I am a very closed off person. I know that my poems may be not very good but that is the oly way i can release my feelings out onto the world without hurting anybody or myself. When I write I try veru hard not to use name or make it obvious to whom I talking about.
your in this alone. don"t listen when people tell you they love you and that they are here for you, its just a bunch of bullshi*
there are many times i lay awake at night and think about da past.
but den i think about how if the things that happened to me back then didnt happen, then i wouldnt be where i am today.
i have amazing friends and a mom who loves me even though she doesnt show it very often.
one day i will be happy and everything will be okay.