Welcome to my page!
This is my little sanctuary from the crazy,hellish,hectic life I live.
My poetry ranges from angry, heartfelt, to anger again!
I hold alot of anger inside, I know I probably shouldn't, but that's me, I was born angry, I'll die angry!
If you really get to know the person Inside this cold, bitter, angry, mean, bitchy body...you'll find I'm actually none of those things, If you treat me with the same respect as you'd like!
I've fallen and dusted myself off, and have never had any regrets about any of the things I've done, life is way too short to have stupid regrets!
Many hours of intense therapy has helped me get through the nightmare that was my childhood and adolescence, and I forgive and am trying to forget most of what happened!
If you want an insight, read my work...U'll be suprised at just how angry I really am!
Anyway...where was I?
Oh that's right
"The greatest thing you'll ever learn is just to love and be loved in return." (Moulin Rouge)
I mightn't be one of those girls who dress up and wear tonnes of make up for a night out on the town (Honestly, Id rather stay home with my daughters and play)!
I'm a bookworm
My favourite authors are
Anne Rice
V.C Andrews
My (New) AP family
My Brother Erik--- Met him yesterday, and strangely enough, we have too much in common to ignore...ya'll be nice to him
http://allpoetry.com/ArcaneBeast
My Wifey Crystal-- (No, I'm not a lesbian..but she's hot)
She listens to me when I have a problem..and doesn't judge, she's the nicest person you'll ever meet!
http://allpoetry.com/Blue-Eyed-Beauty
My Lil Sister Mini Cooper-- she's so gorgeous and I'd do almost anything for her, I'd cut my own wrists if she was hungry (that's morbid I know...but...bite me) It took her a while to trust me...but now that she does..I get phone calls at 11pm at night...just so she has someone to talk to...I love her alot...treat her well...Or you'll get the nasty side of me....
http://allpoetry.com/Jamila%20Aliena
My Twin Sister Amanda---I have known this totally awesome girl since I was 5 years old, been thru hell together, she's helped me, I've helped her, thats a way a friendship works...and we have it down pat!
She's very special to me....be nice to her..
http://allpoetry.com/PhantomsAngel87
My very Best friend Sara Bear---although we're like 12 years apart..she has been the best friend I've always wanted, she's wise and sage...and always has a friendly shoulder to cry on!! And she's pregnant with my 4th niece Jade Mullins! So NO giving her shit!!
Thanx for comin to my page and reading!
Means heaps!!!
If you could, please pay homage to this amazing author, who I happened to have known, not that well to actually be told when he died...but I used to chat with him on MSN!
http://allpoetry.com/MarkusKaiMarellus
He had a beautiful heart of gold!
He will be missed by those who spoke to him and knew him!!!
Rest in peace buddy!
One of my fave band Lyrics...
"Tea Party" "The Majestic Song"
With a thought you could change what you've never really known.
With a lie you could take from the love they never shown.
Come along, come along now it's not too far away.
And the streams, they are running to an ocean that is dry.
And the sands of the ocean are the prophets in the eye.
Of the sage who has chosen to forfeit all he knows...I know.
And you know,
And you know now that some things never change,
In a world,
In a world that seems bound by human pain.
Come along,
Come along now it's not too far away.
And beyond you will see the how the ever changing glow,
It surrounds all the feelings you never thought you'd know.
Come along, come along now it's not too far away.
And you know,
And you know now that some things never change,
In a world,
In a world that seems bound by human pain.
Come along,
Come along now it's not too far away...I know
And the streams, they are running to an ocean that is dry.
And the sands of the ocean are the prophets in the eye,
Of the sage who has chosen to forfeit all he knows...I know.
And you know,
And you know now that some things never change,
In a world,
In a world that seems bound by human pain.
Come along,
Come along now it's not too far away...I know
"Wishing You Would Stay"
I don't know what it is but I know that I need it
A thousand things and a kiss and the chance I'll decieve it
I can't stand no more
I won't stand no more
I can't stand it anymore
I can't stand no more
I won't stand no more
I can't stand no more
I won't stand no more
I can't stand it anymore
I'm wishing you would stay
"I am not far away"
And help me find my way love
"You are not lost my love"
I'm wishing you would stay
"I am not far away"
I'm trying to break the chains of...
"There's no prison here"
Beyond ourselves lessons learned
And the space that's between us
A thousand things and a kiss
And the chance it decieves us
I can't stand no more
I won't stand no more
I can't stand it anymore
I can't stand no more
I won't stand no more
I can't stand no more
I won't stand no more
I can't stand it anymore
I'm wishing you would stay
"I am not far away"
And help me find my way love
"You are not lost my love"
I'm wishing you would stay
"I am not far away"
I'm trying to break the chains of...
"There's no prison here"
Wishing you would stay
"I am not far away"
I try to find my way
"You are not lost my love"
And I know yo feel it hurts us now
Like a thorn beneath a rose
But it stays within
Without us girl
There's nothing more
I'm wishing you would stay
"I am not far away"
And help me find my way love
"You are not lost my love"
I'm wishing you would stay
"I am not far away"
I'm trying to break the chains of...
"There's no prison here"
I'm wishing you would stay
"I am not far away"
And help me find my way love
"You are not lost my love"
I'm wishing you would stay
"I am not far away"
I'm trying to break the chains of...
"There's no prison here"
I'm wishing you would stay
"I am not far away"
I'm trying to break the chains of...
"There's no prison here"
"Turn The Lamp Down Low"
turn the lamp down low
shelter me
turn the lamp down low
rising up to see
please don't go
do you feel a flame that's burning
as the candle dies
do you see the spirits stirring
as you close your eyes
do you sense the slow advancement
as the twilight thins
do you see the serpent dancing
as it sheds its skin
turn the lamp down low
please don't go
does the sun renounce it's kingdom
as the shadows fall
does a fool rejoice in wisdom
when the raven calls
do you embrace the dancing clayman
as he tears your flesh
do you hear the souls screaming
in the serpents mesh
turn the lamp down low
please don't go
do you need the consolation
of a dead man's hand
as the tears of desolation
flood a dead man's land
do you seek your souls redemption
under fervent skies
don't you see your own reflection
in the serpent's eye
Indie rock/ weird shit!!
I've loved it since I was 12 years old!!!
Awesome to listen to when your down in the goddamn dumps!
People who are in my heart and who have my heart who-heartedly!
Charlotte--3.3.05.. my gorgeous almost 3yr old! I love her so much it hurts, and I always worry about her, she is my world!
Katrina 23.8.06 ...we had a bit of a scare with her when she was born..she wasn't breathing, and we thought we were gonna lose her..thankfully..she thrived and thrived, and came home 2 weeks later, she sure is a fighter just like her mum!!!
My husband Kelly....my heart and soul..I'd be no-where without him...He's everything that I could've imagined in a person, kind, gentle, kind, and incredibly smart (too smart if U ask me) The moment I met him, I knew we were meant to be together!
My mum--- although she's been a bitch to every single one of my friends, she's my best friend, she gave up her life to feed my brother and I, and when she fell, and we thought she wouldn't get back up, she gave us a look of strength and courage, dusted herself off and tried the day again! I love my mum so goddamn much and I would do anything to protect her from anything, if only I'd had this opinion of my mum 6years ago...I couldv'e prevented her heart from being broken into a thousand pieces!! We've had many fights about my future, about how I'm sometimes a screw up....but..she really is my best friend...and I thank her so much for raising me the way she did...I'm an individual and weird and non-conformist because of her!!! She's my inspiration....Mum..I love you!
I'm sorry I didn't tell you enough!!
This is my little sanctuary from the crazy,hellish,hectic life I live.
My poetry ranges from angry, heartfelt, to anger again!
I hold alot of anger inside, I know I probably shouldn't, but that's me, I was born angry, I'll die angry!
If you really get to know the person Inside this cold, bitter, angry, mean, bitchy body...you'll find I'm actually none of those things, If you treat me with the same respect as you'd like!
I've fallen and dusted myself off, and have never had any regrets about any of the things I've done, life is way too short to have stupid regrets!
Many hours of intense therapy has helped me get through the nightmare that was my childhood and adolescence, and I forgive and am trying to forget most of what happened!
If you want an insight, read my work...U'll be suprised at just how angry I really am!
Anyway...where was I?
Oh that's right
"The greatest thing you'll ever learn is just to love and be loved in return." (Moulin Rouge)
I mightn't be one of those girls who dress up and wear tonnes of make up for a night out on the town (Honestly, Id rather stay home with my daughters and play)!
I'm a bookworm
My favourite authors are
Anne Rice
V.C Andrews
My (New) AP family
My Brother Erik--- Met him yesterday, and strangely enough, we have too much in common to ignore...ya'll be nice to him
http://allpoetry.com/ArcaneBeast
My Wifey Crystal-- (No, I'm not a lesbian..but she's hot)
She listens to me when I have a problem..and doesn't judge, she's the nicest person you'll ever meet!
http://allpoetry.com/Blue-Eyed-Beauty
My Lil Sister Mini Cooper-- she's so gorgeous and I'd do almost anything for her, I'd cut my own wrists if she was hungry (that's morbid I know...but...bite me) It took her a while to trust me...but now that she does..I get phone calls at 11pm at night...just so she has someone to talk to...I love her alot...treat her well...Or you'll get the nasty side of me....
http://allpoetry.com/Jamila%20Aliena
My Twin Sister Amanda---I have known this totally awesome girl since I was 5 years old, been thru hell together, she's helped me, I've helped her, thats a way a friendship works...and we have it down pat!
She's very special to me....be nice to her..
http://allpoetry.com/PhantomsAngel87
My very Best friend Sara Bear---although we're like 12 years apart..she has been the best friend I've always wanted, she's wise and sage...and always has a friendly shoulder to cry on!! And she's pregnant with my 4th niece Jade Mullins! So NO giving her shit!!
Thanx for comin to my page and reading!
Means heaps!!!
If you could, please pay homage to this amazing author, who I happened to have known, not that well to actually be told when he died...but I used to chat with him on MSN!
http://allpoetry.com/MarkusKaiMarellus
He had a beautiful heart of gold!
He will be missed by those who spoke to him and knew him!!!
Rest in peace buddy!
One of my fave band Lyrics...
"Tea Party" "The Majestic Song"
With a thought you could change what you've never really known.
With a lie you could take from the love they never shown.
Come along, come along now it's not too far away.
And the streams, they are running to an ocean that is dry.
And the sands of the ocean are the prophets in the eye.
Of the sage who has chosen to forfeit all he knows...I know.
And you know,
And you know now that some things never change,
In a world,
In a world that seems bound by human pain.
Come along,
Come along now it's not too far away.
And beyond you will see the how the ever changing glow,
It surrounds all the feelings you never thought you'd know.
Come along, come along now it's not too far away.
And you know,
And you know now that some things never change,
In a world,
In a world that seems bound by human pain.
Come along,
Come along now it's not too far away...I know
And the streams, they are running to an ocean that is dry.
And the sands of the ocean are the prophets in the eye,
Of the sage who has chosen to forfeit all he knows...I know.
And you know,
And you know now that some things never change,
In a world,
In a world that seems bound by human pain.
Come along,
Come along now it's not too far away...I know
"Wishing You Would Stay"
I don't know what it is but I know that I need it
A thousand things and a kiss and the chance I'll decieve it
I can't stand no more
I won't stand no more
I can't stand it anymore
I can't stand no more
I won't stand no more
I can't stand no more
I won't stand no more
I can't stand it anymore
I'm wishing you would stay
"I am not far away"
And help me find my way love
"You are not lost my love"
I'm wishing you would stay
"I am not far away"
I'm trying to break the chains of...
"There's no prison here"
Beyond ourselves lessons learned
And the space that's between us
A thousand things and a kiss
And the chance it decieves us
I can't stand no more
I won't stand no more
I can't stand it anymore
I can't stand no more
I won't stand no more
I can't stand no more
I won't stand no more
I can't stand it anymore
I'm wishing you would stay
"I am not far away"
And help me find my way love
"You are not lost my love"
I'm wishing you would stay
"I am not far away"
I'm trying to break the chains of...
"There's no prison here"
Wishing you would stay
"I am not far away"
I try to find my way
"You are not lost my love"
And I know yo feel it hurts us now
Like a thorn beneath a rose
But it stays within
Without us girl
There's nothing more
I'm wishing you would stay
"I am not far away"
And help me find my way love
"You are not lost my love"
I'm wishing you would stay
"I am not far away"
I'm trying to break the chains of...
"There's no prison here"
I'm wishing you would stay
"I am not far away"
And help me find my way love
"You are not lost my love"
I'm wishing you would stay
"I am not far away"
I'm trying to break the chains of...
"There's no prison here"
I'm wishing you would stay
"I am not far away"
I'm trying to break the chains of...
"There's no prison here"
"Turn The Lamp Down Low"
turn the lamp down low
shelter me
turn the lamp down low
rising up to see
please don't go
do you feel a flame that's burning
as the candle dies
do you see the spirits stirring
as you close your eyes
do you sense the slow advancement
as the twilight thins
do you see the serpent dancing
as it sheds its skin
turn the lamp down low
please don't go
does the sun renounce it's kingdom
as the shadows fall
does a fool rejoice in wisdom
when the raven calls
do you embrace the dancing clayman
as he tears your flesh
do you hear the souls screaming
in the serpents mesh
turn the lamp down low
please don't go
do you need the consolation
of a dead man's hand
as the tears of desolation
flood a dead man's land
do you seek your souls redemption
under fervent skies
don't you see your own reflection
in the serpent's eye
Indie rock/ weird shit!!
I've loved it since I was 12 years old!!!
Awesome to listen to when your down in the goddamn dumps!
People who are in my heart and who have my heart who-heartedly!
Charlotte--3.3.05.. my gorgeous almost 3yr old! I love her so much it hurts, and I always worry about her, she is my world!
Katrina 23.8.06 ...we had a bit of a scare with her when she was born..she wasn't breathing, and we thought we were gonna lose her..thankfully..she thrived and thrived, and came home 2 weeks later, she sure is a fighter just like her mum!!!
My husband Kelly....my heart and soul..I'd be no-where without him...He's everything that I could've imagined in a person, kind, gentle, kind, and incredibly smart (too smart if U ask me) The moment I met him, I knew we were meant to be together!
My mum--- although she's been a bitch to every single one of my friends, she's my best friend, she gave up her life to feed my brother and I, and when she fell, and we thought she wouldn't get back up, she gave us a look of strength and courage, dusted herself off and tried the day again! I love my mum so goddamn much and I would do anything to protect her from anything, if only I'd had this opinion of my mum 6years ago...I couldv'e prevented her heart from being broken into a thousand pieces!! We've had many fights about my future, about how I'm sometimes a screw up....but..she really is my best friend...and I thank her so much for raising me the way she did...I'm an individual and weird and non-conformist because of her!!! She's my inspiration....Mum..I love you!
I'm sorry I didn't tell you enough!!
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- I'm a topaz horse poet for 17 comments.
- My mood is , and quote is "it takes a tree 100yrs to grow, then ppl go and chop it down...would u do that to a 100yr person???".
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Radiant-Beauty on January 29SISTER YOUR IN DEEEPPPPP DO DO!
just kidding, i love you, i'm coooking curryed prawns.. and rice..
have not seen you or talked to you in a while
i'm worried!
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Yeah he's a very talented writer!!! -
Random Thoughts on September 13, 2007OHHHHHHHHHHHHHH HELLO!!!!
Nice to see you back we missed you sooooooo much!!!
