I am a 45 year old female,I have been married for going on 28 years,I have 2 daughters Christina age 27 and Cheyenne age 25,I have 1 son Donald Bonham 2nd (Bubba) he would be 24 right now ,but he was killed in an auto accident at age 18 on august31,2003 I miss him so very much! Bubba's 2 cousins Michael age 23 and Haley age 11 were also killed in the accident along with him.I have 2 grandchildren Nathan is 6 and Alyssa is 2 years old!I was beaten by my daddy when I was 5 years old on up,I was also mentally abused by him,I learned to forgive him a few years before he died in 2001.I was raped by a boyfriend when I was 15 (he was 21)my parents should never allowed me to date someone so much older than me! I was pregnant by age 16, married and gave birth to my first daughter by age 17.
My husband had severe brain damage from a motorcycle wreck in July of 1990 he was 28 at the time and I was only 25,he had to be taught everything all over again,I was the one that took on this very hard task,all 3 of my children were still in elementary school at the time!
My husband has been diagnosed with congestive heart failure and he also has blockage in the lower portion of his heart.
I worked in the medical field for several years and I loved working with the mentally retarded at the state school,they are all still very special to me.
I believe that what does not kill you, just makes you stronger!!!
I have several websites:
www.freewebs.com/ellansworld
www.freewebs.com/bubbamemorial
www.freewebs.com/candice15
www.myspace.com/texasmomma1
- Last seen 2 days ago. Member since May 14, 2007.
- I'm a obsidian idea poet for 559 comments.
- I am a 43 year old woman from Texas (United States)
- When I'm not writing, I'm Well, some say I'm an Angel.

































































(41)- I am in the groups Desperately Seeking Help, Texan Writers
- I have 559 comments, 3 contests, 178 poems, 8 stories
Poems I'm focused on
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Her hair is silver and her face is frail,
her life was not easy as you can tell.35 lines, 50 comments, November 28, 2007 -
He sits alone,
wondering if we care.
My Poetry
My Stories
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Shiloh's mother had been granny's only child, so now that she had passed away...granny's entire tiny farm was left to Shiloh. Liza and her
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It has been a week since Liza's birthday and she has been riding Buttercup to the pond every evening to meet Shiloh there to watch the duck
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In a few days Liza's birthday will be here and everyone is preparing for her special day,the oldest of her younger siblings Isam which is n
Guest Book
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mcheadle : Texasmomma on January 12What a brave soul you are as you keep going on in your life.We all think our probles are bad till we meet out match and find another is grieding so very much more..My heart just pours out to you..
I am from Texas many, many moons ago. My wish was to go back one day. I would gladly give it up for mne moment's peace for you in your life. Happines is where ever we can find it and be glad for what we have. Child you also have had a life of holy Hell. God be with you as you make it from day to day. Don't change your back ground as someone wished - Life is how it is played out. There is not light in our world if it were there would be no darkness in it...mac
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baawri : HI on October 29, 2008Hi Momma
I would suggest you to change this background. I find it so tough to read about you.
Regards
Shivani -
poeticweaver : Sending some love your way! on September 6, 2008
Peace, your friend Timothy 
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georgie on August 4, 2008this is shane(georgies shane) i spent from october 12 last year until may 13 this year in jail so i apologise for the delay in thanking you for your comment and applause, but thank you and also we got married on the 15th of may this year yay!!!... looking forward to reading some of your work in the future. also georgie and i were just talking about how nice a person you are and i just read your profile and am very sorry to hear about your son and neice and nephew's accident and your husband i offer my condolences. and i hope your husband is on the mend.
