Hello just want to introduce myself
I am a 23 year old girl from Holland
I started writing a few years ago when,
i had to deal with a lot of things from my past.
My doctor told me to write down what i couldn't tell him.
Because some things are just to deep hidden inside.
For me it worked really well and i started to enjoy writing as a way out.
My own way to sort my feelings out,
and deal with the things that are going on in my live.
I wand to formulate only my feelings,
about everything that happened in my life.
Sexual child abuse, physical abuse or physiological abuse,
nothing ever gets easy, and the feelings are deep.
Being in a violent relation finding out i have sarcoidose,
and rolling from one relation in to the next didn't help much.
But my writing help t me really well to deal with everything.
being in a relation dealing with borderline ans Dis,
so many thoughts so many doubts,
my head always filed up with everything,
and no way out but write to settle my thoughts.
thoughts run wild fair, doubts, feeling confused,jealousy,trust.
fair and doubts about the future and how to handle my life.
Right know im doing really well.
Have my own business and an getting my life back on track.
Looking for my own house and finally handling myself and my problems.
Words that appear like tears
Directly from my heart
Pressed on the paper, it seems like the appeared
That which stands there, that words
That words founded on the paper
The tears that disturb the heart
For some just poem...
For others painful to read,
Sometimes the memory`s that come up
For me a way to deal with the pain and hurt,
to deal with the sexual child abuse,
To give it a place in my life were it belongs in the past
I can`t ever forget I can`t ever forgive,
Because for that i need to understand
And there is no way in Heaven ore Hell,
I can understand why the did what the did.
know I am ready to face the future and go on
I have found the ultimate revenge
I AM HAPPY WHIT MY LIFE,
I AM HAPPY WHIT MY BODY
I AM HAPPY WITH WHO I AM TODAY
You Have Been Acknowledged
I am a 23 year old girl from Holland
I started writing a few years ago when,
i had to deal with a lot of things from my past.
My doctor told me to write down what i couldn't tell him.
Because some things are just to deep hidden inside.
For me it worked really well and i started to enjoy writing as a way out.
My own way to sort my feelings out,
and deal with the things that are going on in my live.
I wand to formulate only my feelings,
about everything that happened in my life.
Sexual child abuse, physical abuse or physiological abuse,
nothing ever gets easy, and the feelings are deep.
Being in a violent relation finding out i have sarcoidose,
and rolling from one relation in to the next didn't help much.
But my writing help t me really well to deal with everything.
being in a relation dealing with borderline ans Dis,
so many thoughts so many doubts,
my head always filed up with everything,
and no way out but write to settle my thoughts.
thoughts run wild fair, doubts, feeling confused,jealousy,trust.
fair and doubts about the future and how to handle my life.
Right know im doing really well.
Have my own business and an getting my life back on track.
Looking for my own house and finally handling myself and my problems.
Words that appear like tears
Directly from my heart
Pressed on the paper, it seems like the appeared
That which stands there, that words
That words founded on the paper
The tears that disturb the heart
For some just poem...
For others painful to read,
Sometimes the memory`s that come up
For me a way to deal with the pain and hurt,
to deal with the sexual child abuse,
To give it a place in my life were it belongs in the past
I can`t ever forget I can`t ever forgive,
Because for that i need to understand
And there is no way in Heaven ore Hell,
I can understand why the did what the did.
know I am ready to face the future and go on
I have found the ultimate revenge
I AM HAPPY WHIT MY LIFE,
I AM HAPPY WHIT MY BODY
I AM HAPPY WITH WHO I AM TODAY
You Have Been Acknowledged
- Last seen on Nov 19 12:15 AM. Member since July 6.
- I'm a aventurine thought poet for 49 comments.
- My mood is , and quote is "verry good :)".
- I am a 22 year old woman (Netherlands)
- When I'm not writing, I'm being my own boss.
- I am in the groups Emo Sanctuary, Grim angels, Moon Forrest, The Heartful Thinkers-, The Night Your Guardian Angel Fell
- I have 49 comments, 196 poems
My Poetry
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Going places i shouldn't be
taking my mind off of you -
Tales told of long gowns and halos of the light,
Open your arms to the world and you won't have to fight.28 lines, October 22. In Life, My own style
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