TheLoverOfSorrow• Show poetry

I'm crazy, energetic, and a little scary sometimes. I also have a 7 year old's vocabulary, and have a 4 year old's memory. Probably a 2 year old's temper, and 19 year old's mind. I love math, but I'm not a geek. I hang out with mostly guys,girls are too much drama. I can beat 97% of those guys up, and lemme put it this way I'm a tough, earthy, athletic, blonde, crazy son of a bitch. Mess and you'll get stepped on. So........really that's the end of that topic. I hate to think about life, and when I do it gets pretty bad. I love my friends and my art. (And so you know art is not just drawing) I sketch, write, sing, play the piano, trombone, guitar, mandolin, clarinet and keyboard. PLUS I'm athletic. I can never just sit in one place for hours on hours. If you wanna send me a message or something go for it. I enjoy getting to know random people at random times.

The Start Of An AP Family.....I guess:
My Love: Jamesy --- XXLike-A-DrugXx
My Hoe --- Feral Gator Zakkai
My Secret Lover: Ben --- Benji Cook
My Game Twinnie: Matteh --- MaddHatter
My Sister: Crystal --- Clear-Cut Crystal
My Niece: Rose --- Darc Fragile Rose
My Brovver: Leo --- ShadowedCat
INSIDE JOKES:

Loser loser on the wall who put you there? Have they no self-control?

Roses are red, violets are blue, and each day I thank god for making you!

Sometimes I'm a bitch, sometimes I'm really shy, but each day you love me because of what's inside.

My heart is yours, your heart is mine, please don't break it! I'll be your valentine!

Corners, corners all around. Corners, corners you're all profound.


My Favorite Song: Trouble ~ nevershoutnever
Food: Mexican
Candy: Hersheys
Band: Sugarland
Singer: Eric Dill
Color: Black (sometimes Blue)
Animal: Polar Bear
Sport: Softball
Subject: Math
Teacher: NONE
Thing To Do: Talk to the guy I like
Book: Icefire ~~ Chris D'Lacey
Website: So far this one and Flyff
Radio Station: 98.5 KYGO
Person: hmmmmm.....

...Have You Ever...
[_] Smoked a cigarette
[_] Drank so much you threw up
[X] Had feelings for someone who didn't have them back
[_] Been arrested
[X] Gone on a blind date
[X] Skipped school
[X] Seen someone die
[_] Been to Canada
[X] Been to Florida
[_] Been to Mexico
[X] Been on a plane
[X] Been lost
[X] Been on the opposite side of the country
[_] Gone to Washington , DC
[_] Swam in the ocean
[X] Felt like dying....
[X] Cried yourself to sleep
[X] Played cops and robbers
[X] Recently colored with crayons
[X] Sang karaoke badly
[X]paid for a meal with only coins (haha taco bell)
[X] Done something you told yourself you wouldn't
[X] Made prank phone calls
[_]Laughed until some kind of beverage came out of your nose
[_] Laughed until liquid came out of the other end
[X] Caught a snowflake on your tongue.
[X] Danced in the rain
[X] Written a letter to Santa Claus
[_]Been kissed under the mistletoe
[_]Watched the sun rise with someone you care about
[X] Blown bubbles
[_] Made a bonfire on the beach
[X]Crashed a party
[X]Gone roller-skating
[X]Ice-skating



[X] I'm single
[_]I'm in a relationship
[X}I've had someone cheat on me.
[X] I've gone on a blind date.
[X] I've been the dumpee more than the dumper.
[X] I miss someone right now.
[X] have a fear of commitment.
[X] I have a fear of abandonment.
[_] I've cheated in a relationship.
[X] I've been the cheatee ( if that means that you were the person someone cheated on )
[_] I've gotten divorced
[X] I've had feelings for someone who didn't have them back.
[X] I've told someone I loved them
[X] I've kept something from a past relationship.
[_] I've been molested and/or raped repeatdly by sumone i knew

Sexuality

[_] I've had a crush on someone of the same sex
[_]I've had a crush on a teacher
[X] I am a cuddler.
[X] I love to flirt.
[_]I've been kissed in the rain. =]
[X] I've hugged a stranger.
[_] have kissed a stranger.


Honesty/Crime

[_] I am a terrible liar.
[X] I've done something I promised someone else I wouldn't
[X] I've done something I promised myself I wouldn't.
[X] I've snuck out of my house.
[X] I have lied to my parents about where I am.
[X] I am keeping a secret from the world
[X] I've cheated while playing a game.
[_] I've cheated on a test.
[_] I've run a red light.
[X] I've been suspended from school.
[X] I've witnessed a crime.
[X] I've been in a fist fight.
[_] I've been arrested.
[_] I've shoplifted


Drugs/Alcohol

[_]I've consumed alcohol.
[_] I have passed out drunk at least once in the past 6 months.
[X] I've taken painkillers when I didn't need them.
[X] I have cough drops when I'm not sick.
[_] I can't swallow pills.
[X] I can swallow about 5 pills at a time no problem
[_] I have been diagnosed with clinical depression.
[X] I shut others out when I'm depressed.
[_] I take anti-depressants.
[_] I'm anorexic or bulimic.
[X] I've slept an entire day when I didn't need it.
[X] I'm addicted to adrenaline
[X] I've hurt myself on purpose
[X] I'm addicted to self harm
[X] I've woken up crying.
[X] I've cried myself to sleep.


Death and Suicide

[X] I'm afraid of dying.
[X] I hate funerals.
[X] I've seen someone dying.
[X] Someone i no has attempted suicide.
[X] Someone close to me has committed suicide.
[X] I've attempted suicide.


Random

[X] I can sing well.
[X] I open up to others easily.
[X] I watch the news.
[X] I don't kill bugs.
[X] I hate hearing songs that sacrifice meaning for the sake of being able to rhyme.
[X] I curse regularly.
[X] I sing in the shower.
[_] I am a morning person.
[X] I paid for my cell phone ring tone.
[_] I'm a snob about grammar.
[X] I am a sports fanatic.
[X] I twirl my hair
[_] i have x's in my screen name
[_] I love being neat
[_] I love Spam
[X] I've copied more than 30 CD's in a day
[X] I bake well.
[X] My favorite color is either white, yellow, pink, red or blue
[X] I would wear pajamas to school.
[_] I like Martha Stewart.
[X] I am in love with love. (with the thought of love)
[X] I laugh at my own jokes.
[X] I believe in ghosts.
[X] I am online 24/7, even as an away message.
[X] I've not turned anything in and still got an A in a certain class.
[X] I can't sleep if there is a spider in the room.
[X] I am really ticklish.
[X] I bite my nails
[X] I play video games
[X] I'm good at remembering faces.
[X] I'm good at remembering dates.
[X] I have no idea what I want to do for the rest of my life.

[X] My answers are totally honest

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