SweetFreak• Show poetry

"For we are the music makers, we are the dreamers of dreams."
-Willy Wonka (Willy Wonka and The Chocolate Factory)

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I have meet many people in my life. Some have come and some have gone. Few have remained at my side. I will never forget thier names or faces. I will always hold and cherish the memories that we have created near to my heart till the day I walk away from this life. Thank you to all who have helped make me the wonderful person that I am today!


This page is just a little tribute on here to one of my favorite bands H.I.M!!!
They sooooo rock!!!! If you dont know who they are, you really need to check them out!!!

In my heart of hearts, Im a rockin Juggalette. I know its funky, but I am a lette that loves HIM. My myspace page is my tribute to my ICP culture, where I leave AP my tribute to HIM. I cant help it and if there are any Juggalos and Lettes that see this and want to talk back to me and tell me I aint down... Ill show you how down I really am!! Dont fuck with a juggalette with lovehandles and a heavy axe cause youll get your neck sliced!! You wanna see my Psychopathic side... hit up my myspace at www.myspace.com/hims_girl. When I picked out my myspace url, all the names I wanted were takin, so I picked that one! Keep it wicked and MCL!!!

Tamara SweetFreak SweetFreakAngel FreakOfDarkness

If you would like to reach me to chat or to ask questions about my writes, you can reach me several ways and here they are:

Yahoo messenger: seeker1581
AIM messenger: sweetfreak062881
MSN messenger:sweetfreakylover28 @ hotmail.com (not an email addy)
E-mail address: seeker158@yahoo.com
MYSPACE: www.myspace.com/hims_girl

I am usually on for most of the day and night. If i am not home or I am doing something else in the house here, my PC stays on. So if you need me, just leave me a message and I will get ahold of you as soon as I get it.


My AP family tree:

Ap daugther: Holly (bloodyrazors)
Ap sister: Sara Dawn

They are so beautiful inside and out and very quite talented! I am so proud of them. Check them out...you will love it!
If you would like to be a part of my Ap family...contact me and let me know. THERE IS ROOM FOR EVERYONE!!! NO FAMILY IS TOO BIG!!!


During you visit here at AP, do me a favor: check out these talented writers!!! They are the most talented people that I know. I am sure that you will find something from anyone of these writers that will inspire you, make you cry, make you laugh, and just make you feel good that you took time out to read thier thoughts...I DID!!! Thank you to each and every one of you for your kind words and just all out putting up with me. Thank you for just being there!! and to all of you!!! (Disclaimer: I apologize for any mispellings on this page and on you author name. If seen fit, I will take the ass-kicking that I deserve. Thank you!!)


-JennFeelsLost :My Jenn wrote an amazing contest poem for me..read it if you have time....you wont be disappointed! allpoetry.com/Poem/1492523
-The Rain King
-GothicMoonlight
-LivingRose
-Traiken
-BabyBlueEyes996
-NurseFloyd
-QuothTheRaven1
-YesYouCan
-NightHope : she wrote a beautiful acoustic poem for me ..check it out!
allpoetry.com/Poem/1493941
-Innocence Raped
-haikumonkgirl
-SufferingFool
-chattytoes



I have a few passions in my life. The biggest one is music. I listen to most kinds, but I so am a rockin Juggalette. Rock is one of my favorites, be it Classic Rock, Alternitive Rock, Metal.... I dont care as long as it is Rock-N-Roll!!! Now Psychopathic music gets my blood goin! I have been a down ass bitch for almost 15 years... yes believe it or not that is how long ICP has been around. (DAMN, feelin old right there...) You can always find me in face paint jammin along to a Psychopathic record scarin the shit outta people! Fun as hell! ICP, Twiztid, Blaze, Boondox... I love em all! You can find me most of the time in the thug pits at the shows layin it down as a lette should! I have a personality disorder ( no shit!) and I think in my music selections, it shows!! hahahahaha!! Always keepin wicked for my Juggalo fam though!
As you can see by the quote at the top of this page, music guides me and inspires me. I have had that quote memerized since I was 6 years old and I saw that movie for the first time. Leave it to Gene Wilder to find my insperation at a young age- which may explain my personality a bit better!!( As sick and twisted as it is... but you gotta love me.) I am driven by music. My emotions can be heard in many songs. When my emotions have a hold of me and I cant calm down, I know the perfect CD to ground me. It is the very core of my being.... here is a bit of samples to show you. If you havent heard of them, check them out...I promise you wont be disappionted!!!

-Tamara-

I pretty much dedicate my work to my family, my friends and Juggalo Fam...for without them...I would not be here today.

All of my Love to you all!

Much Family Clown Love!



Just some of my favorite songs by HIM!!! (Trust me not all of them are listed...not enough room!!) Check out my myspace for my Psychopathic tribute.






Heaven ablaze in our eyes
We're standing still in time
The blood on our hands is the wine
We offer as sacrifice

[Chorus]
Come on, and show them your love
Rip out the wings of a butterfly
For your soul, my love
Rip out the wings of a butterfly
For your soul

This endless mercy mile
We're crawling side by side
With hell freezing over in our eyes
Gods kneel before our crime

[Chorus]
Come on lets show, them your love
Rip out the wings of a butterfly
For your soul, my love
Rip out the wings of a butterfly
For your soul
(Rip out the wings of a butterfly)
Don't let go
(Rip out the wings of a butterfly)
For your soul

[Chorus]
Come on, and show them your love
Rip out the wings of a butterfly
For your soul, my love
Rip out the wings of a butterfly
For your soul
(Rip out the wings of a butterfly)
Don't let go
(Rip out the wings of a butterfly) [x2]

For your soul


HIM/Wings of a butterfly




We are so young
our lives have just begun
But already we are considering
escape from this world

And we've waited
for so long
for this moment to come
We're anxious to be together
together in death

Chorus:
Won't you die tonight for love
(Baby join me in death)
So will you die
(Baby join me in death)
Won't you die tonight for love
(Baby join me in death)
So will you die
(Baby join me in death)

This world is so cruel place
and we're here only to lose
So before light taers us apart
let death bless me with you

(Chorus)

This life ain't worth living ...
(Join me, Join me, Join me, Join me, Join me)

(Chorus)

You can join me in death...

HIM/ Join Me



Love's light blue led me to you
Through the emptiness that had become my home
Love's lies cruel introduced me to you
And that moment i knew i was out of hope

Kill me, i begged and love said no
Leave me for dead and let me go
Kill me, i cried and love said no
Kill me, i cried and love said no

Love's icy tomb dug open for you
Lies in cemetery that bears my name
Love's violent tune from me to you
Rips your heart out and leaves you bleeding
With a smile on your face
Kill me, i begged and love said no
Leave me for dead and let me go
Kill me, i cried and love said no
Kill me, i cried and love said no

Love's light blue took me from you
And that moment i knew i was out of hope...again

Kill me, i begged and love said no
Leave me for dead and let me go
Kill me, i cried and love said no
Kill me, i cried and love said no
Love said no
And love said no


HIM/And Love Said No



From lashes to ashes
And from lust to dust
In your sweetest torment
I'm lost
And no heaven can help us
Ready, willing and able
To lose it all
For a kiss so fatal
And so worn

Oh it's heartache every moment
From the start 'til the end
It's heartache every moment
With you
Deeper into our heavenly suffering
Our fragile souls are falling
It's heartache every moment
Baby with you

And we sense the danger
But don't wanna give up
'Cause there's no smile of an angel
Without the wrath of god

Oh it's heartache every moment
From the start 'til the end
It's heartache every moment
With you
Deeper into our heavenly suffering
Our fragile souls are falling
It's heartache every moment
Baby with you
My darling with you

From lashes to ashes
And from lust to dust
In your sweetest torment
I am lost
And we sense the danger
But don't wanna give up

Oh it's heartache every moment
From the start 'til the end
It's heartache every moment
With you
Deeper into our heavenly suffering
Our fragile souls are falling
It's heartache every moment with you
That's right


HIM/ Heartache Every Moment



I did it all just for her
I did it all just for her
And love's heart is death
For me and my poison girl

A prey she was for the cruelty of love
While its serpent inside crawled straight towards her heart
The coldest kiss love ceased to exist
While we grew apart like never before

I did it all just for her
I did it all just for her
And love wants us dead
Just me and my poison girl

I did it all just for her
I did it all just for her
And love's heart is death
For me and my poison girl

the fire in her eyes
grew dim and then died
as the poison inside
reached her heart

And the coldest kiss
faith ceased to exist
as we grew apart
like never before

I did it all just for her
I did it all just for her
And love wants us dead
Just me and my poison girl

I did it all just for her
I did it all just for her
And love's heart is death
For me and my poison girl

And the taste of the poison on her lips is of a tomb

I did it all just for her
I did it all just for her
And love wants us dead
Just me and my poison girl

I did it all just for her
I did it all just for her
And love's heart is death
For me and my poison girl

Poison girl [4X]

And love's heart is death
For me and my poison girl
In this poison world

HIM/ Poison Girl