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WHEN I RUN AWAY FROM YOU
- CHASE ME

WHEN I POUT MY LIPS
- KISS ME

WHEN I KICK & PUNCH
- HOLD ME TIGHT

WHEN I CALL YOU A LOSER
- JUST KNOW THAT YOUR MY LOSER

WHEN I AM SILENT
- IM THINKIN OF HOW TO SAY I LOVE YOU

WHEN I IGNORE YOU
- I WANT ALL YOUR ATTENTION

WHEN I PULL AWAY
- GRAB ME BY THE WAIST AND NEVER LET GO

WHEN YOU SEE ME AT MY WORST
- TELL ME IM BEAUTIFUL

WHEN I SCREAM AT YOU
- TELL ME YOU LOVE ME AND MEAN IT

WHEN YOU SEE ME WALKING
-SNEAK UP BEHIND ME GRAB ME BY THE WAIST AND GIVE ME A KISS

IF I DONT CALL YOU
- IM WANTING YOU TO CALL ME

WHEN IM SCARED
-HOLD ME AND TELL ME EVERYTHING WILL BE OK CAUSE I'M WITH YOU

WHEN I LOOK LIKE SOMETHINGS THE MATTER
- KISS ME AND TELL ME NOT TO WORRY

WHILE I HOLD YOUR HANDS
- PLAY WITH MY FINGERS
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Every girl dreams that one day she will find a boy that does these things for her. even the smallest action can have the BIGGEST impact in someones life.

• give her one of your tshirts to sleep in.

• leave her cute text notes.

• kiss her in front of your friends.

• trust her over everyone else.

• tell her she looks beautiful.

• look into her eyes when you talk to her.

• let her mess with your hair.

• touch her hair.

• just walk around with her.

• forgive her for her mistakes.

• look at her like she`s the only girl you see.

• hold her hand when you`re around your friends.

• when she starts swearing at you, tell her you love her.

• let her fall asleep in your arms.

• get her mad, then kiss her.

• tease her and let her tease you back.

• stay up all night with her when she`s sick.

• watch her favorite movie with her.

• kiss her forehead.

• write her letters.

• let her wear your clothes.

• when she`s sad, hang out with her.

• let her know she`s important.

• let her take all the photos she wants of you.

• kiss her in the pouring rain.

• when you fall in love with her, tell her.

• and when you tell her, love her like you`ve never loved someone before.
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Girl Facts:

When a girl bumps into your arm while walking with you she wants you to hold her hand

When she wants a hug she will just stand there

When u break a girls heart she still feels it when u run into each other 3 years later

When a girl is quiet, millions of things are running through her mind

When a girl is not arguing, she is thinking deeply

When a girl looks at you with eyes full of questions, she is wondering how long you will be around

When a girl answers, "I'm fine," after a few seconds, she is not at all fine

When a girl stares at you, she is wondering why you are playing games

When a girl lays her head on your chest, she is wishing for you to be hers forever

When a girl says she can't live without you, she has made up her mind that you are her future

When a girl says, "I miss you," no one in this world can miss you more than that

When a girl is mean to you after a break-up she wants you back, but shes scared she'll get hurt and knows you're gone forever
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Guy Facts:

When a guy calls you, he wants to be with you

When a guy is quiet, He's listening to you...

When a guy is not arguing, He realizes he's wrong

When a guy says, "I'm fine." after a few minutes he means it

When a guy stares at you, he wishes you would care about him and wonders if you do

When your laying your head on a guy's chest, he has the world

When a guy calls/texts/comments you everyday, he is in love

When a (good) guy tells you he loves you, he means it

When a guy says he can't live without you, he's with you til you're done

When a guy says, "I miss you," he misses you more than you could have ever missed him or anything else
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my fav poem by emily dickonson

He fumbles at your spirit
As players at the keys
Before they drop full music on;
He stuns you by degrees,

Prepares your brittle substance
For the ethereal blow,
By fainter hammers, further heard,
Then nearer, then so slow

Your breath has time to straighten,
Your brain to bubble cool, --
Deals one imperial thunderbolt
That scalps your naked soul.

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My name is Chris

I am three,

My eyes are swollen

I cannot see,

I must be stupid

I must be bad,

What else could have made

My daddy so mad?

I wish I were better

I wish I werent ugly,

Then maybe my mommy

Would still want to hug me.

I cant do a wrong

I cant speak at all

Or else im locked up

All day long.

When im awake im all alone

The house is dark

My folks arent home

When my mommy does come home

I'll try and be nice,

So maybe ill just get

One whipping tonight.

I just heard a car

My daddy is back

From Chariles bar.

I hear him curse

My name is called

I press myself

Against the wall

I try to hide

From his evil eyes

Im so afraid now

I starting to cry

He finds me weeping

Calls me ugly words,

He says its my fault

He suffers at work.

He slaps and hits me

And yells at me more,

I finally get free

And run to the door

Hes already locked it

And i start to bawl,

He takes me and throws me

Against the hard wall

I fall to the floor

With my bones nearly broken,

And my daddy continues

With more bad words spoken,

"Im sorry!", I scream

But its now much to late

His face has been twisted

Into a unimaginable shape

The hurt and the pain

Again and again

O please God, have mercy!

O please let it end!

And he finally stops

And heads for the door

While i lay there motionless

Brawled on the floor

My name is Chris

I am three,

Tonight my daddy

Murdered me

And you can help

Sickens me top the soul,

And if you read this

and dont pass it on

I pray for your forgivness

Because you would have to be

One heartless person

To not be effected

By this Poem

And because u r effected,

Do something about it!

So all i ask you to do

Is pass this on!

IF YOU ARE AGAINST CHILD ABUSE!



He brushed his teeth just like he'd been told.

He rushed to the door & grabbed his books.
around & around he then looks.

From the second he reaches the bus the names start to be called.
They made fun of his clothes & the book-bag he hauled.

The boy never really fit in school.
Being smart just didn't make you cool.

I remember one day i saw him drentched in mustard.
kids were throwing pizza & school custard.

Then one girl poored milk over his head.
he walked to the office wishing to be dead.

& the girl he liked had no heart at all.
He gave her a flower & told her to call.

she took the flower & threw it in the trash can.
& told him she'd never date such an ugly man.

so that night he said good night to his mother.
kissed his dad & tucked in his little brother.

He put on his shoes & walked through the night.
until his middle school crept into sight.

he grabbed onto the rope he said his goodbye.
for then he decided he wanted to die.

so he took a step & down he fell.
he hung there right infront of his own hell.

"Jon Gettle hung himself in front of his middle school in Illinois at midnight. He left a note. it stated: "Bullying is a problem"


'BULLYING IS A PROBLEM' DONT CHANGE IT BECASUE WERE TRYING TO GET THE MESSAGE ACROSS. AND NEXT TIME YOU THINK OH IM GONNA PICK ON THAT PERSON ITS NOT COOL OR SMART ITS DUMB BECASUE YOUR NOT THINKIN OF THE CONCEQUENCES AND IF SOMETHING BAD HAPPENS IT WILL BE ON YOUR CONCIENCE