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In three words, I can sum up everything that I've
learnt about life: It. goes. on.


I love you, and I probably always will, but we go days without having a
meaningful conversation and I used to miss you so much when that would
happen but it never seemed like you missed me. I guess because of it,
I stopped missing you.
&
Although you may not love me,
although you may not care,
if you ever really need me,
you’ll know that I’ll be there.
Your love may be taken, your heart may not be free,
but when your heart is broken, you can always lean on me.
I’ll never stop loving you, I know because I’ve tried.
All the oceans in the world can’t hold the tears I’ve cried.
&
It's not until months later, looking back, that you realize how much better you could've done. And it won't be until months from now that you really do let go and you finally give another guy a chance, but until then, here you are: stuck in the past, wishing it was the present.
&
Once upon a time, we really loved each other, but as time went by, there just got to be all these things, little things, stupid things, that were left unsaid. And all these things were left unsaid piled up, like the clutter in our storage room. And after awhile, there was so much that was left unsaid, that we barely said anything at all.
&
So I sit and wait and wonder, "Does anyone else feel like me?"
I'm so over-dosed on apathy and burnt out on sympathy.


Okay. A friend said this to me recently (He asked me not to say his name):
"Sometimes there are things in our life that aren't meant
to stay. Sometimes change may not be what we want
but it's what we really need. And sometimes saying
goodbye is the hardest thing you think you'll ever have
to do. But sometimes, it's saying 'hello' again that breaks
you down and makes you the most vulnerable person
you'll ever know. Sometimes change is too much to
bear. But most of the time, change is the only thing saving your life.
Maybe he's gone and maybe he will love again
And you'll be happy he does.
You'll be happy change saved you."

Those are the words that get me through the day now.

Uncle Rob... I'll miss you but maybe you knew that you were good to me. That you were someone I admired and I still would. You let yourself go and I should have tried harder to get you back into rehab but you're gone now. I love you Uncle Robert. Rest in peace...♥



Okay. That's it for now.