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The background was made my me...lame attempt....but oh well.


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Here is a poem which reaches out to me and it was written by my sister. I love it. Doesn't it speak of truth?




*All my friends*

My life though short seems so long
And the good things I had are all gone.
Hope is no longer a friend of mine.
Time was never on my side.
Life they say is supposed to be fun.
Life they said I was going to enjoy.
So far all I have is tears and pain
All of which without gain.
My heart is sick and my soul is too.
With all of this I know not what to do.
I try to smile and play things off
but it hurts to fight for a life so rough.
I need you all now more then ever
To get me through this large endeavor.
I've done my best on my own
Yet there is still so much to be known.
I need your help I don't know how
To make it on my own.
You all provide so much support.
I hold you all close to my heart.

Lagemas George
She is my real life sister....and this is her page!
http://allpoetry.com/Lagemas
This is a poem about me from her. - http://allpoetry.com/poem/3113724
Again She Loves Me! ~ http://allpoetry.com/poem/4202607




Update! Moved My AP Family into a column. They are on my favorite's list aslo.
http://allpoetry.com/column/show/2343511






Seeing death as the end of life is like
seeing the horizon as the end of the ocean.

--David Searls--


The best mirror is an old friend.

--English Proverb--


It requires a very unusual mind to undertake
the analysis of the obvious.

--Alfred North Whitehead--





You might wanna check out my favorites to read amazing poetry. They take out mine any day with the word choice they make!




Ever Kissed Someone? - yes
Ever Done Drugs? - yes
Ever Smoked? - yes
Ever Drank? - yes
Countries I would like to visit: Japan & Porto Rico (I'm half Hispanic!)




A few of my conversations...

Me: Guys, when is sea day?
Chenara: I think May 1st.
Chris: There is no 'c' day only 'a' and 'b' day.
Everyone: laughs
Chenara: shut up Chris.


Erica throws the pen to Konrad.
Konrad throws the pen back to Erica.
Erica throws the pen to me.
I chuck the pen back to Erica.
Mrs. Emily: Stop throwing the pen around! You're going to hurt someone soon!
Erica: Ok Ms. Emily. Here you go Aaron.
Erica throws the pen to Aaron. Looks like it's about to hurt him.
Erica: The rubber stopped it!
Everyone burst into laughter.


Neil: Yeah your going to be one of those girls who like to give orders.
Nessa: By the time the baby is three it will know what pisses you off.
Neil: You know I think the husband will have a harder time with her then the child!
Dani: I can see it now, the husband saying; Can I stick it in, please?
Everyone bursts out laughing.

(The conversation up above is about me being a real bunny towards my 'family' in the future.)

www.myspace.com/spiteful_demon

www.quizilla.com/users/AnimatedFallenAngel/