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People and your damn judgements... screw off.. fall of the face of the earth.. I hate you all.... Shoveit up ur a$$


So, I met this guy... got to know him... felt like I know him for years... got closer each time we talked... started to develop feelings for him that were and still are indescribable... I've never been treated like the way he treats me.. it's different, but a good different... turns out he had the same feelings... so I suppose you're wondering where that puts us now... I can call him baby because he is my baby... I can say proudly to all that I am in love with the most amazing guy I have ever met...he's my everything and no one can replace him...no one could ever compare to him... I love him with all my hear and soul... he's perfect in my eyes... he deserves the very best.. I will do everything in my power to protect him from harm even if I am at risk of getting hurt myself... he's mine.... I hold his heart in the palm of my hands... it's a very precious thing... and I promise to him that I will not break his heart.. and I will stay true to that promise too because I love him...the night I told him I loved him it was no regret... I've fallen madly in love with him it's unreal.... this all feels like a dream that people wish would come true... this isn’t a dream, this is all real... it’s amazing how quick we fell for each other.. he lights up my life... makes my day everyday... he makes me feel loved, wanted and needed... the love I have for hi, cannot be expressed in words it’s that powerful... my heart knows what it wants and so do I... the only person I want is him and only him.... no other guy could meet up to him.. he’s way different from all those other asshole guys... he makes me feel like a princess... I’ve never been treated this good before so it was something new but now I’m used to it and it feels so perfect... his personality.... blows me away... he blows me away period... we’re alike in so many ways... he can always lean on me for support because I will always be by his side forever and always through the thick and the thin... and yes forever is a long time nut I want to be with him that long... he completes me and I don;t ever want him to leave... this was meant to be so girls out there... he’s taken.... .... he’s my pride and joy... always brightening my life... making me for once feel special... I’d be lost without him.. we’re always telling each other we love one another... the love in our relationship is strong... we haven’t had one disagreement...well wait except for the fact he thinks I am obsessed with penguins when really I think he is the one... lol......he’s given me hope... made me not turn back to my old habits.. I have never been this happy before in my life... when you’re this madly in love with someone like this there is not a thing or anyone who can tear this apart...my heart belongs to my baby... he completes me.... I want to be with him forever and for ever is a long time but that is what we both said we wanted... whoever is reading this... i do not care... i don’t care what you think or what you have to say because we are madly in love and you cant change that..
I YOU

Baby... I know you read this...
take it all to heart...

Love forever,
Your baby girl


My inspirations are:
-----> my baby. he's my everything. i am glad to admit that i am in love with him and he is my main inspiration in my life right now. i love you baby!!!!!!


My friends who always encourage me to do the right things even though I know what the right things are. But occasionally I do the wrong things but learn from my mistakes.

Music, music is a really big inspiration in my life. It is also my type of therapy, when I am down and depressed I go off in a music trance and just listen until my mood lifts.

There are a lot more but I guess the list could just go on and on.

My Hero In Life:
Seth Stephen... Rest In Peace my friend. I miss you like crazy.

Seth took his own life in October 2006. He was like a brother to me and he shot himself. This one has took a major toll on me and has affected me a lot. I miss him and he was a real big inspiration/hero to me.




I hate people who judge one another. I am also very open minded so if I have something to say I will say it.

I've been abused... still am...
I deal
I used to be a heavy partier now im just more chill
thats that, well still like to party once in a while.
Been to plenty of raves.


I have been through a lot( I think anyway, some don't) and it has taken a major toll on how I live my life now. For those of you who do not know, I suffer clinical depression, and I also have Seasonal Afflictive Disorder (which is where you get more depressed durin a certian month/season). For me I get super depressed around the fall/winter months. I am also bipolar.

-------> I am the happiest I have ever been in such a long time. I'm in a relationship with some one who means the world to me. He constantly is making me smile and laugh and makes me feel good often.



Music, yes, music is basically my life!! If it wasnt for music, I would be so lost. I listen to heavy metal/ rock chick. Country sucks, rap sucks. I am also a big concert goer. I get involved in the mosh pits, and yes, start them too. I love the feeling the loudness give you. Here are just a few of the bands that I have seen in concert:

-Sevendust w/ Invitro and Diecast --> I met all 3 bands
-Nickelback,Hinder,Chevelle,and Hoobastank
-Papa Roach w/Madina Lake and Smilin Liar --> I met 2 of bands
-Thousand Foot Krutch
-Stigmata---> met them
-Daughtry w/ 12 Stones and some other band I dont remember --> met 12 Stones
-Chevelle w/ Finger 11 and Strata
-Tesla with my mom and dad.
- there is a lot more concerts.

Here are some of the bands I listen to:
-Autumn Offering
- 3 Inches Of Blood
-God Forbid
-Slipknot
-Killswitch Engage
-30 seconds To Mars
-Atreyu
-Demon Hunter
-From Autumn to Ashes
-Haste The Day
-Six Feet Under
-Mushroomhead
-UnderOATH
- As I Lay Dying them
- The Used
- Breaking Benjamin
- Avenged Sevenfold
-Tool
-Calavera Conspiracy
-Bullet For My Valentine
-Atreyu
-Seether
-Red
-Kottonmouth Kings
-Norma Jean
-Lamb Of God
-Mudvayne
-Polkadot Cadaver
-Children Of Bodom
-there are so so much more!!




Look, I care for everyone, if people need anyone to talk to I am here for you ALL. I don't really care what it is. I am here!! I am not the person who judges people. Ok? So don't ever worry that I will be the one to judge you!!



Yeah you dumb fuck... screw you and your damn judgements!!
Ok.. yeah that was random I guess.

I hate sterotypical people....
I wear BLACK I MUST BE GOTHIC!!!
SHOVE YOU SETEROTYPES UP YOUR ASS!!!!!


I everyone!!!!!







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been taken advantage of many times and hate it