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*(Love Notes and Razorblades)*
lost and dying without a cause

I am the lost, fighting with no cause
no cause that is, of my own
suffering, dying simply because
knowing that as I die, I die alone
yet fighting for people who arn't my own
never remembering which people are mine
having no people to remember, I fight alone
ever I walk life's narrow line

living and fighting this war I am losing
fighting, dying on a path of my own choosing
so ever I wander, forsaking everything
ignoring the voices of children as they sing
not willing to recall the memories they bring

ever I fight and die for the children who sing
avenging and repaying the one's I've lost
I continue to fight though I'm left with nothing
ever I will fight for these children despite the cost
the cost of my life and the lives of my family
defending these children as my own
until I am reunited with mine in deaths finality
ever fighting I live alone

I am the lost with no cause
ever fighting for others
nothing left but blood and guaze
these children and their mothers
always remembering the lost of my own
I am the lost without a cause
ever fighting I die alone
-lost with no cause

I've Decided that I have the best ap sister...EVER!!!!!...and she listens to my little (bedtime stories aka. stories of my friends and I doing some slightly stupid stuff lol)

um...I like to write but I kinda suck, I mostly write about love, loss, pain, fear, death, and Wandering
I write about wandering because all my life I have pretty much been wandering from place to place never trying to excel, just getting by

better poets than me
Mdeeterz
lilmisslooser
asmile2cvrthetears
neededandloved

I really got into poetry when I read the Road Not Taken By Robert Frost

Two roads diverged in a yellow wood,
And sorry I could not travel both
And be one traveler, long I stood
And looked down one as far as I could
To where it bent in the undergrowth.

Then took the other, as just as fair,
And having perhaps the better claim,
Because it was grassy and wanted wear;
Though as for that the passing there
Had worn them really about the same.

And both that morning equally lay
In leaves no step had trodden black.
Oh, I kept the first for another day!
Yet knowing how way leads on to way,
I doubted if I should ever come back.

I shall be telling this with a sigh
Somewhere ages and ages hence:
Two roads diverged in a wood, and I--
I took the one less traveled by,
And that has made all the difference.

hope it touches you like it touched me
to put it short...no one knows or cares about me I simply wander through life
I feel that I have no reason for me to be here, except to be there for my friends

Give me the serenity to accept the things I can't control
give me the strength to change the ones I can
and give me the wisdom to know the difference
-serenity prayer



a good friend will bail you out of jail, a best friend will be in there right next to you goin that was freakin awesome
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"that's the best part of being dead, you run any risk you like"
-Guy Montag
a good friend will at least keep a secret, a best friend will help you hide the body
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a friend is someone who stabs you in the front
-?


hehe I like roses lol


My AP family (if you wanna join...message me and I'll add you)
significant other's
asmile2cvrthetears
neededandloved
Lilmisslooser
beautifuldisgrace69
my siblings
brothers
Forlorn Sorrows
sisters
kissjess
xvampirexfareiex
joybug
xxDarkDeathxx
buckskinprincess
unknowncrimsonangel
my parents
mom(s)
faithfuldreamer
alovingheart
takayuki
kitty
animesdarkgoddess
I still need more people in my family so...message me (or enter my contest) and tell me what part of my ap family you wanna be...and no matter what, you'll get the spot you want...so don't think that just because I already have one of somthing that you can't be that too



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a better rose to all those who have put up with my shit over the years...and to everyone else

and if you seriously took the time to read this entire page, you have a much longer attention span and much more time than I do...so here's your prize

and remember DEATH IS A PART OF LIVING!!!!!, NO ONE SHOULD EVER BE IMMORTAL FOR IT DISRUPTS THE FUNDAMENTAL BALANCE OF THE WORLD!!!

David O. 1984-2004...you were the best older brother anyone could ask for...rest in peace knowing I havn't forgotten you

David S. December 21, 1990-Jan 2 2006...you were my brother in every way save for in blood, you were the one who made my life worth living these last eleven years, you always knew when somthing was wrong, even when I was smiling and you never failed to put a smile on my face and for that I thank you, now that you're gone, the world has lost someone truly special, fresh in my memory til the day I die...I'm just sorry I couldn't be there when you needed me most...Rest in peace knowing I haven't forgotten you or the times we had

to you my friend
my love to the end
I am ever with you
still I continue
remembering the times we had
both times good and times bad
yet through it all you stayed
on the path from which I've strayed
my love to the end
to my best friend
goodbye David
lost but not forgotten
mires a la calle en frente por que un dia estaremos unidades
(look to the road ahead because one day we will be reunited)
no olvides los amigos que tiene aqui por que no te olvidamos
(don't forget your friends here because we haven't forgotten you)
to David S. lost but never forgotten

to all the other friends I've lost over the years, you haven't been forgotten

Rise Against "give it all"

Break through the undertow, your hands I can't seem to find,
pollution burns my tongue, cough words I can't speak so I

stop my struggling, then I float to the surface,
fill my lungs with air, then let it out

I give it all, now there's a reason why I sing,
So give it all, and it's these reasons that belong to me

Rock bottoms where we live, and still we dig these trenches,
to bury ourselves in them, backs breaking under tension

For far too long these voices, muffled by distances,
it's time to come to our senses, up from the dirt

We give it all, now there's a reason why I sing,
So give it all, and it's these reasons that belong to me

Breathe (breathe), the air we give (give), the life we live (live), our pulses racing distances,
(breathe) so wet my tongue (give), break into song (live), through seas of competition

So please believe your eyes, a sacrifice,
is not what we had in our minds,
I'm coming home tonight, home tonight

We give it all, now there's a reason why I sing,
So give it all, and it's these reasons that belong to me

Today I offer all myself to this I'm living for my dying wish,
I give it all, now there's a reason, there's a reason, to give it all
"give it all"-Rise Against


I met a girl who hated the world, she used her body to sell her soul
Everytime they'd break her and pay, tear out her heart and leave her in pain
I never found out how she survived all of the sadness she kept inside
I never found out how she could lie with a smile on her face
and the scratches she'd hide

Chorus:
You could love her if you paid, you could have her everyday
You could love her if you prayed, you could have her every way

Down on her knees she bled on the floor, this hopeless life she wanted no more
Dead in her mind and cold to the bone, she opened her eyes and saw she was alone
She never found out how much I tried, all of the sadness she kept made me blind
She never found out how much I cried, the rope so tight on the night that she died

Chorus:
You could love her if you paid, you could have her everyday
You could love her if you prayed, you could have her every way

I never found out how she survived, a life lived in lies is a life of denial
I never found out how she could lie, with a smile on her face and the darkness inside

Chorus(2x):
You could love her if you paid, you could have her everyday
You could love her if you prayed, you could have her every way

"love her"-seether