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Well, I'm 20 now. No longer a teenager. Still single. Still confused. Still lonely. Still figuring myself out. That has been the most difficult task yet. Wish me luck with it.

I'm a sophomore at NWOSU majoring in business currently. I should be able to get my associates degree by the end of next semester after I complete american government for my gen ed. I'm also still working on the typical bachelors. I plan to graduate in 4 years...so 2011 is looking good

I started truly writing sometime a couple years ago due to a heartbreaking experience which I am mostly healed from, though will always think back upon. But I do realize that it is what inspired my writing. Though some of my writing has been dark in the past, I have managed to change my attitude this year and think more positively. Now the memories will never be forgotten and I'll always have those depressing evenings, but overall I'm trying to mend my heart and my soul.

Anyone who has experienced heartache, is a caring person, or just wants to get to know me, please send me a message. I also have yahoo messenger and have a profile on OpenDiary.


I'm just here to make friends and express my feelings through my writing. I hope to expand my talent and get feedback from others to improve as much as possible.


Blessed be



Either a daughter or a sister- Full Moon Reflection is a great person who I'll stick up for and stand by any day. She has a big heart and I'm certainly glad I met her.
http://allpoetry.com/FullMoonReflection

Sister- we share a lot of common beliefs and I enjoy talking to her.
http://allpoetry.com/ChthonicRose


"I saw the storm coming when it was in your eyes"

  • Last seen on Oct 16 11:52 PM. Member since February 10, 2007.
  • I'm a pyrite eye poet for 1,050 comments.
  • My mood is , and quote is "The difference between school and life? In school, you're taught a lesson and then given a test. In life, you're given a test that teaches you a lesson. -- Tom Bodett".
  • I am a 20 year old woman from Oklahoma (United States)
  • When I'm not writing, I'm making mistakes.
  • I have 1,050 comments, 8 contests, 95 poems, 1 story

Poems I'm focused on

  • Rustling leaves ascend with ease Uncovering the hardened dirt beneath
    20 lines, 2 comments, March 19, 2008. In Regret
  • Confusion / Unable to think straight / Pain / Knowing it’s too late / Broken / Filled with self hate / Alone / Awaiting my fate / I rip mys
    45 lines, 16 comments, June 19, 2007. In Life, Pain, Personal, Loss, Regret
  • Alone in the black of night / searching for that glimpse of light / Growing cold with silent tears / Lost inside for all these years / / M
    37 lines, 14 comments, May 6, 2007. In Evanescence, Personal, Pain, Sad, Dark
  • Holding on to memories
    Melting from your smile
    109 lines, 19 comments, April 13, 2007
  • Crumbling beneath my feet
    The demon I could not defeat
    20 lines, 17 comments, February 10, 2007. In Hope, Thoughts, Life, Personal

My Poetry

1 - 4 of 95   Show all Search
  • Another drink
    another memory
    24 lines, 1 comment, April 2. In Personal, Life
  • A lonely heart lies wounded and confused
    By a glimmer of emotion previously abused
    21 lines, 3 comments, January 12. In Love, Life, Sad
  • A river of tears flood uncontrollably
    An ache of a memory stabs at my chest
    18 lines, 1 comment, December 5, 2008. In Sad, Life, Thoughts
  • Slow motion leaves trace symbols in the air
    Painted clouds form a picture with naked branches of trees
    15 lines, December 1, 2008. In Nature, Life

My Stories

Guest Book

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  • JaydensNanas : hi again on February 10
    yea i usually TRY really hard to check out other authors page and was interested in looking at yours since I crossed your path lol....i just dont get on here and or write as often as I used to but i still enjoy it alot and my writing is like an escape for me, a way to get away from it all~it's always nice for that and too sometimes i write what i dont want to tell anyone as a way to vent my feelings.....
  • JaydensNanas : Strong will.... on February 9
    your page here and your writing style reflects a great strong will of survival and recovery of a mended broken heart! Your writing is like a release of your past pain,like as you are writing you are putting it behind you and I truely believe in that! Your writing can be a way to show someone else that what you have been thru, that with your strong will, YOU are now a survivor! Keep focusing positive,as you are headed in the right direction!! Don't stop til you have reached your dreams!
  • BleedingBlackTears on October 29, 2008
    Hi i think your a very interesting person and i would very much like ton get to know you, errin
  • Aiyoris Maryian on August 5, 2007
    I haven't talked to you in so long, Shayla. I just dropped by to say, "hello".

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