Teenage Distortion• Show poetry

Let's start off with the basics:

Writer . Student . Intellectual . Socialy Distant .

I accept that everyone is unlike me; and in ways I find it a beautiful thing. I have plenty of diverse friends and that's how I like it. I'm not afraid to get to know people, and I'm not afraid to be my own person.I build up walls, not to keep people out but to see who cares enough to break them down.

Before you read on please note:

-Don't patrionize me. I'm smarter then you think I am.
-I don't like people who judge. You don't know me, so [please] don't tell me who I am.



Shut Up and Educate Yourselves.

"I live in a perpetual dream, where everything is under my control and even the bad moments are beautiful and exciting. I stand for unreachable fantasies; for what has past and shall never be again; for magical moments that may or may not have ever existed."

It amazes me how useless and expendable most people are today. Our lives can be compared to an endless puzzle set full of perfectly square inch-by-inch pieces. When one piece is lost or damaged, there is always another piece ready to fall in and fill the void. There are other pieces that are oddly shaped and tossed aside because they do not fit in. These pieces are ignored and avoided due to the radical way they present themselves and are thus rendered useless. I will try my best to balance the world of utilitarianism and customization by painting my inch-by-inch square bright red or rainbow. I have strong opinions. I will share them only when I feel so inclined. Generally speaking, I think before I open my mouth. Don't be put off by my apparent shyness... because SHY is the last thing to describe me accurately.

I do not like being told things just to make me [happy]. Dont sugar coat things, i'm a big girl and I can handle the truth. Don't be afraid of me or what I might say. I like people who are strong enough to face me and aren't afraid to call me out when I'm wrong.

I (love) just going with the flow. I don't always want things planned out. I'm indecisive.There are too many things I would really like to do. I would rather follow through with plans then create them.

I am a firm believer that everything happens for a reason that it is up to us to discover that reason and that more often than not, we won't [understand] even if we find an answer. Regardless, I believe that everything works out for the best. Always.

I like people who can make me laugh I love making people laugh. I don't blush easily, but if I do, it means something. I like people who make me think about things.People who willingly put up with my absentmindedness and like it.

Sometimes I'm hard to read. You may think you know what's going on in my head, but you most likely dont.