Subliminal Delusion• Show poetry

                       *::gninraW::

                ::!!ksir nwo ruoy ta daer::
   :: daer ton dluohs elpoep lamron ,enas era ohw esohT::
              ::smelborp latnem esuac yaM::
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                       Sum41 Pieces:

                   I tried to be perfect
                  But nothing was worth it
              I don't believe it makes me real
                  I thought it'd be easy
                  But no one believes me
              I meant all the things I said

               If you believe it's in my soul
             I'd say all the words that I know
                 Just to see if it would show
               That I'm trying to let you know
               That I'm better off on my own

                 This place is so empty
                My thoughts are so tempting
               I don't know how it got so bad
                   Sometimes it's so crazy
                 That nothing can save me
              But it's the only thing that I have

                 If you believe it's in my soul
                I'd say all the words that I know
                   Just to see if it would show
                That I'm trying to let you know
                 That I'm better off on my own

                             On my own

                        I tried to be perfect
                       It just wasn't worth it
                 Nothing could ever be so wrong
                      It's hard to believe me
                         It never gets easy
                  I guess I knew that all along

                   If you believe it's in my soul
                  I'd say all the words that I know
                      Just to see if it would show
                   That I'm trying to let you know
                   That I'm better off on my own





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Go ahead, make my day...critize my poems to death. No seriously...if you see mistakes point everyone of them out. You don't have to baby with, "Oh, that was wonderful, keep writting blah,blah,blah." I want to get better at my poetry as I stated above & how can I if I don't know what I'm doing wrong?
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*sigh* I look in the mirror & the person that appears is never the person I long to be. I struggle within myself. But the worse thing is when a friend is going through a hard time & there is nothing you can do because your both on the same sinking boat. Well there is one thing I could do & that is overcome my stumbling block...but that takes courage; courage I ran out of a long time ago. I get so mad at myself for that. How selfish am I to keep on going the way I do & watch a friend go down when I could help if only I'd help myself. My excuse? What if it doesn't help them anyway.  How sad is that but that is me. That is me filled with self-pity.


I just want to scream & scream & scream right now...maybe it'll help empty me of my confusion.


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B-day: Jan 26th
Eye color: Bluish-green I like my eye color, it's kinda mysterious.
Hair Color: ?
Intials: KKY
Height:5"6 (wanta be 5"8 but I don't really have a choice in the matter...less I wear high-heels lol but I like my sneakers)
Weight: 156(rather be 130 & I guess I have a choice in that matter but I love moving my mouth too much...lol & I get bored a lot) (stupid evil sweets)