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MUSIC IS POETRY EMPAHSISED WITH NOTES AND BEATS...

My poetry is usually dark and intense. I like to sit and watch people (not stalk) but observe and put down in words what i believe they are thinking or going through. I love to listen to people for ideas but i NEVER reveal them or their private secrets. I write because it's what makes me feel better...it takes me away from my pain and i can release the screaming inside...I write because it's what i do best and it's who i am....
 Music and writing is my life! without music i would die because the lyrics and beats give me inspiration and keep me alive. I love anything that has a meaning. I love to preform! Anything from acting, dancing, or singing. I have a dream to one day be on Broadway...but it's very far-fetched. I love to express myself through these ways and by writing or singing or dancing or acting i can express myself and get away. I can escape my problems...escape the world...
REMEMBER: "It's NOT Paranoia IF there ARE people out to get you."
                           
I have decided recently that people who bring me down can leave my life.
I straight up tell people what i think of them and i stand up for what i believe. I NEVER let anyone walk all over me!
I have an opinion on EVERYTHING and i love stating it. I am open minded to EVERYTHING and any thought or opinion someone else has i respect.
I don't believe in love. It's nonexsistent in my eyes. Sad, i know but trust me i have my reasons!
My worst critic is myself... i am beyond hard on myself, i judge everything i do and i put myself down when i make a mistake... Not healthy right? please i've heard it all before... you shouldn't be so hard on yourself... Your a wonderful person... Blah Blah I can't help it OK? I wish i would stop... but i also wish people would leave me alone and let me figure it all out for myself...
Father, not one of my most favorite words... words that come to mind are pain and hurt and abandonness, oh AND BASTARD. ~Breathe~ LONG STORY... i write to get over it.  
I have been hurt by many people but i try not to hide who i am from the world. It is hard to get me to open up to someone and take my walls down. But i am working on taking the mask off. I am trying to learn to trust more people but others make it hard for me to complete that task. I dont get close to people very often cuz i just believe that they will turn their backs on me, leave me, hurt me, and i dont want to go through that all the time...sometimes i think people just suck and i shut myself in away from the rest of the world.

You would catch me in a group of guys is you ever met me. I hang with the boys because girls are TOO dramatic! All they want to do is fight; so i am one of the many girls who isn't afraid to sit with the guys before i would sit with even one girl. I cherish my friends, the ones who won't back stab me anyways! I do give credit to my girls tho... Charlotte, Allie, Laurie,  Brynn, Ariel, Kelly! And my Music Theater Babes: Sarah, Katie, Missy, Jessica. Ya'll mean the world to me and I will be forever grateful for what you guys have done for me!! I love yous and I thank all of you for being in my life!!! Love ya b**hes! MWAH!!!!!
 
 But i must give a SPECIAL THANXS to BRYNN!! for putting up with me and just being there for me when i needed you the most!!! You have been my shoulder to cry on and the one person i know i can rely on!! you helped to show me that it's ok to open up and talk to people and that it actually makes you feel better! You have taught me so much and girl I have got to say... YOU HAVE BALLS!! You are not afraid to take chances and that's the thing i LOVE about you!!!

 And to all my boys they know who they are, LOVE ya too! Special thanx to Sean (my irish hunk!!) Love ya, Eric, Nick, Miles, Corey, Curtis, Ben, Tucker, Tom, Daniel, Nick A., Jake, Michael REED!, AND CHRIS... I love you guys the mostest!  And Miles im working on finding that magnifing glass! lol love ya dude! Thanx for having my back whenever i needed yous!

And a SPECIAL SALUTE to CHRIS!! I love him for EVERYTING BUT ESPECIALLY for putting up with me!!! You know the way to my heart and you will ALWAYS have a special place there!! GOOD LUCK in the Air Force and BE CAREFUL!!! I know you are already gone but I know i speak from my heart and I know you will hear me!!! Friends Forever plus one!!
 UPDATE: My best friend, Chris recently contacted me and told me he was graduating from Bootcamp at the TOP of his Class out of thousands of others!!! *applause* I am SOOOOOO PROUD of you baby!! CONGRATS and good luck with the rest of your journey!!!! XOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOOXOXOXOXOXOXOX

Oh ya, THANX to MATTHEW B. for showing me this site! Appreciate Baby! LUV YA!!!
                      and to all!
 
"Sartre said that the only real moral decision a man makes is whether or not to commit suicide." (idk who Sartre is but i liked this saying!)*shrug*
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"Poetry is more fundamental than written language.... It is one of the characteristics that defines us as human.... Where there are people, there is speech; where there is speech, there is poetry."
—Judson Jerome, The Poet's Handbook
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Most of all i love to write poetry because it helps to get me away from my pain and craziness. I love when people critize what i have written, good or bad, it makes me feel like at least someone cared enough to read and respond! I write mostly dark, intense poetry. I use to NOT believe in love but one special person has changed that...Sean I love you and you MUST be some kind of miracle worker to be able to be the only person to change my mind about love!!! But i do have a few uplifting poems and erotica. And yes, i even manage to write one or two lovey-dovey poem! Neways, i love my poems to be full of emotions and i love to write so that i put the reader in my shoes, and help them to understand the situation better. i like to make them feel something when reading my poetry. I believe that you should NOT just read a poem but FEEL the poem!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! SO ENJOY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
                   

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