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I'm Russian by birth, but I came to the US at the eve of my eigth birthday. For the first few years here in Texas, I was what is commonly considered a 'nerd' and for the first three years- it was hell (I couldn't speak english, see). It was all going....uuh...well, 'fairly well', as in as good as it could possibly go for a nerd these days...
And at the start of 6th grade, something inside of me broke...I think that something was a lock that held my 'I-dun-give-a-fuck-about-what-ye-think-about-me-I'm-gonna-have-FUUUUUN!!!'side captive.
Ever since then, I've been going ona a balanced scale of both good and bad outcomes. The good part is... well, everything but the bad part. The bad part is that I'm not quite as smart as I was. Oh, sure, I'm still in all gifted classes, but tis no longer a breeze for moi ('xpecially algebra; I missed half a year and now I'm struggling to keep m'self afloat here...)
...And yet there's another part of me; a darker side, a side that destroys all it touches...No light passes it's barriers, no happiness can burst through it's gates.
But that side does have a weakness...that is humanity.
I'm Russian by birth, but I came to the US at the eve of my eigth birthday. For the first few years here in Texas, I was what is commonly considered a 'nerd' and for the first three years- it was hell (I couldn't speak english, see). It was all going....uuh...well, 'fairly well', as in as good as it could possibly go for a nerd these days...
And at the start of 6th grade, something inside of me broke...I think that something was a lock that held my 'I-dun-give-a-fuck-about-what-ye-think-about-me-I'm-gonna-have-FUUUUUN!!!'side captive.
Ever since then, I've been going ona a balanced scale of both good and bad outcomes. The good part is... well, everything but the bad part. The bad part is that I'm not quite as smart as I was. Oh, sure, I'm still in all gifted classes, but tis no longer a breeze for moi ('xpecially algebra; I missed half a year and now I'm struggling to keep m'self afloat here...)
...And yet there's another part of me; a darker side, a side that destroys all it touches...No light passes it's barriers, no happiness can burst through it's gates.
But that side does have a weakness...that is humanity.
- Last seen on Sep 11 5:58 AM 2007. Member since August 26, 2007.
- I'm a topaz horse poet for 16 comments.
- My mood is , and quote is "CHUGGA CHUGGA CHOO CHOOO!!!! (I'll put something better when I think of it...)".
- I am a 15 year old guy from Texas (United States)
- When I'm not writing, I'm Listening to music; Prob'ly rock, metal, grunge, a bit of new age, a bit of country, a bit of pop...and a REALLY little part of rap (anything that dun talk about the typical drugs, sex, cars, money..).
- I have 16 comments, 20 poems
My Poetry
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Your pictures stay within my view, And I’ve no strength to move them.
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Oh God, why cant you ever go away, Why cant you ever disappear?
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As the moon takes the throne, And the land goes to sleep.
