there isnt really much that i could put on my author page to explain myself........really the only way you'd be able to have the slightest idea of who or what kind of person i am....is...well..i couldnt tell you that either cuz,honestly, i dont even know.....i just know that life sux.....it's a never ending....boring...useless circle....i hate love, nothing has proven to me yet that it's worth all the sorrow it brings......jesus...well he died a long ass time ago...and God...well he forgot about me.......just as i wish everyone else would do...IM A WORTHLESS,PIECE OF SHIT, NOTHING....But that is only my opinion...everyone else says different though(i only think they do cause they wanna save me the sorrow of the unspoken truth; But the truth is...that..in MY HEAD, I suffer from the most unbearable sorrow that you probly couldnt even fathom the pain)...Im an outcast; cast out from your reality(or maybe i left on my own accord)belonging no where and drifting through life in a dream..I THINK IM JUST BROKEN...AND....LOST...but other than that...
LIFE'S SOO FUCKIN' PEACHY THAT THERES NO ROOM FOR THE CREAM.....
JOIN THE DARKSIDE....WE HAVE COOKIES!!!!!!!
I AM A JUGGALETTE AND PROUD OF IT!!
"I'm not a clone. I'm a frankenstien, created through the visions of a mastermind. This face, this soul, this rhyme is mine, but ya'll don't notice." -twiztid down wit' the clown 'till I'm dead in the ground.....
"EVEN THE HAPPIEST OF PEOPLE WILL EVENTUALLY BREAK DOWN"
"THERE IS NO COMPASSION WITHOUT SUFFERING...."
"A smile can hide a thousand tears."
"silence is screaming in my head, stuck on repeat
not much longer ill be dead, so just forget me
im losing my mind
and i dont think you could save me this time
and it goes
on and on and i just feel helpless"- SUM 41
"There are no flowers, no not this time.
There'll be no angels, gracing the lines.
Just these dark words, I find.
I'd show a smile, but I'm too weak.
I'd share with you, could I only speak,
Just how much this hurts me"- A.F.I.
LIFE'S SOO FUCKIN' PEACHY THAT THERES NO ROOM FOR THE CREAM.....
JOIN THE DARKSIDE....WE HAVE COOKIES!!!!!!!
I AM A JUGGALETTE AND PROUD OF IT!!
"I'm not a clone. I'm a frankenstien, created through the visions of a mastermind. This face, this soul, this rhyme is mine, but ya'll don't notice." -twiztid down wit' the clown 'till I'm dead in the ground.....
"EVEN THE HAPPIEST OF PEOPLE WILL EVENTUALLY BREAK DOWN"
"THERE IS NO COMPASSION WITHOUT SUFFERING...."
"A smile can hide a thousand tears."
"silence is screaming in my head, stuck on repeat
not much longer ill be dead, so just forget me
im losing my mind
and i dont think you could save me this time
and it goes
on and on and i just feel helpless"- SUM 41
"There are no flowers, no not this time.
There'll be no angels, gracing the lines.
Just these dark words, I find.
I'd show a smile, but I'm too weak.
I'd share with you, could I only speak,
Just how much this hurts me"- A.F.I.
- Last seen on Nov 1 3:09 AM. Member since March 21, 2004.
- I'm a diamond love poet for 203 comments.
- My mood is , and quote is "....lost, broken, and numb to your reality".
- I am a 100 year old girl (USA)
- When I'm not writing, I'm a (n) Outcast.
- I have 203 comments, 77 poems, 1 story
My Poetry
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Laying in the grass,
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Screaming with frustration,
all alone and lost. -
I'm so fucking pissed,
with everything around.
My Stories
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is wrong with this place?84 lines, 4 comments, September 20, 2004. In <200 lines
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-Ask me- I dare you on August 31, 2005hey.. havent had the chance to call u back.. always working or at school.. but how are you?? whats been up with you??
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-Ask me- I dare you on August 19, 2005I will try to call u tomorrow or something.. I have to work till 2pm but maybe when i get home.. thatd be cool..
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broken-hearted-poet on January 27, 2005Hey Sarah! Today was a suck ass day... but then again every day always sucks. Anyways. I miss you. I haven't really talked to you in a while so I just thought I would leave you a message here. I just wanted to let you know that... I don't hate you and if it seems like I am ignoring you it is because I am isolating myself from the world. It's useless talking to anyone about anything anymore. No one wants to listen, so fuck it. I'm not good enough for anyone and I hurt everyone that gets close to me... and I don't want to hurt you anymore... or anyone. Nothing matters anymore. Just forget about me. Forget everything that had to do with me. Grr.
I'm fucking overreacting. I'll frickin get over everything tomorrow and I'll frickin talk to you and everything will be fine. Gosh... I'm so stupid. I'm driving myself crazy. blag (word that me and my friend made up. mix of blah and gag. lol.) hehe. Whateva! Whateva! I do what I want! lol. I love you Sarah! I really do... but I can't... I can't love you. I can't love anyone. I have to go. I don't know what else to say if even anything at all. I'll talk to you later. L8er days.
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broken-hearted-poet on October 26, 2004SARAH!!! I'm so sad!
grr... if you get this before I talk to you then call me if you can... or whatever... if it's not to late when you get this... or I'll talk to you tomorrow. Ahh! I miss you! I love you so much! Ur my pimp! lol. I really need to talk to you though. I love you! bye. 
