so no one really wants me for anything but stuff I'm not going to do so I guess that I'm going to continue my death sentence one of these times when I try and kill myself it has to work can't wait hell sounds great.
I have had the hardest year of my life and every day I completely change how I feel because of the things that happen. I hate life and want to die I am depressed love my pills and don't mind drinking. I am a cutter and self injure and have done so for 2 years now. It’s gotten me locked away for a month without being let outside and I went through hell in there. I have tried to kill myself so many times I have lost count and in many different ways. Its started when I turned 11 and I think it will end soon here's hoping!
I have had my heart broken my a ghost and fallen in love with a guy I call my Kane and my new best friend who I call my Jamone keeps me going. But now the guy I love just told me that he never really loved me and that we can't be together so I want to die pretty much. I don't know what will happen with my blue flower but I won't leave him he made me promise and now he’s just trying to push me away because he thinks he’s hopeless. I have so much love for hem.
death is only the beginning!
I have had the hardest year of my life and every day I completely change how I feel because of the things that happen. I hate life and want to die I am depressed love my pills and don't mind drinking. I am a cutter and self injure and have done so for 2 years now. It’s gotten me locked away for a month without being let outside and I went through hell in there. I have tried to kill myself so many times I have lost count and in many different ways. Its started when I turned 11 and I think it will end soon here's hoping!
I have had my heart broken my a ghost and fallen in love with a guy I call my Kane and my new best friend who I call my Jamone keeps me going. But now the guy I love just told me that he never really loved me and that we can't be together so I want to die pretty much. I don't know what will happen with my blue flower but I won't leave him he made me promise and now he’s just trying to push me away because he thinks he’s hopeless. I have so much love for hem.
death is only the beginning!
- Last seen on Nov 10 2:32 PM 2008. Member since April 27, 2007.
- I'm a amber angel poet for 4 comments.
- My mood is , and quote is "My depressing LIFE".
- I am a 20 year old woman from New Jersey (United States)
- When I'm not writing, I'm Cutting, feeling srry for myself, being EMO.
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