Well anyways, I'm 15 (or 16 by now) (ssshhh) and I live in Arkansas. Recently we've been discovering lots of talents in people on here that we knew at school but never knew were on here. Well, I probably just repeated everything that's below (or nothing at all) but that's ok because I didn't really mess with it. Here to try to get these feelings out of my system to keep from going insane Also here just to try different types of styles just for fun (i.e. haikus, stories, rhyming{nah} , that sorta stuff)
but don't expect me to be that great of a writer.
Enjoy
Oh, and one last thing, I really don't like going back and reading my poems after I've written them because it always seems so bad (edit: as of (insert date here) I went back and read some of my poems that I needed to remind myself of some stuff...)
I'm always lookin for new people to talk to so any of you out there with an instant messenger just send one to mabstorm
Yo, my peoples are:
Demonica(ap): top dawg
Levante(ap): haven't heard from you in a while
JoRoDo 11 22(ap): closest friend I've made on AP
Bradley: go cards 2006
The Laughing Man(ap): hey man, knock the world off its feet
StoryOfaLostLove(ap): yay, someone actually keeps writing
Diamond Dust(ap): hidden talent from the hood
dancewithme(ap): wow, i actually sorta know you now
Burn the Sun(ap): Hey man, science experiments can be soo much fun
*Alot of others but I've forgotten most of them anyway (I'm bad with names
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List of Random Thoughts:
"I'm not white, I'm just color deficient"
"Who is watching me...?"
"If love is not meant to be, is it love?"
"If life weren't so hard, it would be boring"
"Teachers aren't always smarter than their students"
"A laugh makes a conversation all the more enjoyable"
"If you can't laugh at yourself, you won't enjoy everything in life"
"Who the hell is Niki G?"
"How old is too old to live life to its fullest?"
"What is wrong with my life?"
"Why won't these people stop staring at me...?"
"I may be pressured under the spotlight but that doesn't mean I don't enjoy it"
"Who thought of fantasy first?...they were genious..."
"Thank you whoever came up with instant messenger"
"A rose by any other name would smell as sweet....or would it? Our minds relate objects and words and if it was an ugly name then would it really smell as sweet?"
"Wow...."
"I don't remember my thoughts very well...."
"Is short term memory really all that short if you can remember it longer than other people?"
"Jebus"
"Wassup in the hood my lacking color homies"
"If people can believe that African Americans and Caucasians are equal then why aren't gays and straights equal?"
"If something isn't straight then is it gay?"
"Life sure is something ain't it..."
"Mexicans can't rhyme...just go listen to Dr. Seuss in Spanish"
"Why is my face numb...?"
"Spelling is an ability you're born with, you can be smart and not be able to spell or you can spell and not be smart or both or neither"
"Am I schizo if I talk to myself in these quotes or in my head?"
"If a smart person doesn't know that they are smart, is he stupid?"
"Be one with the ball"
"Always aim straight or someone will call you gay"
"I can fly!!!! oh wait...no I can't >.< "
Fav. Bands:
Nickelback
Linkin Park
Papa Roach
Nirvana
Jimmy Eat World
Relient K
The Used
Bon Jovi
3 Doors Down
Probably a few more cause I love music
Fav. Songs:
Happy - Mudvayne
I Would Do Anything for Love (but I won't do that) - Meatloaf
1985 - Bowling for Soup
Girl All the Bad Guys Want - Bowling for Soup
Never Again - Nickelback
How You Remind Me - Nickelback
Should've Listened - Nickelback
Flat on the Floor - Nickelback
Animals - Nickelback
Follow You Home - Nickelback
Photograph - Nickelback
Fight For All the Wrong Reasons - Nickelback
Money Bought - Nickelback
Take Me - Papa Roach
Last Resort - Papa Roach
Scars - Papa Roach
Getting Away With Murder - Papa Roach
Lonely No More - Rob Thomas
Kill - Jimmy Eat World
A Praise Chorus - Jimmy Eat World
The Middle - Jimmy Eat World
If You Don't Don't - Jimmy Eat World
Be My Escape - Relient K
My Girl's Ex-Boyfriend - Relient K
Mood Rings - Relient K
Forward Motion - Relient K
More Than Useless - Relient K
Inhale - Stone Sour
Remedy - Seether
Broken - Seether ft. Amy Lee
Bring Me To Life - Evanescence
Scotty Doesn't Know - Lustra
Scar Tissue - Red Hot Chili Peppers
The Zephyr Song - R.H.C.P.
Dragula - Rob Zombie
Home - Three Days Grace
I Kissed a Drunk Girl - something corporate
Barbie Girl - Rammstein (don't worry, it's in German so it's funny)
Smells Like Teens Spirit - Nirvana
The Man Who Sold the World - Nirvana
Half the Man I used to Be - Nirvana
Invoke - T.M. Revolution
See Saw - T.M. Revolution
Way Away - Yellowcard
Ebay - Weird Al
Shot Through the Heart - Bon Jovi
Living on a Prayer - Bon Jovi
Runaway - Bon Jovi
It's My Life - Bon Jovi
The Hell Song - Sum 41
Be Like That - 3 Doors Down
Let Me Go - 3 Doors Down
Here Without You - 3 Doors Down
Take It Away - The Used
All That I've Got - The Used
Let It Bleed - The Used
Yesterday's Feelings - The Used
Light With a Sharpened Edge - The Used
Listening - The Used
Pretty Fly - The Offspring
All Downhill From Here - New Found Glory
My Sacrifice - Creed
Arms Wide Open - Creed
Come and Ride It - Quad City DJ's
I dedicate this song to someone...(see if you can guess to whom)
Kill - Jimmy Eat World
You're just across the street
Looks a mile to my feet
I want to go to you
Funny how I'm nervous still
I've always been the easy kill
I guess I always will
Could it be that everything goes around by chance
Or only one way that it was always meant to be
You kill me
You always know the perfect thing to say
I know what I should do but I just can't walk away
I can picture your face well
From the bar in my hotel
I wish I'd go to you
I pick up, put down the phone
Like your favorite Heatmiser song goes:
'It's just like being alone...'
Oh God, please don't tell me this has been in vain
I need answers for what all the waiting I've done means
You kill me
You've got some nerve but can't face your mistakes
I know what I should do but I just can't turn away
So go on, love
Leave while there's still hope for escape
Got to take what you can these days
There's so much ahead
And so much regret
I know what you want to say
I know it but can't help feeling differently
I loved you
And I should have said it
But tell me
Just what has it ever meant
I can't help it baby
This is who I am
Sorry but I can't just go turn off how I feel
You kill me
You build me up but just to watch me break
I know what I should do but I just can't walk away
- Last seen on May 4 7:06 AM 2008. Member since February 8, 2005.
- I'm a malachite opening poet for 430 comments.
- My mood is , and quote is "Experience, good and bad, is key to understanding".
- I am a guy (U.S.)
- When I'm not writing, I'm a observer of human beings.
- Visit my homepage at xanga.com/Mabstorm
- I have 430 comments, 1 contest, 60 poems, 1 story
My Poetry
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I've waited so long
For my time to come -
This is a parody of Animals by Nickelback
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Around me
There is no light
My Stories
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When you consider the world, do you know why your here? Do you know what goes on outside these walls built up in your mind? What stories lay untold, what battles that lay unfol777 lines, April 10, 2005. In <200 lines, Fantasy
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CryingOutToYou on April 27, 2006Hello Maestro!
I miss you so much! I never see you or talk to you anymore. I also miss your poems. You haven't written in a long time. Gosh, I miss you and your great advice. Please write soon. I love your site and you to death. Comment me soon because I can check it at school. I love you and I hope to talk to you very soon.
Love always and forever,
Lindsay Mae
P.S. I hope you like my new sn?
