Tekno Suicide• Show poetry

CURRENTLY:
- Suffering Writer's Block. Again.
- Playing LEGO Star Wars on Xbox LIVE.
- WORKING!


---------------------------------


~:: R.I.P ::~
Robin Marie Smith
September 11, 1962 - January 12, 2007
"I reach to the sky, and call out your name.
And if I could trade, I would."
"Gone Away" - The Offspring


---------------------------------


Johnny Napalm of Guitar Hero is teh smex.
Tuesday. Sept. 25, 2007 6:30pm-11:00pm.
--BEST FACKING NIGHT OF MY LIFE--
Pacis Quod Alcedonia
03.13.09- Fear you can't forget.
I'm in the mood for a Jill Sandwich!
11.17.09- This time, it's all gone down South!


---------------------------------


"The hardest person to know is one's self."
- Paine, Final Fantasy.

"You can wax on, wax off all you like.. I'm still kickin' yer ass!"
- Gene, God Hand.

Zoey: "Hey Francis, your latest issue of "Hating Everything" magazine is here!"
Francis: "I hate latest issues."
- Left 4 Dead.

"Grabbing Peelz!"
- Louis, Left 4 Dead.

"In my restless dreams, I see that town.. Silent Hill. You promised you'd take me there again some day, but you never did.. Well, I'm alone there now, in our special place.. waiting for you."
- Mary, Silent Hill 2.

Cortana: "You found me.. But so much of me is wrong, out of place. You might be too late."
Master Chief: "You know me. When I make a promise--"
Cortana: "--you keep it. I do know how to pick 'em."
Master Chief: "Lucky me."
- Halo 3.

Leon: "It's over."
Claire: "No. I have to find my brother."
Leon: "You're right. This is just the beginning."
- Resident Evil 2.

"We're partners, to the end."
- Sheva Alomar, Resident Evil 5.

"More and more I find myself wondering if it's all worth fighting for."
- Chris Redfield, Resident Evil 5.

"Muichimotsu. If you meet Buddha, kill him. If you meet the patriarchs, kill them.
Free of all, bound by nothing, you live your life simply as it is."
- Genjyo Sanzo, Saiyuki.

"Conquest is made of the ashes of one's enemies."
- Starscream, Transformers.

"Liar! Liar, Liar, Liar! You've all got your heads up your assholes because love is. It just is and nothing you can say can make it go away because it is the point of why we are here, it is the highest point and once you are up there, looking down on everyone else, you're there forever. Because if you move, right, you fall. You fall."
- Paulie, Lost & Delirious.

"Stop! You had me at aliens! Ooh, finally a belief system that makes perfect sense to me in this muddled-up world!"
- Ritchie, Empire Square.

Bravo One: "Come on, what's this thing gonna do? I might as well try to stab it with a dinner FUC---"
Chief: "What the hell is a Dinner Fuck?"
- P.A.N.I.C.S.

"We're all gonna lie, we're all gonna cry, and we're all gonna take painful shits."
- Dane Cook.

"Obsession can be hell."
- Me.

"I'd rather become a slave to myself before becoming someone else's."
- Me.


---------------------------------


I figured it was time to update this mess~


Anyway, about me?

I'm Feena. Fenz or Feen for short. No, it isn't my real name but it is the name I go by most. Only people I'm close to get to know my real name~ And yes, my nickname was taken from the videogame called Grandia.
I'm nineteen-years old, of the female species, and a native of Virginia ( USA ). I graduated back in August of 2008, and never looked back. And to sum me up quite nicely, I'm blonde. I also have mild cases of OCD. Wheee! My signs are a Taurus ( May 3rd. ) and a Horse ( 1990 ), and my strongest point would be sitting and listening to whatever you speak of. I'm a very good listener, not an advice-giver.
Worse point of mine would be is that I'm very timid and shy, but once you get to know me I'm just a goofball and a reliable friend to those who want one. BUT! I HAVE to get to know you before I accept a friendship. I DO NOT ACCEPT RANDOM FRIEND REQUESTS! Get it, got it, good.

I've been a proud member of the AllPoetry community for five years and counting. Someone in the past introduced it to me, I forget who, but I am glad he/she did~ My poetry has no style and tends to be made up on spot or when I'm just in the mood to write, nothing special I assure you. A majority of my writing, however, is usually focused around my story and roleplaying characters. To be blunt, I write when I want to write, or feel like it. There~
Music is also an inspiration. I F&%KING LOVE INDUSTRIAL MUSIC! And Aggrotech.

When I'm not writing, I'm an artist. I draw A LOT. Whether it be just a doodle or something actually worth looking at. I'm on two art-based websites, DeviantART & Paper Demon. I don't use Paper Demon a lot, except when it comes to 'sexual content'. But DeviantART is my second home on the internet. Other sites I'm bound to be found on would be YouTube, in which I am known as ' FenexaXiV '. I mostly make videos for my/your enjoyment, and for my MySpace page. No, you cannot have my CrapSpace. I am thinking about getting Facebook and Twitter once Xbox Live does its November 17th update, but until then, I don't have either.

Some of my hobbies and interests lie within the same genre, kind of. My hobbies include: sewing, video-gaming, reading anything I can, roleplaying, writing, drawing, etc, etc. To be truthful, I only have two really big passions in life; video-gaming & drawing. Without both of those, I would be just a shell. Both have been a part of my life since early childhood and it's something I will never give up. On the topic of video-gaming, I do have XBOX LIVE, which is my current obsession at the moment. I love it! And my all-time favorite game would have, no, IS ' Resident Evil '. I've been a fan of it since 1998. Seriously, I'm a freaking RE tard. And slowly coming second is 'Left 4 Dead'. If you also have XBOX LIVE and want to play something, just note me your Gamertag and let's play~!
On another note, I'm also an avid roleplayer. I take great pride in it to be truthful once more. It's another obssesion. ...I've got some weird obsessions and habits.

And, I will come clean. I am bi-sexual. I'm shy about it really, only having come out about it in my Junior year of highschool. But so far, everyone has accepted it. Buuut, currently, I have fallen head over hills for an awesome guy who I met on this site, and well.. I question myself a lot nowadays. I won't say who, but he knows who he is!
So with that, you should know now that I am a high, HIGH supporter of gay & lesbianism.

So there you have it! A little about me~ If you want to know more, all you gotta do is private message me :] I usually answer them within the hour it was sent, unless I'm on Xbox LIVE or asleep. So don't be shy!


---------------------------------


"All As One" - Trocadero

With your games, and my games,
And the rules we hate the same.
And my breath, and your breath,
As I hear you call my name.

Like two parts, face to face,
And the whole falls into place.
All as one. All as one.
All as one. All as one.
All as one.

With your dad, and my dad,
And the gin they never had.
And my rules, and your rules,
And your heart and mine it cools.
Beating hard. Beating hard.
Beating hard. Beating hard.
Beating hard.

Follow the truth, follow the lies,
Nobody wins, everything dies.
Follow the truth, follow the lies,
Nobody wins, everything dies.

All as one. All as one.
All as one. All as one.
All as one.

Follow the truth, follow the lies,
Nobody wins, everything dies.
Follow the truth, follow the lies,
Nobody wins, everything dies.

With my art, and your art,
To instigate, a change of heart.
And your heart, and your mind,
And your body next to mine.


---------------------------------


"Stop fighting, everyone stop fighting! Everyone, everyone look onto me~!
I possess the blue flag! I have seen the top of the mountain and you will worship me as though I were a God!"
*CRACK*
"I regret nothing! I have lived as few men have dared to dream!!"
-Red Zealot, Red VS Blue <3
(He's my hero XD)