••Schism By TOOL••
I know the pieces fit cuz I watched them fall away
Mildewed and smoldering. Fundamental differing.
Pure intention juxtaposed will set two lovers souls in motion
Disintegrating as it goes testing our communication
The light that fueled our fire then has burned a hole between us so
We cannot see to reach an end crippling our communication.
I know the pieces fit cuz I watched them tumble down
No fault, none to blame it doesn't mean I don't desire to
Point the finger, blame the other, watch the temple topple over.
To bring the pieces back together, rediscover communication
The poetry that comes from the squaring off between,
And the circling is worth it.
Finding beauty in the dissonance.
There was a time that the pieces fit, but I watched them fall away.
Mildewed and smoldering, strangled by our coveting
I've done the math enough to know the dangers of our second guessing
Doomed to crumble unless we grow, and strengthen our communication.
Cold silence has a tendency to atrophy any
Sense of compassion
Between supposed lovers
Between Supposed brothers
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My name is Missy Lee. I'm crazy and all my friends know it. I'm myself, what can I say?
I'm different. Label me as you wish, but I am just a girl, in depression, trying to make it through life. I dress in all black(most of the time) and I used to cut. And I'm turning Wiccan. If you must know. I wear heavy eyeliner and I listen to hard rock and metal.
I love my music, it is my life. Some of my favorite bands are:
•Tool
•Mudvayne
•Slipknot
•Korn
•Staind
•A Perfect Circle
•HIM
•System Of A Down
•Darkane
•The Acceptance
•The Explosion
•Crossfade
•Children Of Bodom
•Cradle Of Filth
•Marilyn Manson
•AC/DC
•Murderdolls
•ICP
•Twiztid
•Black Sabbath
•Ozzy
•Guns 'N' Roses
•Disturbed
•Drowning Pool
•Life of Agony
•Dark New Day
•Para•dim
•Nine Inch Nails
•Danko Jones
•Shinedown
•Slayer
•Linkin Park
•CKY
• and a lot more. I just can't think right now.
I don't like the sun. I don't like the beach. I hate sand. I hate being in a lieing relationship. I hate my parents. I hate living here. But I am happy with where I stand, alone.
Fxck it all, Fxck this world, Fxck everything that you stand for, Don't belong, Don't exist, Don't give a shxt, Don't ever judge me!- Slipknot
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
•§•**Lyrics**•§•
••Could It Be-Staind••
Well I don't know what to say
Because there's truth to what you say
I know it kills you I'm this way
There's something different every day
[chorus]
Could it be that I never had the chance to grow inside?
Could it be that sometimes I say things just to disagree?
Could it be that I'm only being me?
Not easy living in my mind
A little peace is hard to find
My every thought is undermined
By all the history inside
Could it be that I never had the chance to grow inside?
Could it be that sometimes I say things just to disagree?
Could it be that I'm only being me?
[bridge]
I know I hear the words you said
Over and over again
I just can't get them through my head
There's just too many voices
Must be like living with the dead
Waiting for me to begin
To do the things I have said
And for this I'm sorry
So there's some truth to what you say
Could it be that I never had the chance to grow inside?
Could it be that sometimes I say things just to disagree?
Could it be that I'm only being me?
••Right Here by Staind••
I know I've been mistaken
But just give me a break and see the changes that I've made
I've got some imperfections
But how can you collect them all and throw them in my face
But you always find a way to keep me right here waiting
You always find the words to say to keep me right here waiting
And if you chose to walk away I'd still be right here waiting
Searching for the things to say to keep you right here waiting
I hope you're not intending
To be so condescending it's as much as i can take
and you're so independent
you just refuse to bend so I keep bending till I break
But you always find a way to keep me right here waiting
You always find the words to say to keep me right here waiting
And if you chose to walk away I'd still be right here waiting
Searching for the things to say to keep you right here waiting
I've made a commitment
I'm willing to bleed for you
I needed fulfillment
I found what I need in you
Why can't you just forgive me
I don't want to relive all the mistakes I've made along the way
But I always find a way to keep you right here waiting
I always find the words to say to keep you right here waiting
But you always find a way
To keep me right here waiting
You always find the words to say to keep me right here waiting
And if I chose to walk away would you be right here waiting
Searching for the things to say to keep me right here waiting
••Epiphany by Staind••
Your words to me just a whisper
Your faces so unclear
I try to pay attention
Your words just disappear
'Cause its always raining in my head
Forget all the things I should have said
So I speak to you in riddles because
My words get in my way. I smoke the
whole thing to my head and feel it
wash away 'cause i can't take anymore
of this, I want to come apart.
or dig myself a little hole inside
your precious heart
'Cause its always raining in my head
Forget all the things I should have said
I am nothing more than a little boy inside
That cries out for attention
though I always try to hide
'Cause I talk to you like children,
Though I don't know how I feel
But I know I'll do the right thing
If the right thing is revealed
'Cause its always raining in my head
Forget all the things I should have said
••You Lied by TOOL••
Setting sun can't shine, now you're gone
Inside sleeping, my heart beating
You know that you tried to hide it
Couldn't you have said what you meant? Oh...
Time heals, time congeals around us
Endless hours of wasted moments
Understanding, not demanding
Your eyes tell what you feel inside
Setting sun can't shine, now you're gone
Inside sleeping, my heart beating
You know that you tried to hide it
Shouldn't you have said what you meant?
YOU LIED!
••Vermilion Pt.2 by Slipknot••
She seen trust in all of me, stretched across my shame.
All the torment and the pain
Leaked through the cover in me
Id do anything ever to myself
Just to have her for myself
Now I dont know what to do, I dont know what to do when she makes me sane.
She is everything to me
The unaquited dream
A song that no one sings
The unobtainable, Shes a myth that I have to believe in
All I need to make it real is one more reason
I dont know what to do, I dont know what to do when she makes me sane.
But I wont let this build up inside of me
I wont let this build up inside of me
I wont let this build up inside of me
I wont let this build up inside of me
A catch in my throat
Choke, dawn into pieces I wont
No, I dont want to be this
But I wont let this build up inside of me
I wont let this build up inside of me
I wont let this build up inside of me
I wont let this build up inside of me
She isnt real
I can make her real
She isnt real
I can make her real
••Wait and Bleed by Slipknot••
I've felt the air rise up in me...
Kneel down and clear the stone of leaves...
I wonder out where you can't see...
Inside my shell, I wait and bleed...
I've felt the air rise up in me...
Kneel down and clear the stone of leaves...
I wonder out where you can't see...
Inside my shell, I wait and bleed...
Goodbye!
I wipe it off on tile, the light is brighter this time
Everything is 3D blasphemy
My eyes are red and gold, the hair is standing straight up
This is not the way I pictured me
I can't control my shakes
How the hell did I get here?
Something about this, so very wrong...
I have to laugh out loud, I wish I didn't like this
Is it a dream or a memory?
I've felt the air rise up in me...
Kneel down and clear the stone of leaves...
I wonder out where you can't see...
Inside my shell, I wait and bleed...
Get outta my head cuz I don't need this
Why I didn't I see this?
I'm a victim - Manchurian candidate
I-have-sinned-by-just
Makin' my mind up and takin' your breath away
I've felt the air rise up in me...
Kneel down and clear the stone of leaves...
I wonder out where you can't see...
Inside my shell, I wait and bleed...
Goodbye!
You haven't learned a thing
I haven't changed a thing
My flesh was in my bones
The pain was always free
I've felt the air rise up in me...
Kneel down and clear the stone of leaves...
I wonder out where you can't see...
Inside my shell, I wait and bleed...
And it waits for you!
••Danger, Keep Away by Slipknot••
We too feel alone
That place in my mind
Is that space that you call mine
That place in my mind
Is that space that you call mine
Therever been all the time
Lost enslaved fatal decline
I've been waiting for this too fool (Good)
The pieces are only as good as the whole
Severed with self from my all a lie
Cut out the only thing that was right
What If I never saw you again
I'd die right next to you in the end
That place in my mind
Is that space that you call mine
That place in my mind
Is that space that you call mine
I wouldn't let you walk away
Without hearing what I have to say
Without hearing what I have to say
Without hearing what I have to say
••Only One by Slipknot••
Pain - made to order
I'm not the second coming, I'm the first wave
Better get an army, cuz the fire left me unscathed
You betcha bottom dollar I'm the top of the shit pile
So stick around cuz I'll get to you in just a few
Step off the achtung, get back or get stung
Idiotic sense of yourself, are you that dumb?
Entire legion of me, totalitarian
The one and only muthafucka, top of the world man
Cuz I can't stand it, planned it, gonna crash land it
In other words, consider me branded
Another version of me, another version of you
Both barrels - what you gonna do?
All I hear is human noise
You made your own fuckin' choice
I belong to only me
Silence for my revelry
I can over die over time
Filthy hands, stay away from mine
Every reason is a right to hate
Painful clutch - death is fine, gimme mine
Only one of us walks away
Somebody explain this
You don't care cuz you don't exist
What the fuck is this another joke?
Reckoning!
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Do as you wish, later people, I love you all!
-Missy Lee-
I know the pieces fit cuz I watched them fall away
Mildewed and smoldering. Fundamental differing.
Pure intention juxtaposed will set two lovers souls in motion
Disintegrating as it goes testing our communication
The light that fueled our fire then has burned a hole between us so
We cannot see to reach an end crippling our communication.
I know the pieces fit cuz I watched them tumble down
No fault, none to blame it doesn't mean I don't desire to
Point the finger, blame the other, watch the temple topple over.
To bring the pieces back together, rediscover communication
The poetry that comes from the squaring off between,
And the circling is worth it.
Finding beauty in the dissonance.
There was a time that the pieces fit, but I watched them fall away.
Mildewed and smoldering, strangled by our coveting
I've done the math enough to know the dangers of our second guessing
Doomed to crumble unless we grow, and strengthen our communication.
Cold silence has a tendency to atrophy any
Sense of compassion
Between supposed lovers
Between Supposed brothers
§§§§§§§§§§§§§§§§§§§§§§§§§§§§§§§§§§§§§§§§§§§§§§§§§§§§§§§§§§§§§§§§§§§§§§§§
My name is Missy Lee. I'm crazy and all my friends know it. I'm myself, what can I say?
I'm different. Label me as you wish, but I am just a girl, in depression, trying to make it through life. I dress in all black(most of the time) and I used to cut. And I'm turning Wiccan. If you must know. I wear heavy eyeliner and I listen to hard rock and metal.
I love my music, it is my life. Some of my favorite bands are:
•Tool
•Mudvayne
•Slipknot
•Korn
•Staind
•A Perfect Circle
•HIM
•System Of A Down
•Darkane
•The Acceptance
•The Explosion
•Crossfade
•Children Of Bodom
•Cradle Of Filth
•Marilyn Manson
•AC/DC
•Murderdolls
•ICP
•Twiztid
•Black Sabbath
•Ozzy
•Guns 'N' Roses
•Disturbed
•Drowning Pool
•Life of Agony
•Dark New Day
•Para•dim
•Nine Inch Nails
•Danko Jones
•Shinedown
•Slayer
•Linkin Park
•CKY
• and a lot more. I just can't think right now.
I don't like the sun. I don't like the beach. I hate sand. I hate being in a lieing relationship. I hate my parents. I hate living here. But I am happy with where I stand, alone.
Fxck it all, Fxck this world, Fxck everything that you stand for, Don't belong, Don't exist, Don't give a shxt, Don't ever judge me!- Slipknot
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
•§•**Lyrics**•§•
••Could It Be-Staind••
Well I don't know what to say
Because there's truth to what you say
I know it kills you I'm this way
There's something different every day
[chorus]
Could it be that I never had the chance to grow inside?
Could it be that sometimes I say things just to disagree?
Could it be that I'm only being me?
Not easy living in my mind
A little peace is hard to find
My every thought is undermined
By all the history inside
Could it be that I never had the chance to grow inside?
Could it be that sometimes I say things just to disagree?
Could it be that I'm only being me?
[bridge]
I know I hear the words you said
Over and over again
I just can't get them through my head
There's just too many voices
Must be like living with the dead
Waiting for me to begin
To do the things I have said
And for this I'm sorry
So there's some truth to what you say
Could it be that I never had the chance to grow inside?
Could it be that sometimes I say things just to disagree?
Could it be that I'm only being me?
••Right Here by Staind••
I know I've been mistaken
But just give me a break and see the changes that I've made
I've got some imperfections
But how can you collect them all and throw them in my face
But you always find a way to keep me right here waiting
You always find the words to say to keep me right here waiting
And if you chose to walk away I'd still be right here waiting
Searching for the things to say to keep you right here waiting
I hope you're not intending
To be so condescending it's as much as i can take
and you're so independent
you just refuse to bend so I keep bending till I break
But you always find a way to keep me right here waiting
You always find the words to say to keep me right here waiting
And if you chose to walk away I'd still be right here waiting
Searching for the things to say to keep you right here waiting
I've made a commitment
I'm willing to bleed for you
I needed fulfillment
I found what I need in you
Why can't you just forgive me
I don't want to relive all the mistakes I've made along the way
But I always find a way to keep you right here waiting
I always find the words to say to keep you right here waiting
But you always find a way
To keep me right here waiting
You always find the words to say to keep me right here waiting
And if I chose to walk away would you be right here waiting
Searching for the things to say to keep me right here waiting
••Epiphany by Staind••
Your words to me just a whisper
Your faces so unclear
I try to pay attention
Your words just disappear
'Cause its always raining in my head
Forget all the things I should have said
So I speak to you in riddles because
My words get in my way. I smoke the
whole thing to my head and feel it
wash away 'cause i can't take anymore
of this, I want to come apart.
or dig myself a little hole inside
your precious heart
'Cause its always raining in my head
Forget all the things I should have said
I am nothing more than a little boy inside
That cries out for attention
though I always try to hide
'Cause I talk to you like children,
Though I don't know how I feel
But I know I'll do the right thing
If the right thing is revealed
'Cause its always raining in my head
Forget all the things I should have said
••You Lied by TOOL••
Setting sun can't shine, now you're gone
Inside sleeping, my heart beating
You know that you tried to hide it
Couldn't you have said what you meant? Oh...
Time heals, time congeals around us
Endless hours of wasted moments
Understanding, not demanding
Your eyes tell what you feel inside
Setting sun can't shine, now you're gone
Inside sleeping, my heart beating
You know that you tried to hide it
Shouldn't you have said what you meant?
YOU LIED!
••Vermilion Pt.2 by Slipknot••
She seen trust in all of me, stretched across my shame.
All the torment and the pain
Leaked through the cover in me
Id do anything ever to myself
Just to have her for myself
Now I dont know what to do, I dont know what to do when she makes me sane.
She is everything to me
The unaquited dream
A song that no one sings
The unobtainable, Shes a myth that I have to believe in
All I need to make it real is one more reason
I dont know what to do, I dont know what to do when she makes me sane.
But I wont let this build up inside of me
I wont let this build up inside of me
I wont let this build up inside of me
I wont let this build up inside of me
A catch in my throat
Choke, dawn into pieces I wont
No, I dont want to be this
But I wont let this build up inside of me
I wont let this build up inside of me
I wont let this build up inside of me
I wont let this build up inside of me
She isnt real
I can make her real
She isnt real
I can make her real
••Wait and Bleed by Slipknot••
I've felt the air rise up in me...
Kneel down and clear the stone of leaves...
I wonder out where you can't see...
Inside my shell, I wait and bleed...
I've felt the air rise up in me...
Kneel down and clear the stone of leaves...
I wonder out where you can't see...
Inside my shell, I wait and bleed...
Goodbye!
I wipe it off on tile, the light is brighter this time
Everything is 3D blasphemy
My eyes are red and gold, the hair is standing straight up
This is not the way I pictured me
I can't control my shakes
How the hell did I get here?
Something about this, so very wrong...
I have to laugh out loud, I wish I didn't like this
Is it a dream or a memory?
I've felt the air rise up in me...
Kneel down and clear the stone of leaves...
I wonder out where you can't see...
Inside my shell, I wait and bleed...
Get outta my head cuz I don't need this
Why I didn't I see this?
I'm a victim - Manchurian candidate
I-have-sinned-by-just
Makin' my mind up and takin' your breath away
I've felt the air rise up in me...
Kneel down and clear the stone of leaves...
I wonder out where you can't see...
Inside my shell, I wait and bleed...
Goodbye!
You haven't learned a thing
I haven't changed a thing
My flesh was in my bones
The pain was always free
I've felt the air rise up in me...
Kneel down and clear the stone of leaves...
I wonder out where you can't see...
Inside my shell, I wait and bleed...
And it waits for you!
••Danger, Keep Away by Slipknot••
We too feel alone
That place in my mind
Is that space that you call mine
That place in my mind
Is that space that you call mine
Therever been all the time
Lost enslaved fatal decline
I've been waiting for this too fool (Good)
The pieces are only as good as the whole
Severed with self from my all a lie
Cut out the only thing that was right
What If I never saw you again
I'd die right next to you in the end
That place in my mind
Is that space that you call mine
That place in my mind
Is that space that you call mine
I wouldn't let you walk away
Without hearing what I have to say
Without hearing what I have to say
Without hearing what I have to say
••Only One by Slipknot••
Pain - made to order
I'm not the second coming, I'm the first wave
Better get an army, cuz the fire left me unscathed
You betcha bottom dollar I'm the top of the shit pile
So stick around cuz I'll get to you in just a few
Step off the achtung, get back or get stung
Idiotic sense of yourself, are you that dumb?
Entire legion of me, totalitarian
The one and only muthafucka, top of the world man
Cuz I can't stand it, planned it, gonna crash land it
In other words, consider me branded
Another version of me, another version of you
Both barrels - what you gonna do?
All I hear is human noise
You made your own fuckin' choice
I belong to only me
Silence for my revelry
I can over die over time
Filthy hands, stay away from mine
Every reason is a right to hate
Painful clutch - death is fine, gimme mine
Only one of us walks away
Somebody explain this
You don't care cuz you don't exist
What the fuck is this another joke?
Reckoning!
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Do as you wish, later people, I love you all!
-Missy Lee-
- Last seen on Apr 23 1:42 AM 2006. Member since February 3, 2005.
- I'm a citrine experience poet for 168 comments.
- My mood is , and quote is "Do You Love Me? Do You Dream Of Me?".
- I am a girl (United States)
- When I'm not writing, I'm a Student.
- I have 168 comments, 61 poems, 7 stories
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AzureBlue on September 29, 2005Hi! I invite you to join my group, ALL METAL!!!
Just click on allpoetry.com/Poem/828761 to find out how to join.
Let me know if you have any trouble with it...
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Tool-Schism on July 6, 2005Lmfao, is it bad that I just now found your comment? lmfao.. Yes I did have fun getting shit faced! lmao.. I was wasted outta my mind man, lol... Later! I love you!!!
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Tool-Schism on June 27, 2005Lol, no problem. I love Slipknot and Mudvayne and stuff like that. I love heavy metal and hard rock and stuff, lol. But sure, do you have Aol or AIM?
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FallenAngel19 on June 27, 2005Aw thanks for the comment. Definately could use some friends on here and you seem cool. I never thought of parapsychology but it sounds like it would be fun..maybe a lil spooky at first for me though. What bands do we have in common? Is there any other way we could chat besides here?
