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Era Renee Rose...



Okay, so my leg training is going very well, already just a light kick can do some severe damage, and now we're doing more controlled sparring and tournament sparring. I won my practice match 4-2.

Karate Training Updates:

9/9/09: Leg Training Run

14:10 41 was the time it took for me to jog about 4 miles.

9/10/09: Leg Training Run

13:13 07 was the time it took for me to jog about 4 and 1/2 miles.

The beauty on the outside, does not always match the beauty on the inside. . .

I'm Era, a transsexual girl trying to emerge from her shell into a society that may or may not accept me for who I am on the inside. I haven't been on here long, though, some of you may know me from my other profile, Triami Arack.

In the short time I've been here, I've grown, I've matured, I've loved and lost close people, and yet gained new ones. Several people mean so much to me, people I'd do absolutely ANYTHING for, and I care about them a lot.



If you wish to know anything more about me, power to you.

Have a good day and a good life.



Era


I was once asked how I would die. I replied, "In the right situation, I would die fighting in the real world, and I would take as many as I could with me in the end." Many disagree and say you should die with those you love, well, too many that I love are further away than I can manage, so...Yeah.


If I am ever to be surrounded on all sides and had to fight, this is the song I'd have playing.

New Disease-Spineshank

Now I can take this, everything I know
Realize that I'm nothing I wanted to be
I can never change anything I've done
Because it's the only thing I have left
Blame myself again for what I didn't do
Never even knew it was coming from me
It changed the way I felt, the worst is yet to come
Because I have gone too far now
Nobody
Changed my mind
And it leads me to a new disease
Somebody
Let it die
But it still becomes a new disease
Is this all worth what this has done to me
Watered down my senses and turned them on me
Fuck morality and everything I know
If I didn't hate this then I couldn't cope
Impersonate myself for what I used to be
Denial is all that's left now
Nobody
Changed my mind
And it leads me to a new disease
Somebody
Let it die
But it still becomes a new disease
Seething in my head
I'm suffering instead
I can't remember why
This meant so much to me
Doubt
Did I ever want this?
It's all I could've been, it's all I would've been
Doubt
Did I ever want this?
It's all I've ever been, it's all I'll ever be
Seething in my head
I'm suffering instead
I can't remember why
This meant so much to me
Nobody
Changed my mind
And it leads me to a new disease
Somebody
Let it die
But it still becomes a new disease



I never could have seen this far
I never could have seen this coming
It seems like my world is falling apart
Yeah

Why is everything so hard
I don’t think that I can deal with the things you said
They just won’t go away

In a perfect world
This could never happen
In a perfect world
You’d still be here
And it makes no sense
I could just pick up the pieces But to you
this means nothing, Nothing at all

I used to think that I was strong
Until the day it all went wrong
I think I need a miracle to make it through
Yeah

I wish that I could bring you back
I wish that I could turn back time
Cuz I can’t let go
I just can’t find my way
Yeah
Without you I just can’t find my way

In a perfect world
This could never happen
In a perfect world
You’d still be here
And it makes no sense
I could just pick up the pieces But to you
this means nothing, Nothing at all

I don’t know what I should do now
I don’t know where I should go
I’m still here waiting for you
I’m lost when your not around
I need to hold on to you
I just can’t let you go
Yeah Yeah

In a perfect world
This could never happen
In a perfect world
You’d still be here
And it makes no sense
I could just pick up the pieces But to you
this means nothing, Nothing at all

You feel nothing
Nothing at all
Nothing at all


Disturbed-Indestructible

Another mission, the powers have called me away
Another time to carry the colors again
My motivation, an oath I've sworn to defend
To win the honor of coming back home again

No explanation will matter after we begin
Unlock the dark destroyer that's buried within
My true vocation and now my unfortunate friend
You will discover a war you're unable to win

I'll have you know
That I've become

Indestructible
Determination that is incorruptible
From the other side, a terror to behold
Annihilation will be unavoidable

Every broken enemy will know
That their opponent had to be invincible
Take a last look around while you're alive
I'm an indestructible master of war!

Another reason, another cause for me to fight
Another fuse uncovered now, for me to light
My dedication to all that I've sworn to protect
I carry out my orders without a regret

My declaration embedded deep under my skin
A permanent reminder of how it began
No hesitation when I am commanded to strike
You need to know that you're in for the fight of your life

You will be shown
How I've become

Indestructible
Determination that is incorruptible
From the other side, a terror to behold
Annihilation will be unavoidable

Every broken enemy will know
That their opponent had to be invincible
Take a last look around while you're alive
I'm an indestructible master of war!

I'm indestructible
Determination that is incorruptible
From the other side, a terror to behold
Annihilation will be unavoidable

Every broken enemy will know
That their opponent had to be invincible
Take a last look around while you're alive
I am indestructible

Indestructible
Determination that is incorruptible
From the other side, a terror to behold
Annihilation will be unavoidable

Every broken enemy will know
That their opponent had to be invincible
Take a last look around while you're alive
I'm an indestructible master of war!



Son of a Bit...

Girl: "Forgive me father for i have sinned."
Preist: "what have you done my child?"
Girl: "I called a man a son of a bitch."
Priest: "why did you call him a son of a bitch?"
Girl: "because he touched my hand."
Priest: "like this?" (as he touches her hand)
Girl: "Yes father."
Preist: "that's no reason to call a man a son of a bitch."
Girl: "then he touched my breast."
Preist: "like this?" (as he touched her breast)
Girl: "Yes father."
Preist: "That's no reason to call him a son of a bitch."
Girl: "then he took off my clothes, father."
Preist: "like this?" (as he takes off her clothes)
Girl: "yes father."
Priest: "that's no reason to call him a son of a bitch."
Girl: "then he stuck his you know what into my you know where."
Preist: "like this?" (as he stuck his you know what into you know where)
Girl: "YES FATHER, YES FATHER, YES FATHER!!!"
Priest: (after a few minutes): "that's no reason to call him a son of a bitch."
Girl: "But father he had AIDS!"
Priest: "THAT SON OF A BITCH!!!"
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Divide Lyrics


Go!

I wanna tear a big hole in what is to be,
To end all this infatuation with unity,
I'm seeking my salvation alone again,
I never needed to be one of you anyway
Don't wanna be another player losing in this game
I'm trying to impress upon you
We're not the same!
My own individuality is so unique,
I'm one impressive mother fucker!
Now, wouldn't you say?

Break apart and,
Divide, divide, divide, divide!
You might say that I'm the last man standing now,
And though you'll try, you'll never find a way to break me!
You might say that I'm sick of being lost in the crowd,
I hear the sirens but they're never gonna take me!

I am a little more provocative then you might need,
It is your shock and then your horror on which I feed!
So can you tell me what exactly does freedom mean,
If I'm not free to be as twisted as I wanna be
Don't wanna be another player losing in this game
I'm trying to impress upon you
We're not the same!
My psychotic mentality is so unique!
I'm one agressive mother fucker!
Now, wouldn't you say?

Break apart and,
Divide, divide, divide, divide!
You might say that I'm the last man standing now,
And though you'll try, you'll never find a way to break me!
You might say that I'm sick of being lost in the crowd,
I hear the sirens but they're never gonna take me!

They won't take me

Break! Break! Break! Break!
Break apart and divide
Break! Break! Break! Break!
Break apart and divide
Break! Break! Break! Break!
Break apart and divide, and divide, and divide!
Break apart and!

Divide, divide, divide, divide!
Divide, divide, break apart and divide!

Divide, divide, divide, divide!
Divide, divide, break apart and!

Divide, divide, divide, divide!
Divide, divide, break apart and divide!

Divide, divide, divide, divide, divide!

Divide, divide, divide!


shout shout
Let it all out
These are the things I can do without
come on
I'm talking to you
so come on
{repeat}

In violent times...
You shouldn't have to sell your soul
In black and white...
They really really ought to know
(just don't know)
Those wandering minds...
Who took you for a working whore
Kiss them goodbye...
They shouldn't have to jump for joy
(jump jump jump jump jump)

You shouldn't have to shout for joy

shout shout
Let it all out
These are the things I can do without
come on
I'm talking to you
so come on


They give you life...
and in return you gave them hell
As cold as ice (not THAT you're ice ice baby)
I hope we live to tell the tale
I hope we live to shout the tale

shout shout
Let it all out
These are the things I can do without
come on
I'm talking to you
so come on


Will you never shout
HUH
I feel it buildin'
are you ever gonna let it all out
Will you never shout?
HUH
I feel it buildin'
are you ever gonna let it all out
will you never shout?
HUH
I feelit buildin'
are you ever gonna let it all out
will you never shout?
HUH
I feel it buildin'
are you ever gonna let it

And when you've taken down your guard...
If I could change your mind...
I'd really love to break your heart
(break break break break break)

I'd really love to break your heart

shout shout
Let it all out
These are the things I can do without
come on
I'm talking to you
so come on

I’d really love to
shout shout
Let it all out
These are the things I can do without
come on
I'm talking to you
so come on

(Shout)x16

Shout!

Shout!

Come on let me shout shout let me
Come on let me shout shout (shout)
Come on let me shout shout let me
Come on let me shout shout (shout)




Sober Lyrics

I don't wanna be the girl who laughs the loudest
Or the girl who never wants to be alone
I don't wanna be that call at four o'clock in the morning
'Cause I'm the only one you know in the world that won't be home

Aahh, the sun is blinding
I stayed up again
Oohh, I am finding
That's not the way I want my story to end
[Sober Lyrics On http://www.elyricsworld.com/ ]
I'm safe
Up high
Nothing can touch me
But why do I feel this party's over?
No pain
Inside
You're my protection
But how do I feel this good sober?

I don't wanna be the girl who has to feel the silence...
The quiet scares me 'cause it screams the truth
Please don't tell me that we had that conversation
When I won't remember, save your breath, 'cause what's the use?

Aahh, the night is calling
And it whispers to me softly, "come and play"
Aahh, I am falling
And if I let myself go, I'm the only one to blame

I'm safe
Up high
Nothing can touch me
But why do I feel this party's over?
No pain
Inside
You're like perfection
But how do I feel this good sober?

I'm comin' down
Comin' down
Comin' down
Spinnin' round
Spinnin' round
Spinnin' round
Looking for myself.. Sober

Comin' down
Comin' down
Comin' down
Spinnin' round
Spinnin' round
Spinnin' round
Looking for myself.. Sober

When it's good, then it's good, it's so good, 'till it goes bad
Till you're trying to find the you that you once had
I have heard myself cry
Never again
Broken down in agony
And just trying to find a friend

I'm safe
Up high
Nothing can touch me
But why do I feel this party's over?
No pain
Inside
You're like perfection
But how do I feel this good sober?

I'm safe
Up high
Nothing can touch me
But why do I feel this party's over?
No pain
Inside
You're like perfection
But how do I feel this good sober?

How do I feel this good sober?

Monster: Disturbed


End this suffering

You made a monster of me,
Through all your wicked lies,
Forever tortured by you,
Abandoned at death's door

Until I said no more,
Don't look away,
You're just a former regret of mine,
And when you want, just look away,
You're just a former regret of mine,
Erasing now

You made a rock star of me,
Gave me this wicked life,
Paid to be tortured by you,
A life I now abhor

And still I say no more
Don't look away,
You're just a former regret of mine,
And when you want, just look away,
You're just a former regret of mine,
Erasing now


Think over all of the shit in your mind,
Think over and come to grip with it,
Think over all of the shit in your little twisted sick mind,
All said


Think over all of the shit in your mind,
Think over and come to grip with it,
Think over all of the shit in your little twisted sick mind

When you want, don't look away,
You're just a former regret of mine,
And when you want, just look away,
You're just a former regret of mine,
Erasing now

You made a monster of me,
Until I said no more,
Don't look away,
You're just a former regret of mine,
Erasing now



MARE!!! TAKE ME TO THE OTHER SIDE!!!

Aerosmith The Other Side Lyrics:
Mm mm mm, mm mm mm, mm mm mm,
mm mm mm mm mm, Yeah
Come on.

[Chorus:]
Lovin' you has go to be (take me to the other side)
Like the devil and the deep blue sea
(take me to the other side)
Forget about your foolish pride (take me to the other side)
Oh take me to the other side (take me to the other side)

My mamma told me there'd be days like this
And man she wasn't foolin'
'Cause I just can't believe the way you kiss
Uh uh huh
You opened up your mouth with baited breath
You said you'd never leave me.
You love me, you hate me, I tried to take the loss
You're cryin' me a river but I got to get across

[Chorus]

I'm lookin' for another kind of love
Oh Lordy, how I need it.
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The kind that likes to leap without a shove
Oh, honey, best believe it.
To save a lot of time and foolish pride
I'll say what's on my mind, girl
You loved me, you hate me, you cut me down to size.
You blinded me with love and yeah it opened up my eyes

Lovin' you has got to be (take me to the other side)
like the devil and the deep blue sea
(take me to the other side)
My conscience got to be my guide (take me to the other side)
Oh honey take me, take, take, take, take, take

Take me to the other side
I'm lookin' for another kind of love
Oh Lordy, how I need it.
The kind that likes to leap without a shove
Honey, best you believe it.
Now I ain't one for sayin' long goodbyes.
I hope all is forgiven
You loved me, you hate me, I used to be your lover
You know you had it comin' girl so take me to the other side
Take me to the other side, take me to the other side

Lovin' you has got to be (take me to the other side)
like the devil and the deep blue sea
(take me to the other side)
My conscience got to be my guide (take me to the other side)
Oh honey take me to the other side


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