"For she is a fair maiden, fairest lady of a house of queens.
And yet I know not how I should speak of her.
When I first looked on her and perceived her unhappiness,
it seemed to me that I saw a white flower standing
straight and proud, shapely as a lily, and yet knew that
it was hard, as if wrought by elf-wrights out of steel.
Or was it, maybe, a frost that had turned its sap to ice,
and so it stood, bitter-sweet, still fair to see,
but stricken, soon to fall and die?" - J.R.R. Tolkien.
--PERSONALITY:
Adaptable, eccentric, very ambitious, free-spirited, modest, spontaneous, inquisitive, often misunderstood, proud, extremely easy-going, very perceptive, intense, spirited, dreamy, artistic/creative, spunky, idealistic yet logical/practical way of thinking, mischievous, fiesty, restless, enthusiastic when excited, compassionate/empathic, determined, strong-willed, down-to-earth, playful, bubbly, bright, vivacious, open-minded, hardworking, diplomatic, charming, serene, intelligent/smart/witty, kind, generous, loving & caring, elegant, sharp sense of humour & sense of style, hot-tempered/quick to anger, extremely sensitive/emotional, distant & aloof, cheeky, very sarcastic, ditzy.
--WHAT I LOVE:
Art (graphic design, painting, drawing), Estonian folklore (folkdance and sledge singing) & myth, baking/cooking, gathering herbs/spices/flowers, singing, music, acting, astronomy, exploring, having fun, bellydancing, martial arts, writing poetry/fanfiction/stories, travelling, researching, collecting (DVDs, Ancient Egyptian things, souvenirs, make-up, pagan stuff, jewellery/accessories, spices/herbs, graphics, tarot decks, clothes, art supplies), adventures, retro fashion, ancient history, cultural studies, paganism, mythology, jewellery (especially earrings and rings), Estonian cinema, reading books/fanfiction, archaeology, egyptology, anthropology, drinking, the theatre, vampirism, warmth, candles, blonde hair & dark eyes, flowery meadows, fields, blue eyes & dark hair, food, the 60's, 70's & 80's, platform boots, smell of incense, light, delicacies, flowers, sensuality, my cat, my fiance, my best friends, trailers, fluffy things, freedom, thunderstorms & lightning, laughing, happiness, inspiration, tolerance, open-mindedness, the country-side, romantic dinners, posh restaurants, drama, cleanliness, order, schoolgirl uniforms, gothic lolita dresses, Baroque period, fashion of the Victorian Ages (corsets, satin, lace etc), fishnet, stockings, Pre-Raphaelite art, fairy-tales & legends, foreign languages, gardening, romance, the ocean & the beach, the sun, nomads & Siberia, the North-East etc
--WHAT I HATE:
Bullies, arrogant/bossy/stupid/blunt/empathicless/uncompassionate/narrow-minded people who annoy me, ignorance, computer errors, asthma, sleeping late, losing control, running marathons, waking up too early, immature/childish people, doing anything I don't want to do, self-centred people, being told what to do, nagging, underestimation, strong wind, boredom, lack of food, cold weather, school, exams, unoriginality, copycats, injustice, hypocricy, being stuck in the rain with no umbrella, looking/feeling ugly, being disliked, sorrow, death, violence against animals or people.
--FAVOURITES:
Colours: White, turquoise/baby blue, aquamarine, silver, gold, bronze/copper, mint green, emerald, royal blue, aubergine, coral, black + hot pink, golden yellow.
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Poets: Paul-Eerik Rummo, Shakespeare, Sappho, J. R. Lowell, Zahhar aka Erin Thomas, Sri Aurobindo, Anna Tromara, Gaius Valerius Catullus, Miguel de Cervantes Saavedra to name a few. I also love Ancient Egyptian poetry.
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Food: Seafood, mash, sushi & japanese food in general, thai food, indian curry, spaghetti bolognese, pizza, delicacies (mostly ice-cream), bacon & egg, noodles, tofu, Estonian food.
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Artists: The Pre-Raphaelites, Leonardo Da Vinci, H.D. Johnson, Victoria Frances, Liliana Sanches, L.C. Gaddis, Edgar Degas, A. Jensen etc.
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Animal: Wolf, husky, bear, deer/doe, snake, starfish, panda, vulture/condor/thunderbird, lion, cat, dog.
Mythological: Phoenix, vampires/succubi/lilitu.
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Season: Spring & summer.
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Fruit: Avocado, coconut, banana, cloudberries, strawberries, lemon, passionfruit, pineapple, blueberries.
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Flavor: Cinnamon, basil, peppercorns, curry, cayenne pepper, rosé pepper, sesam seeds, pesto, mint, white chocolate, garlic, onions, mango, cappuccino/coffee, licorice, banana etc
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Smell: Ocean air/sea breeze, dew, fresh hay, forest, incense (myrrh, cedarwood, opium), cinnamon, smell of candlelight, my perfumes, smell of good food, vanilla, pineapple, musk, rose.
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Element: Light, spirit/aether & fire.
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Movies: Viimne Reliikvia (The Last Relic), Names In Marble, Star Wars, 10,000 BC, The Last Legion, D'Artagnan & Three Musketeers, Legend, The French Lieutenant's Woman, Ivanhoe, Arabian Nights, Bram Stroker's Dracula, Snow White: A Tale of Terror, The Mummy Returns, 3 Wishes for Cinderella, Snow White & The 7 Dwarfs, Aladdin, Cinderella, Sleeping Beauty, Marie Antoinette, Indiana Jones, Van Helsing, Pirates of The Caribbean, Kagemusha, Anne of Green Gables/Avonlea, Helen of Troy, Merlin, The Fifth Element, Confessions of An Ugly Stepsister etc.
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Names: Evolet, Cordealia, Caelestis, Ceres, Celeste, Rebecka, Lilliana, Jasmiin/Yasmine, Vasilissa, Elena, Masha, Anastasia, Lillith, Désirée, Savannah, Elisabeta, Zahar, Rowena, Destiny, Linnéa, Gisélle, Melissa, Aisling, Rheia, Lily, Johannes, Gabriel, Rein, Cyrus, Dakota, Amunet, Nefertiri, Ashleigh, Anuket, Charmian, Raye, Usagi, Hotarubi, Haku, Melody etc.
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Countries/Places: Estonia, Sweden, Siberia, Australia, Prince Edward Island, Egypt & Africa, Austria, Switzerland, New Zealand, Japan & the Caribbean, Nosgoth, Romania/Transylvania, France.
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Nature: I love oak trees, cliffs, mountains, cedarwood, the taiga, swamps, flowery fields, blue lagoons, meadows, valleys, fields of wheat & moonstones!
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Books: Sinuhe the Egyptian, Star Wars Series, The Discworld Novels, Helen of Troy, 1001 Arabian Nights, Anne of Green Gables, Ivanhoe, Wicca/Sweep, Power of Kabbalah, Kabbalah Revealed, The Shaman's Work, The Forest House, The Brothers Grimm, The Three Musketeers, Arthurian Legend Fiction.
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Quotes: "Sir, you mock the majesty of justice!" - Athos; "I'm not a damsel in distress, I'm a damsel in charge!" - me; "Mine is of Earth but look at yours! Your hair is that of gold!" - Leda to Helen; "There is nothing new under the Sun" - Sinuhe; "All for one and one for all!" - The 3 Musketeers; "Her torment has become her delight" - The French Lieutenant's Woman; "Even if you end up being the world's biggest enemy, I'll still be your knight!" - Squall to Rinoa (FF VIII); "You are not a woman... You do not belong to the human race: you are a demon, escaped from hell! And to hell we shall send you back!" - Athos to Milady; "I pardon you the evil you have done me. I forgive you for my future crushed.. my honour lost, my love tainted.. And my salvation for ever perilled! By the despair into which you have thrown me. Die in peace!" - Athos to Milady; "Your sweet laughter, something which robs miserable me.. Of all feelings: for as soon as I look at you.. Lesbia, no voice remains in my mouth." - Gaius Valerius Catullus; "Once you have drank from the Nile.. Tasted its rarity, its intoxication.. You will long for the Nile again." - Sinuhe; "My golden chalice I would switch.. for a crock if my feet could step again on the soft ground of the land of Kem." - Sinuhe; "Absinthe... is the aphrodisiac of the self" - Dracula; "...You're mad!" - "Thank Goodness for that 'cause if I wasn't it wouldn't have probably worked!" - Capt. Jack Sparrow; "Let them eat cake!" - Marie Antoinette; "There is no greater pain than the memory of joy in present grief" - Aeschylus;
"I am parched with thirst, and perishing,
But drink of me, the ever-flowing spring on the right, (where) there is a fair cypress.
Who are you? Where are you from?
I am a child of Earth and of starry Heaven, but my race is of Heaven (alone)."
- Orphic Lamella from Thessaly;
"I can just close my eyes and listen to the raindrops forever." - Unknown;
"The phoenix hope, can wing her way through the desert skies, and still defying fortune's spite; revive from ashes and rise."
- Miguel de Cervantes Saavedra
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Human Boy: "Make me one of you!"
Vampiress: "Why?"
Human Boy: "It's boring to live with these pathetic humans! I wanna punish bad people too!"
Vampiress: "Are you that bored?"
Human Boy: "You bet! That's why..."
Vampiress: "Everyone has to live carrying a burden on one's back. But you don't carry anything. And you enjoy judging people? In spite of the fact that you're human!"
- An awesome convo from Vampire Princess Miyu
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My AP Sister & Best Friend:
Genovefa aka Anna Tromara
She has a unique choice of words in her poems that usually have this sense of dark aura & mysticism surrounding them. She's my favourite.
Fav. AP Poet:
Zahhar aka Erin Thomas
I absolutely love his poetry. He creates the best vivid imagery ever with his poems, it is very inspiring. A true talent with a little touch of spirituality.
Gold & Silver Winners of My Contests:
Lost Cause by eataortic
A poem about Snow White.
Patience by Labefaction
A poem about the heavenly virtue Patience.
Arthurian Magician {Rispetto} by Blue Rew
A poem about Morgan Le Fay.
Blinded by star light by Sonja
A poem about the Arabian Nights.
Tiger Lily by Sandygram
A poem about the lily flower.
Shifting Sands by Blue Rew
A poem about bellydancing.
The brightness of going by Animarising
A poem about light.
Doorway to brightness~ by Amarige
A poem about an angel of light.
Lovely Amaranth by RedAquarius
A poem about a muse telling a story of Greek tragedy.
Lesbia by frownsnfreckles
A poem about Lesbia.
The textures of an unclad woman... by PrabhuDayal Khattar
A poem about the beauty of a woman's body.
The Battle For Love! by Keith Drew
A poem about Guinevere knighting Lancelot.
Guinevere's Fantasy: In the beginning by MJ Donnelly
A poem about Guinevere seeing Lance at her wedding.
Dua Het-Hert by NeferMaatNetjer
An Egyptian prayer poem for Hathor.
Stilted Wings by Blue Rew
A poem about a Greek harpist/muse.
The Weeping Cherry by GlassSlippers
A poem about the beautiful Cherry Blossom aka Sakura.
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BLESSED BE.
And yet I know not how I should speak of her.
When I first looked on her and perceived her unhappiness,
it seemed to me that I saw a white flower standing
straight and proud, shapely as a lily, and yet knew that
it was hard, as if wrought by elf-wrights out of steel.
Or was it, maybe, a frost that had turned its sap to ice,
and so it stood, bitter-sweet, still fair to see,
but stricken, soon to fall and die?" - J.R.R. Tolkien.
--PERSONALITY:
Adaptable, eccentric, very ambitious, free-spirited, modest, spontaneous, inquisitive, often misunderstood, proud, extremely easy-going, very perceptive, intense, spirited, dreamy, artistic/creative, spunky, idealistic yet logical/practical way of thinking, mischievous, fiesty, restless, enthusiastic when excited, compassionate/empathic, determined, strong-willed, down-to-earth, playful, bubbly, bright, vivacious, open-minded, hardworking, diplomatic, charming, serene, intelligent/smart/witty, kind, generous, loving & caring, elegant, sharp sense of humour & sense of style, hot-tempered/quick to anger, extremely sensitive/emotional, distant & aloof, cheeky, very sarcastic, ditzy.
--WHAT I LOVE:
Art (graphic design, painting, drawing), Estonian folklore (folkdance and sledge singing) & myth, baking/cooking, gathering herbs/spices/flowers, singing, music, acting, astronomy, exploring, having fun, bellydancing, martial arts, writing poetry/fanfiction/stories, travelling, researching, collecting (DVDs, Ancient Egyptian things, souvenirs, make-up, pagan stuff, jewellery/accessories, spices/herbs, graphics, tarot decks, clothes, art supplies), adventures, retro fashion, ancient history, cultural studies, paganism, mythology, jewellery (especially earrings and rings), Estonian cinema, reading books/fanfiction, archaeology, egyptology, anthropology, drinking, the theatre, vampirism, warmth, candles, blonde hair & dark eyes, flowery meadows, fields, blue eyes & dark hair, food, the 60's, 70's & 80's, platform boots, smell of incense, light, delicacies, flowers, sensuality, my cat, my fiance, my best friends, trailers, fluffy things, freedom, thunderstorms & lightning, laughing, happiness, inspiration, tolerance, open-mindedness, the country-side, romantic dinners, posh restaurants, drama, cleanliness, order, schoolgirl uniforms, gothic lolita dresses, Baroque period, fashion of the Victorian Ages (corsets, satin, lace etc), fishnet, stockings, Pre-Raphaelite art, fairy-tales & legends, foreign languages, gardening, romance, the ocean & the beach, the sun, nomads & Siberia, the North-East etc
--WHAT I HATE:
Bullies, arrogant/bossy/stupid/blunt/empathicless/uncompassionate/narrow-minded people who annoy me, ignorance, computer errors, asthma, sleeping late, losing control, running marathons, waking up too early, immature/childish people, doing anything I don't want to do, self-centred people, being told what to do, nagging, underestimation, strong wind, boredom, lack of food, cold weather, school, exams, unoriginality, copycats, injustice, hypocricy, being stuck in the rain with no umbrella, looking/feeling ugly, being disliked, sorrow, death, violence against animals or people.
--FAVOURITES:
Colours: White, turquoise/baby blue, aquamarine, silver, gold, bronze/copper, mint green, emerald, royal blue, aubergine, coral, black + hot pink, golden yellow.
~~
Poets: Paul-Eerik Rummo, Shakespeare, Sappho, J. R. Lowell, Zahhar aka Erin Thomas, Sri Aurobindo, Anna Tromara, Gaius Valerius Catullus, Miguel de Cervantes Saavedra to name a few. I also love Ancient Egyptian poetry.
~~
Food: Seafood, mash, sushi & japanese food in general, thai food, indian curry, spaghetti bolognese, pizza, delicacies (mostly ice-cream), bacon & egg, noodles, tofu, Estonian food.
~~
Artists: The Pre-Raphaelites, Leonardo Da Vinci, H.D. Johnson, Victoria Frances, Liliana Sanches, L.C. Gaddis, Edgar Degas, A. Jensen etc.
~~
Animal: Wolf, husky, bear, deer/doe, snake, starfish, panda, vulture/condor/thunderbird, lion, cat, dog.
Mythological: Phoenix, vampires/succubi/lilitu.
~~
Season: Spring & summer.
~~
Fruit: Avocado, coconut, banana, cloudberries, strawberries, lemon, passionfruit, pineapple, blueberries.
~~
Flavor: Cinnamon, basil, peppercorns, curry, cayenne pepper, rosé pepper, sesam seeds, pesto, mint, white chocolate, garlic, onions, mango, cappuccino/coffee, licorice, banana etc
~~
Smell: Ocean air/sea breeze, dew, fresh hay, forest, incense (myrrh, cedarwood, opium), cinnamon, smell of candlelight, my perfumes, smell of good food, vanilla, pineapple, musk, rose.
~~
Element: Light, spirit/aether & fire.
~~
Movies: Viimne Reliikvia (The Last Relic), Names In Marble, Star Wars, 10,000 BC, The Last Legion, D'Artagnan & Three Musketeers, Legend, The French Lieutenant's Woman, Ivanhoe, Arabian Nights, Bram Stroker's Dracula, Snow White: A Tale of Terror, The Mummy Returns, 3 Wishes for Cinderella, Snow White & The 7 Dwarfs, Aladdin, Cinderella, Sleeping Beauty, Marie Antoinette, Indiana Jones, Van Helsing, Pirates of The Caribbean, Kagemusha, Anne of Green Gables/Avonlea, Helen of Troy, Merlin, The Fifth Element, Confessions of An Ugly Stepsister etc.
~~
Names: Evolet, Cordealia, Caelestis, Ceres, Celeste, Rebecka, Lilliana, Jasmiin/Yasmine, Vasilissa, Elena, Masha, Anastasia, Lillith, Désirée, Savannah, Elisabeta, Zahar, Rowena, Destiny, Linnéa, Gisélle, Melissa, Aisling, Rheia, Lily, Johannes, Gabriel, Rein, Cyrus, Dakota, Amunet, Nefertiri, Ashleigh, Anuket, Charmian, Raye, Usagi, Hotarubi, Haku, Melody etc.
~~
Countries/Places: Estonia, Sweden, Siberia, Australia, Prince Edward Island, Egypt & Africa, Austria, Switzerland, New Zealand, Japan & the Caribbean, Nosgoth, Romania/Transylvania, France.
~~
Nature: I love oak trees, cliffs, mountains, cedarwood, the taiga, swamps, flowery fields, blue lagoons, meadows, valleys, fields of wheat & moonstones!
~~
Books: Sinuhe the Egyptian, Star Wars Series, The Discworld Novels, Helen of Troy, 1001 Arabian Nights, Anne of Green Gables, Ivanhoe, Wicca/Sweep, Power of Kabbalah, Kabbalah Revealed, The Shaman's Work, The Forest House, The Brothers Grimm, The Three Musketeers, Arthurian Legend Fiction.
~~
Quotes: "Sir, you mock the majesty of justice!" - Athos; "I'm not a damsel in distress, I'm a damsel in charge!" - me; "Mine is of Earth but look at yours! Your hair is that of gold!" - Leda to Helen; "There is nothing new under the Sun" - Sinuhe; "All for one and one for all!" - The 3 Musketeers; "Her torment has become her delight" - The French Lieutenant's Woman; "Even if you end up being the world's biggest enemy, I'll still be your knight!" - Squall to Rinoa (FF VIII); "You are not a woman... You do not belong to the human race: you are a demon, escaped from hell! And to hell we shall send you back!" - Athos to Milady; "I pardon you the evil you have done me. I forgive you for my future crushed.. my honour lost, my love tainted.. And my salvation for ever perilled! By the despair into which you have thrown me. Die in peace!" - Athos to Milady; "Your sweet laughter, something which robs miserable me.. Of all feelings: for as soon as I look at you.. Lesbia, no voice remains in my mouth." - Gaius Valerius Catullus; "Once you have drank from the Nile.. Tasted its rarity, its intoxication.. You will long for the Nile again." - Sinuhe; "My golden chalice I would switch.. for a crock if my feet could step again on the soft ground of the land of Kem." - Sinuhe; "Absinthe... is the aphrodisiac of the self" - Dracula; "...You're mad!" - "Thank Goodness for that 'cause if I wasn't it wouldn't have probably worked!" - Capt. Jack Sparrow; "Let them eat cake!" - Marie Antoinette; "There is no greater pain than the memory of joy in present grief" - Aeschylus;
"I am parched with thirst, and perishing,
But drink of me, the ever-flowing spring on the right, (where) there is a fair cypress.
Who are you? Where are you from?
I am a child of Earth and of starry Heaven, but my race is of Heaven (alone)."
- Orphic Lamella from Thessaly;
"I can just close my eyes and listen to the raindrops forever." - Unknown;
"The phoenix hope, can wing her way through the desert skies, and still defying fortune's spite; revive from ashes and rise."
- Miguel de Cervantes Saavedra
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Human Boy: "Make me one of you!"
Vampiress: "Why?"
Human Boy: "It's boring to live with these pathetic humans! I wanna punish bad people too!"
Vampiress: "Are you that bored?"
Human Boy: "You bet! That's why..."
Vampiress: "Everyone has to live carrying a burden on one's back. But you don't carry anything. And you enjoy judging people? In spite of the fact that you're human!"
- An awesome convo from Vampire Princess Miyu
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My AP Sister & Best Friend:
Genovefa aka Anna Tromara
She has a unique choice of words in her poems that usually have this sense of dark aura & mysticism surrounding them. She's my favourite.
Fav. AP Poet:
Zahhar aka Erin Thomas
I absolutely love his poetry. He creates the best vivid imagery ever with his poems, it is very inspiring. A true talent with a little touch of spirituality.
Gold & Silver Winners of My Contests:
Lost Cause by eataortic
A poem about Snow White.
Patience by Labefaction
A poem about the heavenly virtue Patience.
Arthurian Magician {Rispetto} by Blue Rew
A poem about Morgan Le Fay.
Blinded by star light by Sonja
A poem about the Arabian Nights.
Tiger Lily by Sandygram
A poem about the lily flower.
Shifting Sands by Blue Rew
A poem about bellydancing.
The brightness of going by Animarising
A poem about light.
Doorway to brightness~ by Amarige
A poem about an angel of light.
Lovely Amaranth by RedAquarius
A poem about a muse telling a story of Greek tragedy.
Lesbia by frownsnfreckles
A poem about Lesbia.
The textures of an unclad woman... by PrabhuDayal Khattar
A poem about the beauty of a woman's body.
The Battle For Love! by Keith Drew
A poem about Guinevere knighting Lancelot.
Guinevere's Fantasy: In the beginning by MJ Donnelly
A poem about Guinevere seeing Lance at her wedding.
Dua Het-Hert by NeferMaatNetjer
An Egyptian prayer poem for Hathor.
Stilted Wings by Blue Rew
A poem about a Greek harpist/muse.
The Weeping Cherry by GlassSlippers
A poem about the beautiful Cherry Blossom aka Sakura.
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BLESSED BE.
- Last seen 1 day ago. Member since December 2, 2007.
- I'm a malachite opening poet for 407 comments.
- My mood is , and quote is "I am not a damsel in distress, I'm the damsel in charge".
- I am a 20 year old woman (Estonia)
- When I'm not writing, I'm struggling for serenity.
- Visit my homepage at www.myspace.com/Xx_Shvibzik_xX


























































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Seas and waves are greeted by lily petals that dance in the wind. - Masquerade at sharepoetry
"A brilliant epigram is a solemn platitude
gone to a masquerade ball."
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FransB : I quickly read your page on September 28and enjoyed each moment of it. You say you 'search for serenity', I think that you will discover it within your nature - that is serenity. Frans
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Frodofan on July 6Sir! You mock the majesty of justice! HA HA! I am reading The Three Musketeers now and that has been my favorite part so far. In fact, the quote has become an inside joke with me and my sister.

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NeferMaatNetjer on March 2how did you ever survive meeting Baba Yaga?
