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Killing Loneliness"

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My name is Sarah.
I am but three,
My eyes are swollen.
I cannot see,
I must be stupid.
I must be bad,
What else could have made
my daddy so mad?
I wish I were better.
I wish I weren't ugly,
Then maybe my mommy would
still want to hug me.
I can't speak at all.
I can't do a wrong
Or else I'm locked up
all the day long
When I awake I'm all alone
the house is dark
My folks aren't home.
When my mommy does come
I'll try and be nice,
So maybe I'll get just
One whipping tonight!
Don't make a sound!
I just heard a car.
My daddy is back
From Charlie's Bar.
I hear him curse
My name he calls.
I press myself
Against the wall.
I try and hide
From his evil eyes.
I'm so afraid now
I'm starting to cry.
He finds me weeping
He shouts ugly words,
He says its my fault
That he suffers at work.
He slaps me and hits me
And yells at me more,
I finally get free
And I run for the door.
He's already locked it
And I start to bawl,
He takes me and throws me
Against the hard wall.
I fall to the floor
With my bones nearly broken,
And my daddy continues
With more bad words spoken.
"I'm sorry!", I scream
But its now much too late
His face has been twisted
Into unimaginable hate.
The hurt and the pain
Again and again.
Oh please God, have mercy!
Oh please let it end!
And he finally stops
And heads for the door,
While I lay there motionless
Sprawled on the floor.
My name is Sarah
And I am but three,
Tonight my daddy murdered me.

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Girl: hey baby I want to show you....
Boy: ( cutting her off ) ugh I'm so mad
Girl: why? whats wrong ?
Boy: ugh everything
Girl: explain baby
Boy: just lost a championship game,
parents flipped out on me for no reason,
and I'm catching a cold
Girl: well hey there will always be other games,
you know I'll take care of you when your sick,
what your parents flip about ?
Boy: they are making me pay them for a car repair
Girl: is it a lot of money
Boy: no it just sucks
Boy: but hey I don't feel well I'm going to go lay down
Boy: bye
Girl: wait I want to give you some...
Boy: cant it wait until tomorrow?
Girl: yeah sure
Girl: bye
Boy: bye
2 hours later a friend of hers asks her to go for a drive ...she
goes.....

her friend swerved to avoid a truck....hitting a tree instead
her friend was killed instantly....shes in critical condition
This is the conversation between her sister and her boyfriend
Sister: omg ( crying )
Boy: what? whats wrong ?
Sister: my sister...your girlfriend was involved in a major car wreck
Boy: is she ok ? ?????
Sister: shes in critical condition
Boy: I'll be there in 10 minutes
He shows up to the hospital room ...standing outside the door
going over the last conversation in his mind over and over as he
heard the machines beep and beep and breathing tubes pump
Boy: she wanted to give me something or tell me something
Girls mom: yeah this...
it was an envelope smelling like she did sealed with a kiss in
lipstick
he opened it.....
it said ..... your everything to me....I love you with everything I
am
and everything I have...I want to spend the rest of my life with you
sealed in it was a ripped movie ticket from the first movie they
went to
and the first picture they took together
he kissed the picture as a tear fell from his face onto the picture
it looked as if in the picture she was crying
then the machines flat lined....3 minutes later she was pronounced
dead


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If you care for someone ...do not let something like this ever happen


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20% actually mean it.

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If you'd walk 5,000 miles to spend 5 minutes with someone who you love, put this in your profile.


If you'd keep loving someone no matter what, even if they don't love you back, because you still love them, then add this to your profile.

If you'd give your life for your friend, put this in your profile
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Memories, sharp as daggers
Pierce into the flesh of today
Suicide of love took away all that matters
And buried the remains in an unmarked grave in your heart

With the venomous kiss you gave me
I'm killing loneliness (Killing loneliness)
With the warmth of your arms you saved me,
Oh, I'm killing loneliness with you
I'm killing loneliness that turned my heart into a tomb
I'm killing loneliness

Nailed to the cross, together
As solitude begs us to stay
Disappear in the lie forever
And denounce the power of death over our souls and secret words are said to start a war

With the venomous kiss you gave me
I'm killing loneliness (Killing loneliness)
With the warmth of your arms you saved me,
Oh, I'm killing loneliness with you
I'm killing loneliness that turned my heart into a tomb
I'm killing loneliness

Killing loneliness

With the venomous kiss you gave me
I'm killing loneliness (Killing loneliness)
With the warmth of your arms you saved me

yes i am alone

Lyrics to Risque :
I got birds in my ears
And a devil on my shoulder
And a phone to the other
And I can't get a hold of her
And what's a crush to do?
And what's a crush to do when he can't get through?

Grammatically speaking you're adorable
And from what I hear you're quite affordable
But I like them pricey
So exaggerate and t-t-t-t-t-t-trick me
Pretty please, just trick me
Pretty please

I got birds in my ears
And a devil on my shoulder
And a phone to the other
And I can't get a hold of her
And what's a crush to do?
And what's a crush to do when he can't get through?

I'm obsessed and stressed with this mess
I can't think of things
To write down, to type down
And these fingertips are moving faster than these lips
So you can only imagine how jealous my mouth is
So you can only imagine how jealous my mouth is

I got birds in my ears
And a devil on my shoulder
And a phone to the other
And I can't get a hold of her
And what's a crush to do?
What's a crush to do?

I got birds in my ears (I got birds in my ears)
And a devil on my shoulder (And a devil on my shoulder)
And what's a crush,
And what's a crush to do?

Ahhh...
I turn on a dime, spin me around
So you can shine, shine right now
We'll even have a crowd
We'll make this purchase count

Grammatically speaking you're adorable
And from what I hear you're quite affordable
But I like them pricey
So exaggerate and t-t-t-t-t-t-trick me

I got birds in my ears (birds in my ears)
And a devil on my shoulder (devil on my shoulder)
And what's a crush to do?
What's a crush to do?

I got birds in my ears (I got birds in my ears)
And a devil on my shoulder (And a devil on my shoulder)
And what's a crush,
and what's a lush to do?

I got birds in my ears (I got birds in my ears)
And a devil on my shoulder (And a devil on my shoulder)
And what's a crush,
and what's a lush to do when he can't get through?

I am not okay
I never have been
and never will be
I realize this
and embrace the fact
that I am insane.
GO INSANITY!!!!!!!!!!
If you are insane then post this on your page.

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Below is Mr.Bunny. Please paste him on your homepage to help him on his mission to DOMINATE the world
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"Rette Mich"

Zum ersten mal alleine in unserem versteck
Ich seh' noch unsere namen an der wand
Uund wisch' sie wieder weg
Ich wollt' dir alles anvertrauen
Warum bist du abgehauen
Komm zurück - Nimm mich mit

Komm und rette mich - Ich verbrenne innerlich
Komm und rette mich - Ich schaff's nicht ohne dich
Komm und rette mich - Rette mich - Rette mich

Unsere träume waren gelogen und keine träne echt
Sag dass das nicht wahr ist - Sag es mir jetzt
Vielleicht hörst du irgendwo
Mein s.o.s im radio
Hörst du mich - Hörst du mich nich'

Komm und rette mich - Ich verbrenne innerlich
Komm und rette mich - Ich schaff's nicht ohne dich
Komm und rette mich - Rette mich

Dich und mich - Dich und mich - Dich und mich
Ich seh'noch unsere namen und wisch' sie wieder weg
Unsere träume war'n gelogen und keine träne echt
Hörst du mich - Hörst du mich nich'

Komm und rette mich - rette mich
Komm und rette mich - Ich verbrenne innerlich
Komm und rette mich - Ich schaff's nicht ohne dich
Komm und rette mich - Rette mich

*if you can translate the words to this Tokio Hotel song you'l be my hero!

Sad is anther song with life and love but how can we take the chance? To find that one true love? Oh a pain and less than lonely forever well be and forever begins now...

When I see your smile
Tears run down my face I can't replace
And now that I'm stronger I've figured out
How this world turns cold and breaks through my soul
And I know I'll find deep inside me I can be the one

I will never let you fall
I'll stand up with you forever
I'll be there for you through it all
Even if saving you sends me to heaven

It's ok. It's ok. It's ok.
Seasons are changing
And waves are crashing
And stars are falling all for us
Days grow longer and nights grow shorter
I can show you I'll be the one

I will never let you fall
[ Your Guardian Angel lyrics found on http://www.completealbumlyrics.com ]
I'll stand up with you forever
I'll be there for you through it all
Even if saving you sends me to heaven

Cuz you're my, you're my, my true love, my whole heart
Please don't throw that away
Cuz I'm here for you
Please don't walk away,
Please tell me you'll stay, stay

Use me as you will
Pull my strings just for a thrill
And I know I'll be ok
Though my skies are turning gray

I will never let you fall
I'll stand up with you forever
I'll be there for you through it all
Even if saving you sends me to heaven

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The best thing about tonight's that we're not fighting
Could it be that we have been this way before
I know you don't think that I am trying
I know you're wearing thin down to the core

But hold your breath
Because tonight will be the night that I will fall for you
Over again
Don't make me change my mind
Or I won't live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find
You're impossible to find

This is not what I intended
I always swore to you I'd never fall apart
You always thought that I was stronger
I may have failed
But I have loved you from the start
Oohhh...

But hold your breath
Because tonight will be the night that I will fall for you
Over again
Don't make me change my mind
Or I won't live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find
It's impossible

So breathe in so deep
Breathe me in
I'm yours to keep
And hold onto your words
'Cause talk is cheap
And remember me tonight
When you're asleep

Because tonight will be the night that I will fall for you
Over again
Don't make me change my mind
Or I won't live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find

Tonight will be the night that I will fall for you
Over again
Don't make me change my mind
Or I won't live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find
You're impossible to find

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For future refrences- THANKS TO ALL MY FRIENDS
I am a believer in faith and so should you be.
I used to believe in fairytales but you ruined that dream. I know what I am
Some how this midnight's sky seems to mend the broken pages of my fairytale story.
Oh how I wish to fly away and leave my worries behind.
LOVE...A MYSTERY OF LIFE.
...'Sometimes it feels like this whole world's spinning faster, Than it did in the old days, So naturally we have more natural disasters, from the strain of a fast pace'...
If you agree with the lyrics from Rascal Flatts song 'Mayberry' from up above copy the lyrics to your page.

...'Sarabeth is scared to death cause the doctor told her the news between the red cells and white, somethings not right but were going to take care of you...
Six chances in ten it won't come back again with the therepy were going to try it's just been approved its the strongest there is I think we caught it in time,
Sarabeth closes her eyes...and she dreams shes dancing around and around without any care and her very first true love is holdiong her close as the soft wind is blowing her hair'...
So many kids are diagnosed with cancer everyday, but if you are a supporter of the cure for cancer then post this on your page

I am a huge fan of music and here are myt all timew favorite songs!
Framing Hanley - Lollipop cover
Iris - Goo Goo Dolls
Blue and yellow-The Used
I Caught fire (in your eyes)-The Used
Let It Bleed-The Used
Smother Me-The Used
ALL MUSIC BY THE USED
Dark room-Blue October
Into the Ocean-Blue October
Seventeen Forever-Metro Station
Bellas Lullaby (from twilight)
Crush - David Archuleta
Come On Get Higher - Matt Nathanson
Last Resort - Papa Roach
Scream - a7x
Alittle Piece of Heaven-a7x
ALL MUSIC BY a7x
Carpal of Love-Fall Out Boy
ALL MUSIC BY FALL OUT BOY
30 Seconds to Mars music
Evanescence music
Metallica music
Aiden music
My Chemical Romance music
Bullet for my Valentine music
Breakign Benjamin music
Drowning Pool music Linkin Park music
Blink- 182 music
Panic! at the Disco music
Three Days Grace music
3 Doors Down music
Marilyn Manson music
Hawthorne Heights music
Lostphrofets music
kill hannah music
all time low bayside
atreyu
the almost
alot of bands i cant name at once

Ninety-five percent of the kids out there are concerned with being popular and fitting in. If you're part of the five percent who aren't, copy this, put it in your profile, and add your name to the list.

RACISM IS WRONG!!!

*A black woman walks into a restaurant and orders some food. The waitress, who is white, refuses to serve her, saying she is colored. The woman looks at her and says:

"When I was born, I was black.
When I grow up, I'm black.
When I go into the sun, I'm black.
When I'm cold, I'm black.
When I'm scared, I'm black.
When I get sick I'm black.
When I die, I'm still black.

But you,

When you were born, you were pink.
When you grow up, you're white.
When you go in the sun, you're red.
When your cold, you're blue.
When your scared, you're yellow.
When you get sick, you're green.
And, when you die, you're gray.

And you're calling me colored?"

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Weird is good. Strange is bad. Odd is what you call someone who you can't decide what to call them. Weird is the same as different, which is the same as unique, which means weird is good! If you are weird and proud of it, copy this onto your profile!

JESUS CHRIST
98% of Teenagers don't stand up for God, if you're part of the 2% that does, put this on your page!

"92% of American teens today would die if Abercrombie & Fitch said it wasn't cool to breathe anymore. If you're part of the 8% that would be laughing their butts off, put this in your profile." I TOTALLY support this cuz IT'A TRUE

92% of teens have moved onto rap. If you are part of the 8% that still listen to real music then put this on your AP page.

TO EVERY GIRL

To every girl that is SCARED to put her heart out there again, because she has been HURT too many times.
To every girl that dresses cute, not skanky.
To every girl who wants to be called beautiful, not hot.
To every girl that will spend her whole day looking for the perfect present for you.
To every girl that would die to have a decent boyfriend.
To every girl who would just once like to be treated like a princess.
To every girl that just wants to hold hands.
To every girl that kisses him with meaning.
TO EVERY GIRL WHO JUST WISHES HE CARED MORE.
To every girl who just once, wants a guy to give their jacket up when she is cold.
To every girl who just wants him to call.
To every girl who lies awake at night thinking about him.
To every girl that just wants to cuddle.
TO EVERY GIRL WHO SHOWS HOW MUCH SHE CARES BUT GETS NOTHING BACK.
To every girl that ever thought "Maybe this one could be the one."
To every girl that laughs at stupid stuff when she actually doesn't think it is funny.
To every girl who is just looking for that one and only and is having a rough time along the way.
To every girl that doesn't want a guy who just plays with her emotions but actually cares about how she feels.
TO EVERY GIRL WHO WANTS WORDS BACKED UP WITH ACTIONS.
TO EVERY girl that FELL for ALL the LIES ONLY TO FIND THEMSELVES ALONE in the END.
To every girl that gave her heart away to have it shoved back in her face.
To every girl that has faith that "tomorrow will be a better day." And it will be.

In the event that after you have read my page and finally found out that i am in deed a misfit you may have tyo go to the nearest mirror and yell misfit three time s and then slap your self then can you IM me. I am a misfit looking to have a normal relationship with some one who can be able to say im ok even though im insane for the most part. but anyways...I LOVE WAFFLES AND MY FRIENDS IF YOUR ONE OF MY FREIENDS YOU SHOULD HAVE A GOOD REASON FOR IT....LUCKY PEOPLES......BUT ANYWAYS THANK YOU FOR READING MY PAGE,
LOVE THE VAMPIRESS OF MISCHIEF,
mRAIa