It's been a long time since I've redone this thing, around 10 months. So it's time for a change. As always you can call me what you like, but my name is Jared. It's been a long time since I've written any type of poetry. I suppose it's one of those major cases of writers block because I've lost my drive to write. But I'll keep this thing up and running in case anyone wants to talk to me.
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-Atreyu-
After all that has transpired
After all thats taken place
After all the stab wounds
And just just before my death
I rise pheonix, like anew
From the still burning ashes of false hearts lies
To fly once again, to shine from within
Dismember my myself
Severe my viens
Poisen myself
A heartless joke
Slash at my neck
Gouge out my eyes
Screaming in agony
You pacify me.
Bleeding hearts shed no tears
Soaked all the way through with remorse and regret
Fire to purify my soul and blood to replenish it
I search in hopes of completion to justify my love for you
Nothing ever ends where our souls begin
Nothing can save me from myself
You keep me safe
Resurrecting my love
An angel like you
Can never fall
Heaven I found
Right in my arms
I found love in you
I find truth in you
I see light in you
And it horrifies me.
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-Atreyu-
After all that has transpired
After all thats taken place
After all the stab wounds
And just just before my death
I rise pheonix, like anew
From the still burning ashes of false hearts lies
To fly once again, to shine from within
Dismember my myself
Severe my viens
Poisen myself
A heartless joke
Slash at my neck
Gouge out my eyes
Screaming in agony
You pacify me.
Bleeding hearts shed no tears
Soaked all the way through with remorse and regret
Fire to purify my soul and blood to replenish it
I search in hopes of completion to justify my love for you
Nothing ever ends where our souls begin
Nothing can save me from myself
You keep me safe
Resurrecting my love
An angel like you
Can never fall
Heaven I found
Right in my arms
I found love in you
I find truth in you
I see light in you
And it horrifies me.
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- Last seen on Sep 20 8:03 AM. Member since July 10, 2007.
- I'm a supertopaz delight poet for 72 comments.
- My mood is , and quote is "Sometimes this beauty is choking me but at least it's your hands at my throat".
- I am a 21 year old guy from Georgia (United States)




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My Poetry
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Look down upon dreamlands splendor, Meet the eyes so warm and tender.30 lines, 3 comments, September 16, 2007
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Under the sea where dwells... The Beast.64 lines, 2 comments, August 10, 2007. In Other
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Feel the power of your arm, It extends,
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Let my heart rest on your shoulder,
So that I might yet not be invisible.
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Shadow Darkstar on August 9Wow. You must be lame if no one else signs your guestbook.
Just kididng. I love you. Don't smack me! -Runs for cover.- Anyhoot. I should have pictures. Soon. I hope. And even ones where you can make fun of me for dressing up.
I won't yell....I guess. Just try not to murder me with the "You're pretty" comments. I still dislike hearing them cause you're all liars. 
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Shadow Darkstar : Rawr. on July 8My AIM is being ghey. So. I figured I'd leave you some love here. Maybe. Oh! I got new ink though. On my right wrist. It looks so sick.
Annnnnd I got it for free. For kicking someone's ass...&& for showing them up by carrying a tree. Yes, I said it. Carrying a tree. GO ahead,. try to figure that one out. I dare you.
I miss you though. And some other people. But I bet you anything a lot of you hadn't noticed I've been M.I.A.
Anyhoot...I"m off now. Going to spend more time with my Dad.
I love you my bonehead. Stay safe. -
Shadow Darkstar : Hey. on July 2Letting you know I'm back home, but probably at work (3-8) by the time you read this. If I'm lucky, I suppose I will see you later tonight. I love yah, freak. Glad to be back home where we can just be....hurm....butheads?

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Shadow Darkstar : *Runs in out of nowhere... on June 28&& claims by sticking sticky notes everywhere saying "Property Of Mell" and placing one especially on his forehead.*
Damn straight I just went there.

What thell you gonne do now?

I loves you.
Toodles!
*Scampers out quickly before being caught.*
