What I wanna be….I wanna be that girl you fall in love with just from talking to her, the girl who you think about when something silly happens, or when you need someone to talk to. I wanna be that girl that you remember after school is over and all our friends are off in collage, I wanna be the girl to be remembered for something or for being someone, I wanna be an individual, a character, I wanna be whatever I wanna be, I wanna be someone’s “something” and for once I am! And I am so happy with the way life is going.
Have you ever noticed when things are going so great in your life that time seems to stand still? That nothing can bring you down, nothing can darken your day, all is clear and full of joy. This wonderland of love and friendship with no worries in the world brings peace to my heart. That no amount of evil or trouble can dampen my day. Sighs are of pleasure and not of misery. But only at the peek or your delight dose someone have to come along and smash it to the ground, rub it into your face that they have tainted that one true happiness with there wicked words to harm you in all your light to turn you sour and make you regret thinking all those sweet things that brought you enchantment. With the pain comes the sensation of knowing the day has ended and now is night all is dark and there is no light. That once secure light has left and now it's just you, you and the dark with nothing left all has fallen apart.
would u rather die and end the pain? or live and fight the suffering?
y do shadows fall.....
But never leave a mark...?
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Have you ever noticed when things are going so great in your life that time seems to stand still? That nothing can bring you down, nothing can darken your day, all is clear and full of joy. This wonderland of love and friendship with no worries in the world brings peace to my heart. That no amount of evil or trouble can dampen my day. Sighs are of pleasure and not of misery. But only at the peek or your delight dose someone have to come along and smash it to the ground, rub it into your face that they have tainted that one true happiness with there wicked words to harm you in all your light to turn you sour and make you regret thinking all those sweet things that brought you enchantment. With the pain comes the sensation of knowing the day has ended and now is night all is dark and there is no light. That once secure light has left and now it's just you, you and the dark with nothing left all has fallen apart.
would u rather die and end the pain? or live and fight the suffering?
y do shadows fall.....
But never leave a mark...?
=^^=
- Last seen on Oct 20 10:40 PM. Member since March 28, 2005.
- I'm a jade dragon poet for 282 comments.
- My mood is , and quote is "no longer desiring to live a life of shame".
- I am a 17 year old girl (United States)
- When I'm not writing, I'm Ninja.
- Visit my homepage at myspace.com/evil_nikki
- I have 282 comments, 4 contests
Poems I'm focused on
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learn to live
to love the forgotten -
The heart stands alone
alone in the door13 lines, 2 comments, March 31, 2005. In Love
My Poetry
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Tears the fall
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How much I hurt And how much I cry
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days with out you I'm alone
counting down the days
My Stories
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Dream 2: / AFI song: Endlessly, She Said / So I go to bed and suddenly I am in my drug induced AFI dream again. I open my eyes and I’m in Columbus Montana the current town where my ex boyfriend and my current boyfrien820 lines, June 26, 2007. In 600-2000 words, Other
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Dream one: / AFI song: Prelude 12 / 21 / I wake up and look all around me, nothing. Darkness is everywhere I look to my left and then to my right finally deciding I need to get up and look for a way out as soon a
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One step at a time I tell myself. One foot in front of the other take your time Nikki there is no hurry. Coming out of my daze I see I am still in the same spot I
