Tainted Faerie• Show poetry

Hey, im steph. im only 14 i live in the south of england and im a bit of a biatch!

I spend most of my time hanging round with my mates who treat me soo good i could not ask for better mates. most of the time we are just gettin stoned, drinking or if we dont have either we have a good time without them.

i keep trying to tell myself im not immature but i am. i keep trying to grow up too quickly and now its really starting to show.

School life sucks, i spend most of my time here being laughed at for who i am. just because i dress in darker colours and listen to different music to what the majority listen to they think they have the right to make jokes about it. what they dont realise is that when i was younger i couldnt handle it but now im alot stronger and im just waiting for the day when im strong enough to throw it all back ten times harder.

About a year ago i started writing about my love life here but then i thought whats the point, how many 14 year olds do you know who know the true meaning of love. guys come into my life, i jump to the conclusion they want to be with me and keep getting hurt. one thing i do know about love is that the more you go out looking for it the less chance you have of finding it.

Tainted Faeries alphabet - A: alcohol
                          B: beer
                          C: chocolate
                          D: drugs
                          E: ear piercings
                          F: friends
                          G: gex
                          H: Hash cakes
                          I: Indigo
                          J: Jump
                          K: ketamine
                          L: lithium
                          M: moose
                          N: nicotine
                          O: opium
                          P: Paki
                          Q: queer
                          R: reefa
                          S: sex
                          T: tobacco
                          U: umbrella
                          V: vodka
                          W: wasted
                          X: xxx-rated
                          Y: yoodle
                          Z: zzz-passed out

yeah that was my random alphabet.

Some of the bands i like are : bullet for my valentine, funeral for a friend, trivium, blink 182, pantera, slipknot, mettalica. thats just to name a random few.if u want me to put some more up mention some names and i will do!

i cant think of anything else to put up for now!

Steph aka Tainted Faerie aka Kiwi aka little one!

P.s if your wondering why it says im 18 so i can read all poetry!