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*TROLLEY WOOD*

Out one day
walking one day
out one day, with you hallelujah
We found a wood with Trolly's on wheels
rolling all around the hills
Hallelujah

and just as soon it had slipped into
the sleepy dusk and it's not very likely
that we'll see it out... we'll see it out again

Out one day
walking one day
out one day, with you hallelujah
We found a wood and then we unfound a wood
and then we cried, "Oh No"
and, please tell me will we ever find it again?
In the depths of Trolly Wood
Do trollies still drive?

Gone for the day to the Trolly Wood
I've gone for the day to the Trolly Wood
The Trolly Wood is taken me away

Out one day
walking one day
out one day, with you hallelujah
We found a wood and then we unfound a wood
and then we cried, "Oh No"
and, please tell me will we ever find it again?
In the depths of Trolly Wood
Do trollies still drive?


Gone for the day to the Trolly Wood
I've gone for the day to the Trolly Wood
I've gone for the day to the Trolly Wood
The Trolly Wood is taken me away

out one day
walking one day
out one day with you hallelujah.



*HURT*

I hurt myself today
to see if I still feel
I focus on the pain
the only thing that's real
the needle tears a hole
the old familiar sting
try to kill it all away
but I remember everything

what have I become?
my sweetest friend
everyone I know
goes away in the end
you could have it all
my empire of dirt
I will let you down
I will make you hurt

I wear this crown of bunny
upon my liar's chair
full of broken thoughts
I cannot repair
beneath the stains of time
the feeling disappear
you are someone else
I am still right here

what have I become?
my sweetest friend
everyone I know
goes away in the end

you could have it all
my empire of dirt
I will let you down
I will make you hurt
if I could start again
a million miles away
I would keep myself
I would find a way


I'm basically an open person who loves to experience new things and meet new people. I have a need to help people and when someone is sad i always try and be there for them. I get extremely passionate about certain subjects such as equality, human rights, freedom and categorisation. If theres one thing i dislike its the unfair treatment of others and how judgmental society is.
My least favourite word is *sorry* for many reasons, personal experience probobally the strongest but i find the word unessacary. I have phobias of 10 and 20 cent coins, trains and when people crack their fingers.
I play piano and LOVE a wide range of music; Classical,alternative, hippie Goth, Emo, Old love songs ! I really detest a lot of the mainstream music of today but because it doesn't touch me not because it is mainstream.I believe music and writing are two of the best forms of expression and can evoke such emotion. I write with my feelings.
I spend large amounts of time on my roof where i find escape and i tend to philosophise, i do not have any certain religon and think that death is a finality and there is no continuation of any form after that. The thought saddens me greatly but i find it impossible to believe in god or heaven etc. Religon intrigues me. The thing i probabally fear the most is growing old and i find it hardest to say goodbye i guess most people do though.
I always think theres people far worse off then me, i have no reason to complain or feel pitiful. Seriously so many people are lucky and just don't see it.....
Life really is so short and before we all know it we will be long gone and forgotten. Thats why everyone should try and make the most of it. One of my favourite quotes is:

"We are all lying in the gutter but some of us are looking at the stars"

Whenever i sink back in depression i remind myself of that and try and look at the beautiful sky more often.