The FeliX• Show poetry

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My nickname is FeliX, perhaps because i'm a little wild or perhaps because when people think they know me I still mystfy them! I'm a scorpio and that should warn you that i'm pretty strong willed and totaly argumentative, I love bickering and debating with pretty much anyone. I suppose conversation is how I get close to people.
I hope one day to become a published writer and poet, I do not claim to be technically accurate or a very accomplished writer, however I will say that everything I write comes from within me and it's filled with true emotion. I'm still finding my voice in regards to writing and even though my confused rambling's may only mean something to me, I have decided to share with the AP community, I hope impartial views may even help me understand what the hell i'm trying to say =]

"Darkling I listen; and, for many a time
I have been half in love with easeful Death,
Called him soft names in many a muséd rhyme,
To take into the air my quiet breath;
Now more than ever seems it rich to die,
To cease upon the midnight with no pain,
While thou art pouring forth thy soul abroad
In such an ecstasy!"

Ode To A Nightingale- Keats

These words spoke to me when I read them, although it is only a snippet of the poem this meant a lot to me during a very dark time in my life, I pray never to return to that point but remember it to hold me fast when everything I know is spinning away.


Just a few things I like...

art- often no words could evoke the same response as an image can, I love to draw, sketch and paint.

music- I was brought up singing jazz lyrics so I'm into a lot of old skl stuff...my dad is a jazz saxophonist and he used to play to me when I couldnt sleep as a kid, music seems to have become an irrevocable part of my personality and I couldnt live without it.

however, I do love all the typical teenage rock/goth/grunger/insert sterotype here but I wont fit any of them, type music as well. I love playing the guitar and adore music.

writing- I am, therefore I Write. no one said it had to be well, ive never really had time or people around me who were interested in writing to help me develop..henceforth AP is my newly adopted freind (with a slightly borg-hive-mind makeup but what the hey, I like variety)

horse riding- im not one of those pony mad peolpe...who loved them since they were five and thought my little pony was a species. I admire the intelligence and the skill needed in creating a bond with a horse..its always challening

good books- If I could become the perverbial book worm I probaly would..ive been reading since before I could walk...

fine food- I love to cook, by cook I mean those rare things most kids dont encounter called home cooked meals..i'm afraid unwrapping something, shoving it into a microwave and then simply eating it out of the tray with a fork doesnt count as cooking in my universe

out of my freinds and everyone i know im labeled the Empath. so if you ever want to talk this total stranger will always help you out. apparently i give very good advice...so maybe i should start charging


please leave comments whenever possible on my author page or poems ect...especialy if you dont like something..then i really want to know..because i can mull it over and try to see a way to improve/modify things a bit



Remember...Carpe Diem!