SuicidalGhost• Show poetry

I am person who likes to keep to myself. I very rarely open up to anyone. If by some chance that i have opened up, im either really, really upset(big problems at home), or i feel you are someone i can trust(usually both). I choose the people I talk to carefully, most of the time my friends are very trustworthy. I've never had a friend that I regret meeting.
In the last three years I have moved from Novi (My home for the first 14 years of my life), to Delton (Only 1 year), and now Walled Lake (Hopefully to stay for a while) I found that each school as greatly influnced how i have changed. I moved from my confort zone (Novi) to a totaly new inviroment (Delton). Here is were i started to really close my shell, and try to block the world out. I made very few friends, of which I now only talk to two. Here is were i really picked up reading. Walled lake has also changed me, were as Delton was school were i felt almost everybody knew everyone else, and new kids were almost total outsiders, Walled Lake is a school with so many students that im pretty sure it's impossible for everyone to know everyone else. I have Made quite a few friens here, which i hope to keep for years to come.
Family has had probably the biggest impact on me, i have six brothers and sisters, the oldest has just got married, on the last day of this school year. the youngest is in seventh grade, going into eigth. i have not had it the hardest in my family, on the contrary I being one of the younger, have had it almost the easiest, except one person (who will remain unnammed). Family differences have tought me how to hide hurtfull emotions. I quickly learned how to pretend that certain subjects, sayings, and remarks dont hurt. I love my family, but we argue alot between ourselves.