southwest voodoo wizard.
I grab your gizzard
Jump on the carpet, let's take a spin
Everybody's waitin for the show to begin
Up to the top, by the neck, and let you go
Try to land in a glass of Faygo
Uh, you suck, you missed the fuckin glass
Broken neck, and busted your fuckin ass
But the genie says on with the show
Hokus Pokus Jokers, Great Milenko.

What awaits you after death, rub the lamp and explore
Hokus pokus, joker's ride, come take a spin on a carnie ride
Enter Milenko's Fun House, walk right through the wretched hall
Hokus pokus, joker's ride, come take a spin on a carnie ride

"Fuck em all, fuck em all
Clown dawg, freak dawg
Joker dawg, Milenko dawg"

Visions of joker's cards flashing in your mother's face
Hokus pokus, joker's ride, come take a spin on a carnie ride

Rude Boy and Chooky down wit the clown
First time we ever went to Mexican Town
I remember, we couldn't pay the bill, they got hot
And beat us down in the fuckin parking lot

Tall Jess, Jump Steady, and Nate the Mack
Tagged ICP by the train tracks
And it was on, the dawn of a new day
Magical carpets screaming down the freeway

Walked in a gypsy's tent with a food stamp
And walked out with a magical lamp, yeah
I met Milenko, he gave me 3 wishes
That night, I fucked 3 fat bitches

Then get the fuck with it, forget it
I'll rip your face off, and wipe my ass with it
When the genie says on with the show
Hokus pokus, jokers, Great Milenko

Climb aboard our magic train and join us inside
Hokus pokus, joker's ride, come take a spin on a carnie ride
Fifty-two villians, hammered town, the show must go on
Hokus pokus, joker's ride, come take a spin on a carnie ride
Giant ladies, bearded ladies, midget ladies, ladies!
Hokus pokus, joker's ride, come take a spin on a carnie ride
Clowns of darkness and underneath them comes the cloud
Hokus pokus, joker's ride, come take a spin on a carnie ride

"Fuck that!"



Lifes a bitch and then we die, so FUCK THE WORLD AND LET'S GET HIGH!

Ashes to ashes
Dust to dust
Life is short
So party we must!



If you'd walk 5,000 miles to spend 5 minutes with someone who you love, put this in your profile.

If you'd give your life for your friend, put this in your profile.

If you'd keep loving someone no matter what, even if they don't love you back, because you still love them, then add this to your profile.


Girl and guy were speeding, on a motorcycle, over 90 mph on the road...
Girl: Slow down. I’m scared.
Guy: No, this is fun.
Girl: No, it’s not. Please, it’s too scary!
Guy: Then tell me you love me.
Girl: Fine, I love you. Slow down!
Guy: Now give me a BIG hug.
*Girl hugs him*
Guy: Can you take my helmet off & put it on yourself? It’s bugging me.

(In the paper the next day) A motorcycle crashed into a building because of break failure. Two people were on it, but only one survived. The truth was that halfway down the road, the guy realized that his breaks broke, but he didn’t want to let the girl know. Instead, he had her say she loved him & felt her hug one last time, then had her wear his helmet so that she would live even though it meant that he would die.

If you would ever do this for someone....then post this on your page A.S.A.P!!!


Hi, I'm Anna.
I weigh 90 pounds
I don't ever eat
I'm so skinny, I swear, you can see my ribs!
I still think that I'm fat.
I am very sick.
If I ever do eat, I make myself sick...
I have pale skin
Dark circles under my eyes
I never hang out with my friends anymore
My hair is all falling out.
Hi, I'm Anna... Anorexia, actually.



ok, my AP family...
AP MOM G00dy2Shoes
dad:
Sons:
Daughters:
sisters: DeleriousMuffins, BlackTearsRedEyes, XXDarkness-DecayXX, Serenity silvermoon, xxvampyregirlxx
= these girls are the best sisters ever! especially Decay! AKA Taylor!
Brothers:
girlfriend:
boyfriend: ladudejw (he my fiance! )
Aunt:
Uncle:
Grandpa: leo2
Grandma
cousins