The starless one• Show poetry

I am a guardian. I try to protect and help those I call friend, because I think of them more so as my family then anything else.

I am odd, I always have been and always will be. I am a grey sheep in a family of black ones. If you dont live for the art of your choice, then it is not truely art. Dont let others tell you how to define yourself, only you can make the choices that will effect who you are now and what you can become. This is my "thoughts" on life, as it were:

If you live only to serve yourself then you have no idea what it is to truely live, however if you live your life only to please others then you are on a path that will never let you determine who you are either. Find the path that shows you that to help someone for no reason is the noblist of lifestyles, and you have hit the mark to which most can only strive for.

Do not tell me that I should fear death. So what if I dont know what it holds. If I begin to fear death then I will forget to live the life I have prior to that death. Its gonna happen to me no matter how I feel about it, so why worry.

I have lost my wing like I lost my innocense, raped and beaten out of me till all the feathers were plucked free and only the bone remained. But though I may be a fallen angel, I may still fly, for no one can say that I wont. I have felt deeper, loved more, and hated just as deeply as I have loved, more so then most humans will ever, or should ever be allowed to do. I do not claim to be someone that you wish to know, or that is worthy of being called friend, but if that is your wish and I am to be your friend, then I will do my best, that is all one can ever ask.

I have a Deviantart account that I am using if you happen to find your way to my page here, doubtful that anyone notices it though, the page is: http://starlessithilden.deviantart.com/