TheShadowsOfMe• Show poetry

Good friends are like four leaf clovers hard to find but lucky to have.










> > > Girl:I have to tell you something.
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> > > Boy: What?
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> > > Girl: I really like you. And I... I think I'm
> > > falling in love with you.
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> > > Boy: Ok...
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> > > Girl: What do you mean 'ok'?
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> > > Boy: I don't like you like that...
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> > > Girl: Why not?
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> > > Boy: I can't tell you... maybe another time...
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> > > From then on, the girl kept asking the boy 'Why
> > > not?' whenever she saw him, and he kept answering
> > > the same answer of 'I'll tell you later.' Finally
> > > the girl got fed up.
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> > > Girl: I'm tired of this! Tell me why you don't like
> > > me!
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> > > Boy: Do you really wanna know why?
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> > > Girl: Yes!
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> > > Boy: It's because you're uglier than ANYTHING!
> > > What's the point of going out with someone when
> > > they're not pretty?!
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> > > Girl: But... I...
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> > > Boy: Just shut up and leave me alone!
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> > > The boy leaves and the girl is sitting there alone,
> > > crying her heart out... Then her cell phone rings.
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> > > Girl: Hello?
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> > > Mom: Sweetheart? I want you to go home, ok? I'l l be
> > > home from work in a few hours.
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> > > Girl: Alright Mom.
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> > > Mom: I love you.
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> > > Girl: I love you too, Mom.
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> > > Mom: Bye Bye.
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> > > Girl: Bye
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> > > The girl heads home and once she got there, she went
> > > in the bathroom and looked at herself in the mirror.
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> > > Girl: I'm not pretty enough...
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> > > She set to work, knowing fully well what she was
> > > going to do. 2 hours later, her Mom came home and
> > > heard the bath water running. She went upstairs to
> > > find the hallway flooded so she knocked on the door.
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> > > Mom: Honey? Are you alright?
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> > > She opened the door and was shocked at the site. The
> > > bath was overflowing onto the floor, and the water
> > > was tinted red. She walked over to see what was
> > > inside and screamed. There, her little girl was
> > > lying with cuts all over her f ace and wrists. Her
> > > Mom backed away and was going to run to call the
> > > police when something caught her eye. On the mirror,
> > > am I pretty enough now?
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> > > No one deserves to be told that by someone they
> > > love. If you find it messed up then forward this to
> > > everyone you know.
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> > > A person's appearance doesn't count. What counts is
> > > their heart inside of them and their personality. No
> > > one wants to be told they're not good enough...
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> > > Repost this if you believe we are all beautiful
> > > and should never be told otherwise.



General:
[_] Skipped school
[_] Seen someone die
[_] Been to Canada
[x] Been to Florida
[_] Been to Mexico
[x] Been on a plane
[_] Been lost
[x] Been on the opposite side of the country
[_] Gone to Washington , DC
[x] Swam in the ocean
[x] I've felt like dying.
[x] I've cried myself to sleep.
[x] I've played cops and robbers.
[x] I've recently colored with crayons.
[x] I've sang karaoke badly.
[x] I've paid for a meal with only coins.
[x] Made prank phone calls.
[x] Caught a snowflake on your tongue.
[x] Danced in the rain .
[x] Written a letter to Santa Claus.
[x] Blown bubbles
[x] Made a bonfire on the beach
[_] Crashed a party
[x] Gone roller-skating
[_] Ice-skating

Relationships:
[_] I'm single.
[x] I've had someone cheat on me.
[_] I've gone on a blind date.
[_] I've been the dumpee more than the dumper.
[x] have a fear of commitment.
[x] I have a fear of abandonment.
[_] I've cheated in a relationship.
[_] I've gotten divorced.
[x] I've told someone I loved them
[x] I'm in a relationship.
[x] I miss someone right now.
[x] I've had feelings for someone who didn't have them back.
[x] I've kept something from a past relationship.
[x] I've got a new girlfriend/boyfriend.
[x] I've gotten dumped.
[_] Been kissed under the mistletoe.
[_] Watched the sun rise with someone you care about.

Sexuality:
[_] I've had a crush on someone of the same sex
[x] I've had a crush on a teacher.
[x] I am a cuddler.
[x] I love to flirt.
[_] I've been kissed in the rain.
[x] I've hugged a stranger.
[_] I have kissed a stranger.
[_] I am gay.
[_] I am lez.
[_] I am bi.
[_] I am gay but no ones knows.
[_] I am lez but know one knows.
[_] I am bi but know one knows.
[_] I have had sex.
[_] I have had sex with more then one person.
[_] I regret it.
[x] I am a virgin.

Honesty/Crime:
[x] I am a terrible liar.
[x] I've done something I promised someone else I wouldn't
[x] I've done something I promised myself I wouldn't.
[x] I've snuck out of my house.
[x] I have lied to my parents about where I am.
[x] I am keeping a secret from the world.
[x] I've cheated while playing a game.
[x] I've cheated on a test.
[_] I've run a red light.
[_] I've been suspended from school.
[x] I've witnessed a crime.
[_] I've been in a fist fight.
[_] I've been arrested.

Drugs/Alcohol:
[_] I've smoked a cigarette
[_] I've drank so much you threw up.
[_] I've consumed alcohol.
[_] I have passed out drunk at least once in the past 6 months.
[_] I've taken painkillers when I didn't need them.
[x] I have cough drops when I'm not sick.
[x] I can't swallow pills.
[_] I can swallow about 5 pills at a time no problem.
[_] I have been diagnosed with clinical depression.
[x] I shut others out when I'm depressed.
[_] I take anti-depressants.
[_] I'm anorexic or bulimic.
[x] I've slept an entire day when I didn't need it.
[_] I'm addicted to adrenaline.
[_] I've hurt myself on purpose.
[_] I'm addicted to self harm.

Death and Suicide:
[x] I'm afraid of dying.
[x] I hate funerals.
[_] I've seen someone die.
[x] Someone I know has attempted suicide.
[_] Someone close to me has committed suicide.
[_] I've attempted suicide.

Random:
[_] I can sing well.
[x] I open up to others easily.
[_] I watch the news.
[x] I don't kill bugs. Some one else does it for me!
[x] I curse regularly. (sometimes)
[x] I sing in the shower.
[_] I am a morning person.
[x] I paid for my cell phone ring tone.
[x] I'm a snob about grammar. sometimes not as bad as used to be!
[_] I am a sports fanatic.
[x] I twirl my hair.
[_] I love being neat.
[_] I love Spam.
[_] I've copied more than 30 CD's in a day.
[_] I bake well.
[_] My favorite color is either white, yellow, pink, red or blue.
[x] I would wear pajamas to school.(they're comfy)
[_] I like Martha Stewart.
[_] I know how to shoot a gun.
[x] I am in love with love.
[_] I am guilty of tYpInG lIkE tHiS.
[x] I eat fast food weekly.
[x] I believe in ghosts.
[x] I am online 24/7, even as an away message.
[x]I can't sleep if there is a spider in the room.
[x] I am really ticklish.(everywhere)
[x] I love white chocolate
[x] I bite my nails
[x] I play video games (ocassionaly)
[x] I'm good at remembering faces. (just not specifics)
[_] I'm good at remembering names.
[_] I'm good at remembering dates.
[_] I have no idea what I want to do for the rest of my life.
[_] I have tried to join a circus and failed.
[_] I own a knife.
[_] I got picked up by the cops.
[_] I told a cop to go to hell, go *bunny* him/her self, ect...
[x] I work out. (sometimes)
[_] I have a tattoo.
[x] I am something. (everyone is a something)
[_] I am an alien. (i wish )
[x] I am "idk". (who am I?)
[_] I've been to juvy.
[x] I love life (certain aspects)
[x] I hate life(certain aspects)
[_] I want to die. (no, but i've felt like I wanted to)
[x] I want to live now.
[_] I want to die but not kill myself.
[_] I want to kill myself. (i have wanted to)
[_] I have cut myself.
[_] I like to cut.
[_] I love to cut.
[x] I think cutting is wrong. (ever though i have cutter friends)
[_] I think cutting helps. I don't know. i don't do it.
[x] I have more then 1 friend.
[x] I have a best friend. (i have a few..)
[x] I have gone out with a girl/boy for over a month. (amazingly...)
[x] I believe in one gf one bf relation ships.
[x] I have someone to talk to. (friends..)
[x] I think your smart.
[x] I think your dumb.
[_] I think I'm cool.
[x] I think I'm lame.
[x] I have lied to my parents about where I am.
[x] liked this thingy?
[x] My answers are totally honest.






Hi my name is Abney Taylor Ann Bernardini

I am 13 going on 14.

Who am I?

*I am a small town chick.

*I have Body Dismorphic Disorder

*I've had my heart broken countless times

*I think I'm ugly, unlikable and a horrible person all around

*I gossip and I wish I didn't

*I believe theres good in everyone

*My pet peev is when others use sterotypes

*I hate pulp in orange juice

*I'm addicted to poptarts

*I love to act

*I love to sing, but I suck (no joke)

*I want to be a Clincal Child Physcologist when I grow up

*I am an adoptee

*I never eat veggies

*People label me as weird or a nerd mainly, but they dont know me

*I label myself as individual

*I don't believe in myself

*I'm the youngest in my family. With two older brothers.

*My favorite color is the rainbow

*I'm straight but I am for Gay rights

This is about all I can tell you about me. If you want to really get to know me just talk to me! I wont bite.