I am a nobody, I've had a life nobody else has lived. when there is no reason for living, you pick up close objects of mind, then the world never begins, so then there is no end. i write to help myself escape life, to get out of what i am, for i am nothing, the child in the background. many nights i cry, for i do miss my father, CYS took me away from him and he has never called or had contact with me after that, not that i have a dasier, but still it would be nice if he called once a year or something. i live with my mother, she works and often is in other states, so i am left with her boyfriend. which isn't bad, he is a pretty good person, and my life isn't that bad. sure i've been put on many phyc medications, been to many phyc hospitals due to "attempted suided" as society would call it. overdosing and cutting a little too deep send me to the hospital and then to the phyc mental hospitals. then you have physcatrist and stuff of that matter, which they arn't too bad. seriously they just waste time, make up some quick lies and they shut up for a little while... easy to catch on to. my life isn't bad, just different. can't say i hate it, just don't want to live it.
- Last seen on Aug 2 1:24 AM 2007. Member since August 3, 2006.
- I'm a carnelian hope poet for 126 comments.
- I am a 15 year old person (United States)
- I have 126 comments, 57 poems
My Poetry
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dreaming that the next day would not follow,
wishing that i was just like the rest,
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bw43 on November 3, 2006hey are u ok? was my critique too harsh? i do apologize if it was
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bw43 on October 29, 2006lol don't worry.. i'm not a mean person. I'm quite polite in my suggestions. I will give you my suggestions a little later as right now I have to go the library and study for a midterm. If you haven't heard from me by Wednesday, send me a little reminder, if you like. But I will def. do it
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Perla0908 on September 28, 2006I like your poetry..Its nice and dark at the same time..I feel like you do in some ways..keep up the good work..never give up
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Fallen Phoenix on August 18, 2006Thank you sooooooo much for your amazing words about my work....its people like you that keep me writting.....
thanks again....
Jenn
